My eyes flickered open and I gazed around my wooden dark hole of a room. Staggering to my feet a wince crossed my features as I went to get changed, once dressed I wandered down the black halls, dread laced my emotions as I entered the kitchen seeing THAT man waiting for me. The same cruel smile plastered across his lips, " good morning" I mumbled head down as I scampered around him and out the door, trudging down the road I saw that haunting white building ahead of me. My dark hair covered any evidence of my wounds on my face, what came to my attention was the rather large black bus outside of my school and the screaming fangirls. Raising a curios brow I headed in that direction. I then noticed the writing on the side of the bus reading "Three Days Grace" I stared in shock as the band members walked off. I quickly turned and headed in the other direction only to bump into a bunch of boys, shrinking back I tried to squeeze around them. Only to be grabbed forcibly by the arm and shoved into a tree, " no you are staying here and taking care of us" one smirked beginning to unbutton his pants. Closing my eyes I prepared myself only to feel him ripped away from me, looking up my gaze met that of a pair of very famous grey eyes. " are you alright" he asked seeming genuinely concerned. I nodded slightly only to have a hand brush gain a bruise on my cheek wincing again I noticed recognition in his eyes " sorry I have to go" I said as I brushed past him and bolted.

The sun was setting as another fist came into contact with my gut, some more blood flew form my mouth and splattered onto the white wall infornt of me. My eyes closed I waited for the torment to finish, when I felt him pulling donw my pijama bottoms I bolted trying to escape only to have my leg grabbed and be dragged back a small scream echoed around the house. Fear printed onto my features I couldn't get away no matter what I did. This was never ending I had to find away. " please someone" I whispered into the cold night air as I was dumped into the park. Blood tangled into the grass and dripped down further. My hand clasped the grass trying to crawl my way up to the road. To the lights that were coming. " please" I whispered before the world faded to black.

I can't escape this hell


So many times I've tried


But I'm still caged inside


Somebody get me through this nightmare


I can't control myself

The cold morning air brushed over my painful wounds, a whimper protruded from my lips. No one had stopped no one had helped. I was alone. My eyes widened and I screamed trying to crawl away as HE came toward me. Grabbing my hair he dragged me back to the that house, struggling I bit him feeling his blood run into my mouth with my last bestiges of strength I ran far away. While running I hit people out of the way, I had to get away from everything, nothing else matter. When someone grabbed me I screamed struggled kicking and hit them before running again.

So what if you can see the darkest side of me


No one will ever change this animal I have become


Help me believe it's not the real me


Somebody help me tame this animal!


This animal, this animal

My legs gave way as I ran across the rode sending me crashing down onto the harsh cement. I hear tires screech and saw headlights, my dreadful life flashed before my eyes as the large black bus zoomed towards me. Closing my eyes I waited for the impact only it didn't come and I heard the door open and heard voices before everything faded and I dived into black.