Music my release Chapter 2, a twilight fanfic

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Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or the songs.

When I got home Charlie was still up.

"How was the party?" he asked.

"It was good, I had lots of fun," I lied. He looked shocked to get a decent answer out of me for once.

When I went to bed that night I curled up into a ball, expecting a vicious attack. I had been thinking about him a lot, and I was sure to pay.

I wasn't disappointed. I woke screaming after the same dream as every other night. My alarm clock said it was 5:30 in the morning. I looked out of my window to find Charlie's cruiser missing; fishing again.

I started to think about the dream, how I had the same one every night. Would it ever end? I decided to try my idea from last night. I grabbed a pen and paper and started to jot down whatever words popped into my head. I was surprised to find they came so easily.

After half and hour of editing and brainstorming, I looked down at my finished work.

Just woke up and thought I'd try
Try to step across the line
You know that I've been thinking 'bout it for a while
Yeah

Starting to think it's time I leave
Does me good to know I finally feel
Feel this pain, it's real, it's possible

(You say)
Can't change the winds, you say
Won't matter anyway
Can't reach that far
'Cause it's impossible (it's impossible)
Can't rise above this place
Won't change your mind, so I pray
Breaking down the walls to the impossible (it's impossible)

Walking by myself I know
This lonely road's becoming my new home
But I don't stop
I just keep moving on, and on

Ain't no need to dry my eyes
I haven't cried in quite some time
Everyday I fight it,
You know it's possible

Someone tell me why
It's so hard taking chances
You draw the line and think that
I won't ask for more
Yeah
I will stumble and I'll make my own mistakes
Yeah
But I won't worry about it anymore
It's impossible

It's impossible to you
Not impossible for me
Not impossible for me

Can't rise above this place (impossible to you)
Won't change enough, so I pray (not impossible for me)
Breaking down the walls to the impossible (not impossible for me)
(It's impossible)

Just woke up and thought I'd try
Try to step across the line

He had always thought it was impossible for us to work, a human and a… one of them, but I didn't think so. Well, I didn't used to, until I knew he didn't love me.

I was amazed; I had actually written a song. It wasn't number one hit-single material, but it was still a song. After all of the time I'd spent going over and over it, the song was stuck in my head. I hummed it as I worked all day, sometimes singing the lyrics under my breath. Thought no one was home to hear me, I wasn't exactly the type to start belting out a tune.

The day passed quickly and soon enough Charlie was home. He gave me a strange look as I set dinner down in front of him.

"What?" I asked; it was only spaghetti. He shook his head and muttered, "Nothing", before starting to eat.

As I sat down I realized I had been absentmindedly humming my song. Was it really that surprising that I was listening to music again?

Once I started writing and listening to music, my life went back to normal. Well, as normal as my life could be.

One day I got to school and some new kids had arrived. These weren't any new students, but vampires. Even though I had healed some what, it still hurt to think about them, and these vampires were just painful reminders.

After school I went to the music rooms at the back of the school like I did most days. Some people thought it was pretty nerdy to stay after school, but I found it useful. The music block was secluded from the rest of the school, so no one would hear me, no one ever used it, and it was made exactly for this purpose. It seemed like the perfect place to me.

I went to the room and started to sing a new song that had just come to me. It was strange, sometimes songs came straight to me and I remembered them easily, other times I had to spend a little while sitting down writing them out. This was one of those times the full song came straight to me, as if I already knew it off by heart. I started to sing it.

One night to you
Lasted six weeks for me
Just a bitter little pill now
Just to try to go to sleep
No more waking up to innocence
Say hello to hesitance
To everyone I meet
Thanks to you years ago
I guess I'll never know
What love means to me but oh
I'll keep on rolling down this road
But I've got a bad, bad feeling

It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
Cause it's gonna be a long, long way to happy

Left my childhood behind
In a roll away bed
Everything was so damn simple
Now I'm losing my head
Trying to cover up the damage
And pat out all the bruises
too young to know I had it
So it didn't hurt to lose it
Didn't hurt to lose it
No but oh
I'll keep on rolling down this road
But I've got a bad, bad feeling

Now I'm numb as hell and I can't feel a thing
But don't worry about regret or guilt cause I never knew your name
I just want to thank you
Thank you
From the bottom of my heart
For all the sleepless nights
And for tearing me apart yeah yeah

It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long, long, long, long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
'cause it's gonna be a long long way to happy

I felt better after singing the song. It helped letting out the pain the new vampires had caused me all day.

Sorry it's really short, the next one will be longer, promise :) The first song is 'Impossible' by Kelly Clarkson and the second is 'Long Way to Happy' by Pink. Be warned; this is the first of many Kelly Clarkson songs to come. I love her songs, and they just fit so perfectly :) Could you honour me with a review? I would really love to hear what you have to say. Please? :)