A/N:...I could get used to writing shit like this...NO...must not...be emo...enjoy!xD
First Love
Segment Two
"I'm here..."
Blue eyes shut tight as the shaking body in his arms tensed and the hand gripping his shirt front tightened. Kai was crying harder.
"Please stop, Kai..." Tala pleaded weakly.
"I can't do this anymore, Tala!" came the muffled whine. "I don't want to feel this anymore...it's just too much! Everything is too much! I want out, Tala! I want out! It's just not fair...I hate it..."
Once more, the redhead could not find the words for a reply. He knew whatever he said would fall on deaf ears.
The bluenette needed something. It's what he craved for; it's absence was the root cause of all his pain.
Kai's life needed resetting.
The redhead wrenched himself away from their bond and cupped the tear-drenched face of the other tenderly.
"Let me play the part of your first love."
Wine red eyes widened slightly as soft lips met his own. Immense comfort, relief...the feeling of being overwhelmed with overrated love...washed over him, soothing him.
Was this what Kai needed? Was this the answer to all the pain? Was this enough to heal? Tala was unsure, but he felt it was worth a try. He'd get through the boy in the end. He made sure of a point in himself that this was not some heroic sacrifice, or a deal for personal gain, neither was it an experiment or anything else as complicated.
The help he offered was sincere...but not all things mend over time.
Dried tear tracks were made afresh.
END
A/N: Kung sakali man ay may hindi kayo naintindihan sa kabanatang ito...sabihin niyo lang pag nagreview kayo...say it to my face that I should NOT be venting out my emo-ness in the form of fanfics because they hardly get any reviews! ...enjoy!xD and ciAo...
