A.N - So here we go this is the second chapter. I am just kinda going with what comes to me.

Chapter 2 : A secret life.

Bella POV

I knew what I wanted to say to the Cullens but was unsure of how they would take it. I took a deep breath and prepared to bare all.

"There is something else you need to know about me" I whispered knowing I said it loud enough for them to hear.

I sat down on the couch and before I could chicken out started my story.

" When I was 12 a drifter came to my house. My uncle was babysitting me at the time. The drifter was a vampire. He killed my uncle and cousins, toying with them, making them decide who would die first. I had hid in the kitchen pantry and after he was done with them. He grabbed me, I don't know how I done it but somehow I managed to escape. I ran to the next door neighbours and called the police. After that for months I pretty much didnt talk to anyone. Anyway I was then approached by a man, about a year later, he told me all about the vampire world and offered to train me to be able to fight against them. That's kinda how I met Hannibal. We slayed one vampire after another. Everytime I killed one I would see my family's face. I hated it. So I got shitfaced everynight and Hannibal would provide me the comfort I needed. It wasn't making love, it was sex to make me forget"

Beside me Edward growled and Hannibal tensed. I could remember one of the nights that we both had had a lot of pent up frustration after taking a group of vampires out too easily.

Flashback *Warning Lemon. If you dont like skip.*

We walked back into the house, soaking with wet. I threw my jacket off and tossed it over a chair. Shaking I sat by the fire that Hannibal had lit. He poured me a shot of vodka and handed it out.

"You're bleeding" I stated. His t-shirt had ripped and on his bare skin I could see the long gash where the blood had the shot I lifted his shirt up. Tracing the warm skin with my fingers I felt his shiver slightly.

Looking up into his blue eyes I gulped. The tension I had built while fighting was still high and I needed to take it out. Looking into his eyes I could sense that Hannibal felt the same.

I stood on my tip toes and tentively kissed his lips. he responded and his tounge flicked out to ask for entrance. I granted,his hands grabbed my waist and walked me backwards into the wall.

Lifting me up i wrapped my arms around his waist and started to grind into his hips. Feeling his erection pressing into my core I moaned.

"I need you in me now" I groaned out.

He carried me into the bedroom and sat me down on the floor. I pulled my top up as he pulled his off. He leaned forward as I leant back and kissed my and sucking at different spots. I scratched his arms. I neede release and now, reaching for his belt i unbuckled and pulled his jeans down. He gripped the sides of my jeans and unzipped them. Now we were both in our underwear. He reached round my back and unclipped my bra. Letting my breasts free he took one nipple in his mouth and sucked. I grabbed his head and pushed my body up to meet his face, he moved onto the other nipple before running his hot mouth and tounge down my stomach to the top of my underwear. He slowly pulled them down and threw them to the side.

His head lowered to between my legs and I held my breath. His tounge licked my wet folds before his tounge dove in. He licked and sucked my clit whilst I bucked my hips up demanding more. I could feel my release coming and so could he. He stuck two fingers inside to help his tounge. My release came.

Gasping for breath I found strength to flip him over. I foolowed the same route he took until I came to his erection. Grasping it in my hand I pumped a few times before lowering my mouth to him. I sucked and pumped. His release coming soon. I looked up and noticed that he was propped up on his elbows watching me with lust in his eyes. I stopped and crawled my way up his body. Stopping to kiss his six pack before mounting myself on him. As I lowered both of us groaned. This is what I needed.

I rocked back and forth and ground down before he flipped us over. Thrusting into me hard I cried out. We changed postions over and over again. Trying to find the right position to make him go I was on all fours whilst he thrust from behind.

"Faster baby.....Urgh thats it.....faster and harder" I moaned out

"Is this how you want it....Can you feel me sweetheart" he grunted.

He thrust harder and harder.

"I love yo....this" I shouted

Then my walls clamped round him. Milking him as he came inside me. He collapsed ontop of me before rolling over to his side.

I walked into the

End Flashback

"Bella,Bella, BELLA" Alice shouted. I noticed Hannibal smirk at me. He knew what I was thinking of. The one and only time I had been close to saying the L word to him.

"Love, you ok? You looked as if you were off in a daydream" Edward asked. His beautiful face frowning.

" Yeah you look all flushed" Tara snickered. God I hadn't missed this about her.

"I'm fine" I lied. Edward didnt need to know all the horny details.

As i glanced at Hannibal I was sure that I saw the look that had been in his eyes that night. Lust.

And I knew I didnt want to look at anyone, for I was unsure what emotion my eyes read. I was pretty sure though that they looked like Hannibals.