sorry that was so short.

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chapter 2: paind and confused.

"alice i have to go i cant resist her blood" then jasper who had been quiet all day said "why dont you just take her blood and be done with it she after all is just a human shes gonna die anyway why not speed up the process" emmet then said "hes right you know" i just said" im dropping you off at home im leaving please tell carsile i cant face him right now" i thought about it has i drove to where ever i felt was safe: im being a coward but i had no choice in the matter. i parked in a forset somewhere in washington not sure where. and i spotted a deer and the demon woman had gotten mw so thirsty with out even thinking i launched myself at the deer draining its blood in the matter of seconds. i had spent the next 4 days i had decided not to let some littile girl make me leave my family and the place i want to be so i drove back to forks and parked in my garage and walked toward the house to no ones suprise alice had seen me coming and was waiting with open fairy like sister praticly screamd "edward!!!!!!" and hugged me very tightly. i hugged back and said "hi alice" and smiled. we than walked inside the house the first thing i heard were esmes thoughts before her words she was thinking " my baby boy is back!" she than kissed my cheek and said "i have missed you so much" " i missed you to esme" i had next heard rosalie she only thought great...the idiot is back. all i did was say "hey rose" and completly avoid her i then greeted my brothers and went up to my room.

i had spent the night thinking of things to say to bella swan i can not just drop out of school that would draw to much attention to my family. so i had decided to treat her like any other human be polite and quiet and not devil like and rude like i had before. i got dressed and went to my car again my siblings were already seated. i heard all there thoughts at once.

emmet was thinking: poor kid hope he dosent kill her

alice was thinking : dont worry edward i see it you wont hurt her

jasper was thinking: just get it over with and kill her

rose was thinking: edward always has all the damn attentention!

i just sighed put on the loudest angerist music i chould find and drove. i parked in my usual spot and got out i got there early to avoid bella. and i walked the halls to get to spanish class but just my luck i had bumped into someone and before i looked up i already knew who it was by the delicous scent of her blood so i stopped breathing and said in my most polite voice "im sorry" and walked away at top spped and went into spanish class. i spent the entire class thinking about her blood. after spanish i had biology i sighed and went to class. she was already there talking to mike newton the generic "popular" boy i always disliked him but seeing him look at her and the way he thought of had me absaloutly loathe her and i had no idea called the class to attention she turned and faced the front. i saw her peek a look at me for just a moment then blush and look away. i tryed to get a read on what she thinking.....but i chould not. i tryed harder but still nothing which confused me. i tryed looking in her eyes to see if that would help but all i notived was the beauty of her eyes: there a deep choclate brown that mizmerized me so i chouldint look caught me looking at her she again blushed and looked away. i knew i had to say something i had a whole away with the girl! i forced it out when mr banner went to go check on his car cause he heard the alarm. "hello im edward cullen" she without looking up said in a quiet shy voice " hi im bella swan" i said "nice to meet you" she just nodded. than mr banner came back. the hour pasted quickly.

and she hurried to lunch has did i but faster. i sat at my and my familys usual table. alice was the first to speak

"how did it go?"

i repiled "fine"

and then i saw her look at me and for some reason unexplainable i smiled.

they all stared.

"what?" i said

in unisasion they said "you smiled at her!"