-1A/N: set during New Moon after Bella finds out Jake is a werewolf. He asked her out and she agreed to be with him.

Chapter One

The first ring of hell

"I can't believe you!"

"Me? You were the one who's being such a bastard about this! I told you I'm not ready! Why can't you just accept that?!"

"Because, I've seen the way you're acting around Quil. You were practically fucking him that other night and you are the same around Leah"

"Leah? I'm not a lesbian!"

"Tell that to her!"

"What is the matter with all of you! You werewolves have a one track mind! I told you, I'm a virgin and I'm not planning on changing that status anytime soon!"

"Jake, I'm your girlfriend! Trust me!" he slammed me against the wall and walked out. I started to cry. Yes, I still lived with Charlie but Jacob was there pretty much twenty four seven. Or I was here. And since I was on break, he'd brought me here and was keeping me here. Why the hell did I put up with this? Because I had no choice. The entire pack kept me tied here. They didn't care what Jake did to me. They didn't know how bad it was though. Jake used to be fun. I could still remember when things changed. it was only a week ago after all.

**Flashback**

I was writing my weekly email to Alice, the ones she never replied to, when Jake came in through the window.

"Hey bells"

"Oh hey Jake. Is it six already?"

"almost"

"I'll be right there, I just want to finish this"

"Who's it too?"

"my mum" I lied.

"No, you wrote one to her yesterday" he peered over my shoulder. I shut down the page.

"You were writing to those filthy bloodsuckers! Weren't you?"

"No"

"So who was it?" he yelled, grabbing my hair.

"It was Alice! I'm sorry!" I screamed as he pulled my hair.

"Those leeches left you but you're so fucking pathetic you still want them? They don't fucking want you! I'm the only person who will ever want you!" then he picked me up and we were running. I got knocked unconscious at some point because I woke up in a darkened room and Jacob was on the phone.

"Yes Charlie, I'll take care of her. It's only for the holidays. Come and visit. It was her idea! Okay. Yeah, fine. Bye!"

"No! I want to go home! Jacob! Let me go!" I yelled. He was beside me immediately.

"Shut up you little bitch"

**End Flashback**

I wanted to leave but so far everywhere I'd gone, Jacob had followed me. When Charlie had visited, Jake stayed close beside me to stop me saying anything. Why was he treating me like this? I wiped my eyes and got up. There was no one in the house for once so I decided I'd get away. Far away. But as I left the house I heard wolves howling nearby. Oh god. I started to run.

Get over the border line. Get over the line.

How would that help? With no vampires around they could follow me!

Just get over the line. Get to the police station! Tell Charlie while you still have the chance!

I ran as fast as I could, trying not to trip over. Then I saw it. The silver motorbike parked nearby. YES! I climbed on and started it up. I zoomed out of La Push. I was going to get out of this nightmare!