Hi again!

Jadeskye79 was wondering if I had a Beta and no I don't but if anybody feels up for the job I would be really grateful! (And thank you for telling me about the wrong spelling and grammars in chapter one, I'll fix them!)

Hot, was Kurt first thought and when he looked around he notice that he was surrounded by fire. Panic was flowing through his veins and he took a step back, but a force stronger than anything he ever felt before crushed him against the ground and he let out a gasp. Kurt tried to make a sound, but his lungs felt crushed under this invisible force.

Then as suddenly as it appeared it vanished, the force as well as the flames. Kurt sighed in relief and rolled around so he lay on his back and just like that he couldn't breathe and water was making his limbs go weak.

`No please! Stop!`

Knock knock.

Kurt woke up with a gasp, finally he could breathe again. He wiped his forehead from sweat and stood up. The headache came back in full vengeance and he almost tripped.

Knock knock.

Right. There's someone at the door.

Kurt tried to fix his uniform; it was all wrinkly and clearly not meant to be slept in. With a dissatisfied look on his face as he realized that his effort were meaningless, he opened the door. And found himself face to face with Jeff (another Warblers friend).

"Hi Kurt!" Jeff said with a smile and when he took time to really watch Kurt's appearance his smiled faltered.

"Dude! Are you okay? I think I've never seen you like this"

Jeff's concerned face really warmed Kurt's heart.

"I'm fine, I just woke up from a little nap", Kurt said and waved his hand in a dismissive gesture but Jeff didn't seem fully convinced.

"Okay if you say so"

"Anyway, was it something you wanted?" Kurt asked since Jeff seemed to have forgotten why he was there in the first place.

"Oh right! I actually came here to ask for your help with this English assignment we have, I'm at a total lost"

And Jeff's smile was back in action.

"English assignment? The one we were supposed to submit to the teacher yesterday?"

And Kurt couldn't help but smile at his friend.

"Haha, yeah you know me". Kurt nodded, he did know Jeff, if the homework wasn't submitted in the last second, it was the day after.

"But if you don't feel well I'll go and bother someone else"

"No don't be silly, come in" Kurt said and held his door open.

Jeff walked in to the room and sat down on Kurt's bed.

"I'm just going to get a glass of water, you want anything?" Kurt asked and Jeff shook his head. Kurt took a glass and went in to the bathroom; he filled the glass with water and began to roam around the cupboard for some ibuprofen for his headache.

When he walked out of the bathroom two minutes later Jeff had already got his books out.

"Right, let's begin" Kurt said as he sat down on the bed next to Jeff.

It wasn't that Jeff was stupid, he just had a hard time to concentrate on stuff he wasn't interested in, but Kurt knew this so they took it slowly and it didn't bother him to answer the same question more than once.

One and a half hour later they were finished, just in time for dinner.

"Thanks a lot Kurt!" Jeff said as he stood up and stretched a bit.

"No problem, I'm just glad we were able to finish it"

"Yeah and I think I actually got it this time" Jeff said with a forced laugh and Kurt walked over and put his and on his shoulder.

"You're not stupid Jeff, you just can't concentrate sometimes and that's okay"

"You're awesome Kurt! Blaine's lucky to have you", Jeff said with a sincere smile and Kurt shrugged his shoulder.

"Well I'm pretty lucky to have Blaine as a friend too" and as soon as those word left his lips Kurt realized that Jeff hadn't meant as friends.

"Friend? You're not together?"

Jeff almost looked sad.

"No, no. Just friends". Kurt felt like someone punched his heart as he said those words.

"Weird, I've seen the way you look at Blaine and I've definitely seen the way he looks at you" Jeff said thoughtful. Kurt heart missed a beat.

"And what look is that?"

"The look of complete worship and love"

Kurt opened his mouth but no words came out. Did Blaine really look at him the same way he saw Blaine? Was that even possible?

"I'm sure Blaine would say yes if you asked him out" Jeff said softly, he hadn't missed the longing look in Kurt's eyes. But suddenly reality smashed down and Kurt shook his head.

"No he wouldn't, he knows I like him and the only one whose stupid is me for not getting that someone like Blaine will never want me" Kurt said with a defeated look and Jeff actually felt sad for him.

"Kurt.." Jeff began but Kurt interrupted him. "No it's fine, you should go if you want to make it to dinner".

Kurt opened his door and Jeff walked through it, but before Kurt were able to close it behind him, Jeff turned around.

"I've never met anyone who is as kind and helpful as you are, I like Blaine but if he can't see what an amazing person you are, he's the one who's stupid" Jeff said sincerely and Kurt gave him a small smile.

"Thanks". Jeff nodded and left. "See you at dinner" he said over his back.

Kurt closed the door and felt tears running down his face. Why couldn't his heart stop hurting? Why couldn't he stop loving Blaine as soon as he realized that Blaine didn't love him? Kurt knew why, because love was rarely if ever easy.

He swayed a bit and nausea hit him in full force, Kurt barley made it to the bathroom before he threw up. Yep he was definitely not going to dinner.