I curiously look at you sitting on the couch a ways away; one day I hope I'm as tall as you! Your bright smile, I always grin back at you, you greet me with a tender hug always, but not this time. You've turned sour and it's scaring me, you're in a foul mood, and I'm sure it's Uncle France's fault. Uncle France came by to visit my brother, and paid me a visit too, so you didn't get the pleasure of cooking for me; nor did I get the pleasure to eat your food. I'm honestly afraid to say anything, in case you get angry with me too, though you usually apologize for yelling at me. I'm still afraid of you getting made, so that's why I've been hiding. Though it's hard to not run to you when you call me, because you've been gone for months, as unnerving as it is I stay put as you look for me. It obvious you don't realize how close you are. I froze when you looked right at me, or what felt like it, and I swore you smiled slightly and walked away and continued to search for me.

I followed after you confusedly, but caught on quickly to this game, you always are the first to say you're sorry. Though the only thing that did me in to be caught was when I ran into another room giggling. Then you stomped your feet to be intimidating, but it only made me laugh more. So you found me quickly, a soft smile gracing your face, I love it when you smile at me. Though now that you're close I noticed something, "Uwah, Arthur," I cried. You just blinked in confusion, and then followed my line of sight you started to laughing nervously. "Nothing to worry over, pet," you told me lovingly, but I still couldn't help but pity you in a way. Even if it wasn't the first time you've broken a limb it still scares me, because I think one day you'll fall apart. I've never told you that, but if I did you would think I was being silly, and tell me you couldn't fall apart.

The day went as usual after that, you were gentle and kind, also loving, and I was just innocent. Innocence I'll never lose in hind sight, because you probably wouldn't enjoy seeing that. So instead I just smile at you for I know you'll have to leave for home soon, be it today or tomorrow. You always leave me alone in that empty house for the monsters to get me. So every moment with you is god sent for me, because all the bad things go away and leave you with me. Though explaining that back then was much too hard and I would get tongue tied out of nervousness.

"I'll hate you if you leave me again England!" I shouted as you walked back to the dock, though I watched as you froze at my exclamation. You looked back at me with sad eyes, and a frustrated sigh. I could feel tears stream down my face, which probably held a pained expression. "Forever is forever, love," you said a calm voice back, and held your arms out to me, you want a hug? My body reacts on its own as I ran to you, nearly tripping over my feet on the way. "Please don't leave me," I cried in a shaky, upset voice, as I cling to you. I felt you hold me closer, which made me more confident you wouldn't go. "I always come back," you muttered to me quietly, which made me hiccup.

I looked up to the full moon with sad eyes, this time you tried to sneak out, but I followed you anyway. You looked over your shoulder at it as well a light smile gracing your lips, "Alfred, I want you to always look to the moon when you're afraid." You told me in a loving voice, which caught me, but I was still curious to what you meant by this. "Why?" I asked childishly, which made you chuckle. "Because you'll remember I'm looking to the same moon," you said placing a kiss on my temple, which calmed me down that much more. You pulled away from the embrace you created around me and kissed my forehead, before placing me on the ground. You held a finger to the captain who was more than likely anxious to leave. Then you lead us both back to my, our, home and tucked me back into bed and left.

You don't know who scary it is here when you leave, there are things scratching the windows. Howls off in the distance and things that go bump and all the scary monsters it was all so frightening? I quivered listening to all the sounds of an empty house, I couldn't fall asleep now, it was just impossible without someone here with me. Though I can't help but to vaguely remember something through the fog of my fear, as I hesitantly look to the window. Due to oddly good timing a branch scratched the window and I hid under the covers, in fear. Trying to rid myself of bad thoughts every night I'm stuck alone here. Why can't you take me with you? Why, why can't you just stay with me? Come morning I won't be as sad though, Mr. Bunny will come looking for me like he always does.

I sit and watch the ocean, from the dock you always harbor, unless you were trying to surprise me, that would be a nice surprise. "Ah mon frère, what's the use of waiting? One day he won't come back," a voice startled me. I instantly glared at them, Uncle France, what did he know? I merely pouted and ignored him, to the best of my ability, then he sat next to me, "I would know, dear Arthur used to-" I quickly cut him off; "You're a liar!" I shouted not even caring that much. My glare and pout intensifying though the Frenchman seemed caught off guard. "Arthur says you aren't trust worthy, and I believe him," he spat venomously. He simply stared for a few moments and sighed before standing and looked to the ocean. I did the same and listened to you seemingly thoughtful footsteps, still staring to the ocean as the sun started to set. I would wait all night I was so frustrated and didn't care to think.

You would come back, you always did, and you wouldn't leave me right? France is just trying to scare me, he always is. I think it's just because he's scared of you he wants me or Matt to go to him now that your empire is so big. "I won't leave you if you never leave me," he muttered to the sky, but in my mind I was talking to you. You are my sky, even if you don't know that, because you would just call me silly. Even if I know fully well what it sounds like I'm saying. I learn more every day without you, but too much change would surprise you I know that. That's why I simply just grow taller and act much younger then I really am. Simply because you can barely accept how much bigger I am, I care too much to make you upset. You and I will be together, forever just wait, I know France is wrong!