Chapter 2 – 3 words

11/10/10 - earlier hours

I said I L-O-V-E Y-O-U
I'm so into you boy
he said M-E T-O-O
It's obvious I'm so into you boy
So why don't we ( we ) hold ( hold ) on ( on ) for ( to ) love
Through the ups and downs never let go
Holdin' on forever never let go¨
It all started with 3 words, saved my life

Cheryl Cole – 3 Words

Aaron settled down into the chair next to Jackson. When he was on his own he'd usually grab the other chair from the other side of the room to put his feet up on. To get a bit more comfy for a long night of thinking and worrying.

Looking over Jacksons body laying there peacefully in one way relaxed Aaron he knew he wasn't in any pain at least he was at ease he would think to his self. It didn't take long for him to cast back over his earlier judgement. "I love Jackson...I actually love him" he kept repeating it to himself thinking that at any minute the thought would send his mind into overload and he would see the wrong in being able to let his self fall in love with another man. He had always told himself and paddy and various other members of the family that he would never love another man he couldn't possibly let himself fall in love with a man.

Firstly because even know he has came along way since realising he was gay and everything he had been through with Jackson, hitting him, the court case, finding each other again and then lately all the trouble with Mickey he still wasn't 100% happy with being gay and being in a relationship. And secondly he told himself he would never fall in love because he could not go through with the hurt and pain that comes with love the part that rips you to pieces. "Everyone I have ever loved has either left me or betrayed me in some way" he said to himself "I will never let that happen again". But after finally admitting to himself that he was in love and that he couldn't stop the feeling his body came over all numb. He knew Jackson loved him he didn't understand why, he didn't see what Jackson saw in him in his eyes Jackson was far too good for him and he had strike lucky when finding Jackson.

Lost in his own thoughts Aaron wasn't paying any attention to Jackson what so ever. He normally just zoned out in his own world even know he wished for Jackson to wake up he was used to the quite nights spent with his boyfriend since the crash they had been no movement from Jackson what so ever so Aaron was used to the silence he was used to his boyfriends lifeless body lying in front of him. Still lost in his own little world he finally snapped out of his day dream and suddenly sat up straight staring at Jackson.

"Jackson...Jackson can u hear me babe" Aaron shouted out. Noticing Jacksons hand had moved from the side of him to now be resting on his own chest. Aaron was franticly staring at Jackson when his heart stopped beating and his eye over whelmed in tears at the sight of his man his Jacksons beautiful brown eyes staring up at him. "Your awake!...Your actually awake oh my god I can't believe it, how you feeling? Can I get you any think" Aaron quickly spoken with the biggest grin on his face. Jackson didn't reply for a second moving his hand to his face to remove the oxygen mask he then looked into Aarons eyes. "Aaron...what...were...what happened?" Jackson mumbled Aaron heard every word but sat back in his chair thinking how he was going to tell him that he was involved in a car crash and that he had been in a coma for just over 5 weeks. " It doesn't matter what happened Jackson not right now anyways the important thing is that your awake your actually awake" Aaron barely finished his sentence before bursting out in tears throwing his head onto Jacksons lap . Jackson moved his hand onto Aarons head.

Feeling Jacksons touch had thrown shivers down Aarons body; he has longed for Jacksons touch for weeks longed to see his big brown eyes staring into his making his heart melt. After a minute Aaron lifted his head and took Jacksons hand into his. "Listen jay...I don't want to go into details but we was all involved in a bad car crash" Aaron paused grasping for air trying to control his emotions. "Me, Paddy and Marlon got of lightly only minor injuries but you...you haven't been so lucky" Jackson was looking puzzled while Aaron continued to fill him in on the

crash. "you have been in a coma for the last 5 weeks me an your mum have been so worried so has everyone else but me and your mum have been here every day sharing the night shift so you wasn't and have never been on your own we wanted one of us to be here when u woke up I'm so glad it was me" Aaron smiled looking into Jacksons eyes.

Jackson smiled at the last comment he was glad that he was there too. " I can't tell you how sorry I am babe...I know you're going to say it isn't my fault but I can't help but think it is...but I'm so glad you awake I was so worried I would never speak, see, kiss u again" Aaron said looking at the ground because of what he was about to say. "I want you to know that whatever the outcome is whatever the doctors tell us tomorrow on how bad your condition is I want you to know that I am here for you here to look after you here to give you everything you need because...I...I...love you" staring into Jackson eyes with a smile on his face. Jackson at this point had tears rolling down his cheek even know he wasn't at all with it he knew and understood what Aaron was saying and couldn't believe he had just said them three words to him.

TBH...