I don't know what happened, what changed after I talked with Gin, but that something changed, seemed to be crystal clear, to everyone around me.

For my bad.

Well, I started spacing out on meetings and missing a lot of information, that I luckily could get from Ulquiorra when I thought I missed something important.

The strange thing was, that Grimmjow avoided me, almost like I carried a disease.

He didn't even throw me any comments to mock me.

If I think about it, it was stranger that I noticed this.

Yeah, so you might think.

Ok your mind is else where and people noticed, so what?

I tell you.

My mind had given up on arguing on pro or contra for feeling positive toward Aizen.

It was like the pro side won and now was building a castle full of perverted things on this base.

Yeah I started to think of Aizen that way and my body craved for it to really happen.

More than once I found myself wake up in the morning, having a boner standing proud between my legs.

I'm still a hormone plagued teenager

You can guess how I got rid of it.

Long story short, at the end of a long month of acting totally out of character I managed to top everything that happened so far in two days.

Day one.

I spaced out as usual, the Espada grew to ignore it, but than, around the middle of the day I was running around with an idiotic smile plastered on my face, unwilling to leave.

My face seemed to have missed that, despite my hair color I wasn't a fucking hazard flasher.

A blush crept on my cheeks and disappeared every few moments.

To avoid any more people to see me in my state, I looked myself in my room, where I hoped to clear my mind somehow.

Day two.

The absolute downfall.

I hadn't slept much in the night before, my mind ran amok and my hand had a mind of its own and was real good friends with my dick.

So, I walked through the hallways like a zombie, what didn't differ much from my spaced out state.

My direction was yet another meeting.

Obvious or not, I slept in, with my head hanging low so my hair covered my eyes and my arms crossed before my chest.

Since I slept I don't know what happened, but either way I said something while asleep or I did anything.

Either way I thought that I might sink into earth if I knew, because everyone eyed me when I came back from dreamland, even Aizen couldn't keep his mask of calmness up.

All I thought was 'Oh shit!' and 'What have I done?'

I guess I'll never know.

I jumped up from my seat, not caring if the meeting still was going on or not and left as fast as I could.

I just wanted to get away from their looks, especially Aizens.

Something in it had made my skin tickle and the hair on my arms and neck stand.

It was like his eyes would eat me up.

Once more I locked myself in my room and I jumped into the shower, letting ice cold water run over my body until my lips got blue and toes and fingertips were numb.

Since I didn't want to risk a cold, I put on a fluffy pajama I had asked to get and curled myself in the bedsheets so I could warm up again.

I drifted into a light slumber at some time and before I could have fallen completely asleep, someone knocked on my door.

I wanted to ignore it, but whoever it was, he was persistent.

I grumbled.

"One moment. I need to get dressed."

Hurriedly I changed into my uniform, opened the door and found Aizen standing before me.

My heart skipped a beat.

"I'm sorry to disturb you, Ichigo. I was concerned about your well being, after you left us so suddenly, In the middle of the meeting."

"Uh, yeah. I'm fine."

Silence, than.

"Can I come in for a bit?"

I blushed and stuttered.

"No...um...I mean...yes...uh...but my room's a bit messy...so..."

"It's ok, I don't mind."

I stepped aside and let him in.

All rooms had the same furnishing, serving for only one occupant, so there was just one chair, that I let Aizen take, while I sat onto my bed.

"So?"

I asked after some time of awkward silence.

"So?"

He asked back, making me roll my eyed and growl.

"What more do you want, than ask about my well being?"

"Nothing. I'm just worried. You act out of your nature for some time now. What are you thinking about so much?"

I hesitated for a moment, feeling that the blush came back and tried to hide it with snarling.

"Nothing."

"Ichigo, you avoid my eyes. Someone telling the truth wouldn't do that."

"I'm just...a bit confused. That's all."

I heard the rustling of his clothes and thought he was leaving, so I lifted my gaze to see him walk away.

Instead I got a close up look on his Hakama pants.

I looked farther up,eyes slightly widened and my heart racing faster than ever before.

He was so close.

Too close.

I could smell the scent of musk and water lily soap coming from him.

My head snapped down and aside again, I tried to pull myself together and not turn into a pile of goo in front of Aizen.

It was just like right that was what he had planned for me to do.

He took my chin gently and pulled my head up so I had to look him in the eyes, or avert mine to avoid looking at him.

And that was what I did.

Than I heard him say this familiar sentence.

"I could help you."

My eyes flipped back to lock with his, just before I felt his warm lips touch mine.

It was gentle and intoxicating, like the man itself and when he let my lips free again my eyes met his once more, half lidded.

All I could say was his name, not more than a whisper.

"Aizen..."

He closed in again, our noses touching each other.

"Just for tonight, it's Sousuke."

It was the last thing I heard with my mind in a straight state.

Just before I sank into the depth of lust and pleasure.

Chapter 2

End

So this is one more chappy.

Currently I have nothing more to do than type everything down, because I wedged a nerve in my back in and have to stay at home for the next two working days.

So while sitting on my couch and warming my back I finish this story and publish it piece by piece.

Anyway, review if you like to and have a nice day

Your

Shiro Yue

PS:

I say it again here.

I write FFs on request.

Just go on my profile and see what pairings I do and how to send me a request