A/N I am sorry that I have not written in so long, I thought to make it up to you I would post two chapters. So here they are, I hope you enjoy them.

CHAPTER II

BELLA'S POV.

I sat bolt up right in bed. Something was wrong but I didn't know what, I just had this sick feeling in my stomach. My heart was aching for some reason.

"Bella, love what's wrong?" Edward asked me worry coating g his tone.

"I don't know, but something is wrong."

"What do you mean you're not making sense!" He asked. I could tell that he wasn't going to understand, and I wasn't going to be able to explain it to him so I lowered my shield and tried to get him to feel what I was feeling. He was silent for a minute and I was growing impatient with him.

"We should go talk to Alice about this, maybe she has seen something related to it." Edward said uncertainly. It was like he new something that he was trying to keep from me.

We got to the house a little while after we had had the discussion in our home, and Alice was at the door step waiting for us. She bounced down the stairs to greet us and lead us inside.

The feeling that something was wrong had just been getting worse.

"So, what's up?" Alice asked once we were seated.

I smiled at her "I just have this really bad feeling in the pit of my stomach, it like a six sense kind of feeling." I told her.

"That's weird," Alice said and then she looked at Edward with a really strange expression on her face. One that was like an "I told you so" look. Edward just glared back at her.

"Can you guys use your words you're kind of pissing me off." I said in an irritated voice.

"Its nothing love, don't worry about it." Edward brushed it off.

"Remember that discussion we had in biology that one time, the one with the writing of notes?" I asked him sarcastically. He grimaced at me.

"Fine have it your way." He said cracking under my pressure. "Two days ago Alice had a vision of a little girl that looked a lot like you, and at first glance someone could mistake her as being you, but she had dead straight, jet black hair with blonde steaks. But any way, this little girl was running away from something. We couldn't see what or who it was, but she turned down an ally way and then disappeared."

"What's that supposed to mean," I asked. Not sure I had to do with this, so what a girl that looked like me was in danger…

Just then it hit me like a racking ball. The memory was so strong that it knocked me off my feet. I fell to the ground.

"Bella' what's wrong?" Edward asked, concerned. I couldn't reply the memory was just too strong; I was terrified all of a sudden. It had been 15 years since it had happened, why did it have to come up again, I had tried so hard to put that area of my life behind me. I couldn't let this happen, not now.

"Bella, why won't you answer me?" Edward was no starting to freak out. I still couldn't talk so I just touched his face with my hand and smiled at him.

He picked me up and carried me to the couch. He sat me down and then sat next to me.

"What was the matter?" Alice asked

"I just had a really strong memory come back to me. That's all I am fine." I said trying to get them to drop it; I didn't want Edward to no what happened to me all those years ago.

"Sure," Alice said, not convinced with what I had said.

"Just tell us what happened, love, tell me and I'll make it better." Edward said, so convinced that he could help me, when in new that he couldn't.

"You can't help me, no one can. What's done is done. The past is past." I said, more to myself than any one else.

"Love," Edward's brow was furrowed in confusion.

"Just drop it, will you." I said. The memory was causing enough pain; I didn't need to bring them into my own with me.

"No it is causing you pain I want to help you why wont you let me?" Edward asked confused and frustrated.

"Because it is not yours to fix, and it's not your place to help me." I snapped. He was getting on my nerves. Once I said it I instantly regretted it, but it was true, he had no right to try and fix something that he could not.

I needed to get out of there, so I got off the couch and started to pace.

"Bella," Edward said hesitantly. It hurt me so much to think that I had caused the pain that was in his voice. If I could still cry I would have. I fell to the ground and started to sob, tearlessly. Edward was next to me in an instant. Holding me together while I fell apart.

I don't know how long I was sobbing for but when I finally came around all the Cullen family was with me in the room, not just Edward and Alice.

"Please tell me what happened. I am begging you" Edward whined,

"You don't need to know," I said. I still didn't want to tell them, but as I said this Alice gasped.

"Alice, what do you see?" jasper asked. Her eyes glassed over and a few minutes later they refocussed.

"Alice what did you see" I asked her this time. She looked at me, horror filling her eyes. "Alice, what was it?" I asked getting antsy.

"I saw the girl, she looked absolutely terrified, she was in the shower with someone standing over her, the tears were rolling down her face, the person grabbed her by her hair, and then, it all went blank. I am so sorry, I couldn't see anything else, I don't know who the person was, that was all I could see."

I fell to the ground gasping for un-needed air. Edward was at my side. Not knowing what to do.

"Bella, honey." Edward asked. my heart was ripped out of my chest. I was flooded with anguish, my daughter, they are talking about my daughter, how could this be, why is this happening to me now? I mentally screamed.

"How? Why?" I whimpered "why is this happening now? It's been 15 years." I sobbed into Edward's chest. He hugged me close.

"What took 15 years love?" he asked once I had calmed down enough. There is no choice now they no something about it all they have to do is research it. I thought.

I got off the ground and sat next to Alice on the couch. She held my hand for comfort as did Edward, Who had seated himself on my other side, on the arm of the couch. And so I begun

"When I 15, I gave birth to a little girl. I haven't heard anything about, or from her since I gave her up for adoption, only my mother knew about it, I never built up the courage to tell Charlie" I smiled weekly at Edward before staring down at my hands, " I was walking home from school after staying back because of talking in class. I decided to cut behind a bar, for a short cut, and I saw someone getting beaten up, I didn't think they had seen me so I kept my mouth shut and hurried home. What I didn't know was that they had and were following me home. The next day I came home on time and the door was unlocked, so I thought that Renee was home, I called out to her and went to my room. I closed the door and went over to my desk to put my bag down, I turned around and one of the men that I saw the night before he put his hand over my mouth and said if I screamed I would be killed. I tried to fight him off but he overpowered me. he pushed me up against the wall, and… and" I couldn't continue.

