Chapter 2

Everyone was out the order were at work Sirius is in his study, Harry was at his hearing and Tonks was somewhere in the house. I got a piece of parchment and a Quill and wrote a letter to Dumbledore.

Dear Professor Dumbledore,

I am pleased to announce I am back from the mission you sent me on. I can tell you everything next time I see you I now mostly stuff on vampires but not that much on the shape-shifters but I got enough. I would like to take you up on your offer and do my N.E.W.T.S early in the first couple of weeks. I hope all is well with my favourite headmaster of all time. I will see you soon,

Sincerely Isabella Lilly Potter

I rolled it up and whistled "Amber" my owl came through the window and I tied the parchment to her leg. "For professor Dumbledore." Just as I said that Tonks came in the room in just a towel I couldn't stop starring at her she was an angel from heaven with the rain droplets going down her body. "Like what you see?" I shock out of it and looked at her. "Why would I like your monkey ass?" I saw pain flicker through her eyes she turned and grabbed her clothes. "What Tonks I'm sorry it was a joke." She nodded and left I sighed and got another piece of parchment and begun my letter I would never send.

Dear Nymphadora,

I never really have the guts to tell you this to your face because I'm scared of rejection. I know I come off as over cocky and have a big ego but that just cove up what I really feel. Nymphadora Tonks I love you with everything I have inside of me when I first saw you my first year it was like a blind man seeing the light for the first time in my life. Every day when I see you, you take my breath away and everyday you slowly kill me inside. Every day since first year a little piece of me dies inside and when I see you with someone who isn't me there goes a bit of my heart, every time I hear you talk about who you are going out with its like I have a black whole instead of my heart. I love you nymph please don't hate me I'll understand but just don't hate me.

Love you forever'

Isabella Lilly Potter

I put the letter on the side and was about to put it away when I got called for dinner. I walked into the kitchen to see Tonks in between Ginny and Remus Lupin I felt another piece of my heart break I know Tonks has a crush on Lupin. I sighed and decided I wasn't hungry. I looked straight at Tonks while saying." Actually Molly I'm not hungry." I Apparited to my room and started to pack my stuff for Hogwarts I knew Tonks is going to her mum's tonight. I was laying on my bed when Nymphadora came in I sighed she packed her stuff then came and sat on my bed. "What's the matter with you Bella?" I sighed and turned to Tonks.

Nobody's point of view

Bella turned to Tonks and kissed her Tonks was too shocked to do anything. "What the hell are you doing Isabella?" Bella's face twisted in pain a couple of tears escaped before she got up and left for the bathroom. It killed Tonks inside when she saw the pain and hurt go through Bella's eyes but she had to do it for Bella's own well being she was just about to leave when she saw a letter addressed to her she picked it up and left. Bella stayed in the bathroom for a couple of hours with tears going down her face, I'm so stupid she hates me know. Eventually Bella got out and left the room it was midnight she had to be up early for school.