A/N: I own nothing that you see recognizable except for Danielle Bailey Maybell
Part 2 - Sabin
Meanwhile
Another shot of whisky
Can't stop looking at the door
"Another shot of Whisky?" I asked.
"Another round!" the bartender said.
I have been to this bar many times for the past few weeks. I usually drink when I'm in a stressed mood, and I have been stressing out majorly for the past month. I looked down at the many shot glasses I have intake and sighed. Awesome job, man, you really fucked it up this time.
"Son, why are you doing this to yourself?" asked the bartender. "You love her, don't you? Go and get her."
"I messed everything up. She probably won't even talk to me," I groaned.
"How would you know?"
"I kn-know my girl friend. And why the he-hell you should be giving me advice? You are not like my dad or something!" I snapped and slurred.
"Fine, then don't ask me for help when you are on your 50th round of Whisky," sighed the bartender.
He gave me the shot glass and I looked down upon it. I couldn't care less of what I was doing, right now. She won't come back to me, hell, she won't talk to me. So I drank the dark liquor and felt the relief...okay maybe not since my head is throbbing now.
"How many did I drink?" I asked the bartender while holding my head.
"Uhm...More than usual."
"Which is?"
"Your usual is about 15, tonight it's close to 30. You're mind is about to be fucked up if you keep drinking. Why don't you call her?"
I nodded as he went into the back. I thought about it, and what the hell...I should call her. It would help get this weight off of my shoulders. Besides...that fight...wow, a single fight can mess up a man. Sure I've been put up with dangerous fights before, since I'm a pro wrestler. But a mental and verbal fight…is more brutal than the physical pain I have taken in.
Wishing you come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
I took out my phone and turned it on. As soon as the background was shown, my face lit up. It was Danielle and I after a cake fight we had in Japan. It was our three year anniversary also. And now two years later, I'm here sitting at a bar, drunk as hell, and hopefully not single. I would never expected this, especially at this point in our relationship.
I called her phone and the dial tone rang. I waited nervously as my hands trembled with fear. Maybe it was from the overdose of alcohol I swallowed, or maybe it was my natural instincts that I was nervous. Either way, I was in a sick scary feeling.
"Hi, this is Dani!" Damn, it went to voicemail. "Sorry I can't come to the phone right now. But do please leave a message and I'll get right back…" "Hey, this is her lovely boyfriend. Just leave a message and she will get back to you after she's done getting busy…by me. Bye!" "Josh! You are such a dumb…"
I had to laugh at that one. It reminded me how much fun we had together. We HAD together...damn I'm screwed.
"Hey, it's Josh…I'm sorry for what I did. I never meant to go this far…" I waited to see if she would pick up. But she didn't. "I know you are mad at me and don't want to talk to me, but please do listen."
It's a quarter after one
I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I lost all control
And I need you now.
I looked up at the clock to check what time it is. "It's a quarter after one and I'm pretty sure you would come here right now, worrying your ass off, and picking me up. Don't worry; I didn't drink any dark mixed alcohol like last night." I chuckled but it still didn't pull the weights off of me.
"I don't care how many times you will hear this in this message but I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart. I thought this would have been a new start for us…apparently it made everything for the worse. And right now, I need you…" I sniffled. Dammit Sabin, you can't cry right now! You are a man!
"…right now, you would have made everything right. You are the only thing in my life that makes my life perfect. You are the only person that I can trust, tell, laugh, cry, and even fight about anything. Danielle Bailey Maybell I…"
I stopped. I know I want to make everything right, but is she going to let me in again or push me off in the snow. I think after this huge fight…it was over.
"Just don't even bother. Have a nice life." I hung up the phone and sighed, "One more shot!"
Then my phone lit up. I picked it up and it said, "One new message from Danielle3"
A/N: Do you think they will get back together…or is it over for the two? I really like this…I might do a prequel fan fic or maybe a fanfic that goes on afterwards. I would love some reviews, don't care on how many. I just want to know on how good are my stories so far.