Flashback

"Stop, please stop." I begged, tears streaming down my face.

"You say one more word and you will be pushing up daisies in the park across the road." He threatened. His hand moved from round my neck to my face, he held my head still while he kissed me I could feel him pressing his body against me. His other hand moved down to my skirt and then he lifted it. I could feel his hand roaming up my legs, he soon found my panties, I saw a sickening smile flicker across his lips. He let go of my face and his hand moved down my side, he then pulled down my undies. He smiled at me and I new what was about to happen, he was about to rape me and I had no way to stop it.

"Oh, don't cry honey." He said, his sadistic smile hadn't left his face since this had started. He liked his lips and I could feel him undoing his pants. I heard them drop to the floor. I then felt his hand creeping up the inside of my shirt.

"Please I'll do anything, just stop." I whimpered. He licked the tears off my face and positioned himself at my entrance. I squeezed my legs together to stop him but that only made him angry.

He withdrew his hands from my chest and grabbed my hips. He pushed me up the wall and then pushed up against me like he had before. He separated my legs and then let me slide down the wall a bit. I could feel him at my entrance again. He stopped me before I slide onto his cock. He repositioned himself and then he let me slide down further. I screamed in pain, and he covered my mouth with his hand. He smiled

"Mmmmm… you feel like a virgin, so lovely and tight." He whispered and then chuckled under his breath. I was so sick that I spat in his face. He growled under his breath and then said "You will pay for that bitch."

He ripped off my shirt and bra, sucked on my breasts so hard that it hurt. He put one of his hands on my mouth and then the other one snaked around my back. He pulled me off the wall and started to bounce me up and down. Every time he bounced me I let out a little cry of pain. He only smiled at what he was doing to me. Eventually the pain subsided and it was slightly more bearable. The man eventually stopped with the bouncing and walked over to my bed he threw me down on the bed and I took that as my chance to get away, I tried to climb off the bed and out of his grasp but he got a hold of my ankles.

"You're not trying to get away from me are you?" he grimaced.

"Please, you have had your fun let me go." I said trying to fight my way out again.

"My fun has only just begun" he said menacingly. He pulled me back to face him and then he flipped me over. He used the shirt I wore for school and tied my arms behind my back. Once he was done he pulled me up so I was on my knees. He knelt behind me and penetrated me again. Hr thrust in to me hard over and over and over again. About ten minutes later me flipped mo onto my bak and then out mt legs over his shoulders, but this time he went into my ass. I screamed at the top of my lungs as I felt him fill me. he laughed at my ain and then out his fist into my vagina. I could feel the blood trailing out of me. he ounded into me eith both his fist and his dick. His other hand was pinching my nipples while his mouth was sucking hard on my other breast. When I wouldn't stop screaming he puled out his hand from inside me and stuck it down my throat. He turned me back over but did not remove his cock. I felt him rotate inside me and then he continued to thrust. After about 5minuted he reached for the shirt that was tying mt hands together and untirf me. he gagged me eith my shirt and then pulled out of my ass hole.

"you haven't been very quiet, and for thet you are to be punished. I don't know how long I was with him, I seemed to have fazed out, everything became blurry and I could no longer feel anything.

End flashback

I scudded at the memory that had been lingering on the edge of my consciousness for a couple of days.

"Well," I said having been able to regain my voice. "9 months later I gave birth to a little girl. She was the most precious thing in my life, and I had to give her up, I mean good would a 15 year old mother be. I named her Elizabeth and put her up for adoption at 2 months of age, after I baptised her as a catholic. I mean, even though I am not one, I felt like it was the only way that I could cleanse her of what had happened to me. Stupid, right?" I was sobbing by the end of it.

Edward hugged me close to his chest while I continued to sob. I lowered my shield and thought Renee was the only one I had ever told, the only one in my family that has known and like she said she would she took it to the grave. I mentally laughed at the irony of it.

It had been 2 days since I had told everyone about my past, and all of a sudden the bad feeling in my stomach just got a lot worse.

"Edward, we have to go, NOW!" I screamed. I ran to my car, and started it. Some how I knew that we had to go to Seattle Airport, and be there for the flight that was coming in at 3pm from London.

"Why do we have to leave?" he asked confused by my sudden out burst.

"I don't know, but that sick feeling that I had been having for a while? It just got allot worse all of a sudden. I need to get to Seattle, soon." There was a hysterical tone to my voice that Edward noticed. We left for Seattle shortly after.

We made it to Seattle Airport in record time. I rushed into the arrivals area and waited. I was not sure what I was waiting for but I sat down on one of the benches and waited. Edward sat next to me and rested his hand on my thigh.

About 5 minutes after we arrived a flight landed and for some reason I felt a pull that made me want to be on that flight. The passengers started to get off the plane and I noticed a couple get off. I decided to follow them.

One of the people was a business man. He was fairly tall, and had a kind-of stylish hair cut. The other person was a young girl. She could not be more than 15. She had dark jet black and dead straight hair with blonde streaks through, with deep brown eyes. She had very pale skin, almost as pale as mine, and had a very petite structure. From where I was standing it looked like she hadn't eaten in a while. You could clearly see the bones in her hands and face. She was wearing a hoodey, skinny jeans and a whole heap of big bangles. To me she looked like an EMO, but what was I to judge.

"Edward that's her, that's my daughter." I whispered so low that only he could here. He followed my line of sight to see the man put a hand on the small of the girls back; she seemed to flinch away from the touch and for some reason a growl escaped my lips.

"Easy love, we will get her back for you. Don't worry." He told me.