Nisshi-chan,

That's what I'll call you. Ka-san was going to give you to me for Christmas, but…Goodness, I'm crying again. She's gone, Nisshi-chan! She's gone, and so is onii-sama! It was so horrible! They were driving back from the airport after picking Jii-san up…And…I can't even write it…They're gone…

I should have been with them. I should be dead, too. Life is so unfair! How can I live without my ka-san and my onii-sama?! Tou-san is simply a mess…He sits in onii-sama's room all day with ka-san's picture and talks to them as if they were still here. WHY are they gone?! Why?!

*the rest of this page is torn out*