His Butler

Ch. 1

The sun fell in through the window. A young boy was in the bed, his body covered by white sheets, his sleeping form was so peaceful, so beautiful. At least, that was the thoughts of the dark figure standing in the doorway. Sebastian cleared his throat before walking towards the bed, his movements were slow, he did not want to startle the boy, he wanted to look at his calm form as long as possible. But most of all, he wanted to touch him, if only for a moment, just touch that delicate, pale skin. He stood beside the bed for a moment, before he leaned forwards, his face came closer and closer, his lips was burning, longing for those of this young boy. But before their lips managed to meet, he stopped. No. he couldn't bring himself to do this. Even though he was longing for him, he wanted him so, not his soul; all of him, mostly his heart.

Sebastian sighed a bit, before he put on his usual smile, and let a hand gently touch the silvery hair of the boy, whom he loved so much "Bo-chan… It is time for you to wake up…" His deep voice was calm as usual, his appearance as well, but inside of his body, a storm was raging. He watched as the boy opened his eyes of blue, he could look at those eyes for hours, but he kept on the mask, made sure, that his true feeling wouldn't be revealed. He couldn't tell him how he really felt. Could he?

"Sebastian…" Ciel slowly got up, his eyes only half open. He looked up at the butler, wondering why he looked.. More handsome than usual. He quickly pushed his thoughts aside, why would he even consider, that Sebastian would have any feeling for him? It was ridiculous! He was a demon, all he wanted was his soul, that's it! But then, why? Why didn't he take his soul, when he had the chance? He cleared his throat before getting out of bed, letting Sebastian undress him, so that he could have his usual morning bath. Maybe he could order Sebastian to love him? He didn't know if it would actually work, but it was worth a try. At least, he could order him to kiss him. But he had to work slow, what if Sebastian found out? He wasn't even sure, if demons could love, but if they could, how wonderful that would be.

Sebastian slowly helped the boy into the bathtub, before starting to rub his body. For five years, he'd been doing this, not once even considered touching him in any way. But now when Ciel was older, the thought had been in his mind several times. They were alone in this house after all, Meirin, Bard, Finian, even Tanaka thought that they were dead. No one knew that they were living there, in this house, slightly smaller than the original mansion, though the inside of it was a perfect copy. Ciel had requested that the outside looked like a ruin, so that no one would suspect anything, and the inside looked like the Phantomhive mansion.

"Sebastian… Kiss my neck.. It's an order!" Sebastian widened his eyes by these words, he would never have seen this coming. He had been in his own thoughts, and then this? He slowly looked down at the boy in the tub, his cheeks were all red. He smiled slightly at this, he had never really seen him blush, but this sight made him want him even more. He slowly let his tongue slide across his lips, before he bowed his head slightly "Yes, my Lord…"

He slowly let his lips meet the sweet, soft skin of the young teen, carefully watching his expression. It soon became clear to him, that he liked it, Ciel liked it. Maybe he just wanted to see how it felt, maybe no feelings whatsoever was there, but it made him happy, this small gesture made him happy. He had to admit, that he had been longing for this for years, even though Ciel might not have any feeling for him. Even so, he loved the boy, no doubt about that.

Sebastian slowly kissed his way up Ciel's neck, enjoying his scent, the pale, soft skin, until the moment he said stop. Ciel was blushing, Sebastian wanted to continue, the look on his face made his heart pound, but he stopped, just as he was told, and helped the boy out of the tub again, helping him get dressed, and then left to prepare his breakfast. Yes, this would be a good day indeed.