"A baby?" He asks
"Yeah a baby?" I say with a little smile
"Why?" he asks
"Because I don't feel as needed as when the girls were babies I just want to be needed and I know you always wanted a bigger family so why not know" I say with a questionable look on my face
"Emma, I would love to give you another baby, but right now is not the best of times, I'm going away for awhile you still in school for another 2 years when the chaos starts to die down we will try again I promise" He says
"I guess your right" I say sighing
I rolled over and pulled the covers up to my chin and just laid there. A couple minutes later I heard Sean snoring, so I got up and walked to the bathroom. I started to think to my self. How do I get pregnant without his knowledge. He may want to wait but I don't I want a baby now and I am going to get one, one way or another. Sounds devilish right but its something I really want more than life itself. I paced around the bathroom thinking of ideas than I walked out grabbed my cell phone and texted Manny.
To Manny:
Get up here right now I need your help!
-Em
Downstairs:
Beep Beep
"Manny get that damn phone" Jay say sleepily
"What do you think I'm doing Jason" she almost screamed
Manny rubbed the sleep form her eyes and saw it was a text form Emma
To Emma:
Okay give me a minute bathroom right?
-Manny
To Manny:
Yes, just hurry please and promise you will help me
-Em
To Emma:
Sure coming right now how do I get in the bathroom is there a second door?
-Manny
To Manny:
Yeah its right next to the girls door I have it locked so just knock lightly
-Em
To Emma:
Okay here I come
-Manny
Just as I got that there was a small knock on the door.
"Hey Manny sorry for waking you up but I needed help" I says apologizing
"No problem you're my best friend and you needed me so what's up" Manny asks
"Well I talked to Sean and I told him I wanted another baby" I started
"And what did he say?" Manny asks
"He said we should wait a couple years which is like 2 which if I didn't my math right makes the girls 5 and I really want them to have sibling by the time there like 4 and I was thinking maybe I could get pregnant without his knowledge" I said
"Like cheating on him?" She asked
"God no do you think that I am that stupid to cheat on him no like get rid of my birth control pills" I said
"Oh, but he still has his condoms with is just as protection is the pill" She said
"Right but I got to think where he hides his condoms cause I never buy them he does then he puts them somewhere that I would look" I said thinking
"Where is one place that you refuse to go into" Manny asked thinking too
"If it was Jay he would hide them probably in his closet cause it's a mess in there and I refuse to touch anything in there so where is the one place that Sean can just be a man and make a mess and not worry about it" Manny said
"That's the thing Manny he is worst than I am when it comes to cleaning you know he makes me totally empty my closet every 3rd Friday in the month he is like crazy with the cleaning that the thing he doesn't have a place to make a mess cause he doesn't make one" I said stilling thinking
"Manny do you have a flashlight" I asks
"Oh yeah I keep one in between my boobs before I go to sleep of course I don't have one" she says
I just laugh only Manny would say something like that. I walk over to the door to make sure he is still snoring and he is
"What makes you think you'll get pregnant right away" Manny asked
"I know my schedule within a couple of days I should be ovulating in the next week or two I'm hoping in 2 weeks though to make sure and if I'm right I'll get pregnant and Sean may be made at first and stuff but he won't make me get rid of the baby that's for sure, I got it !" I scream
"What?" Manny asks
"His night stand its was to obvious and you know I never look for that hold on a minute." I say exiting the bathroom
I walk back in the bathroom shut the door.
"Didn't find them?" Manny asked
"Of course I did" I say showing her the box alright so now if I'm correct no more protection for us" I say gathering my pills from the cabinet and his condoms and put them in a bag and tie it up
"Now can I go back to bed, Jay is probably sleeping but maybe worrying about me and good luck with getting pregnant I'm really happy that you fight for what you want" Manny says smiling and exiting the bathroom to get back downstairs.
I smile to myself
I told you Sean I wanted a baby and I always get what I want I think while I walk back to my bed and put the bag under my bed.
I have to get rid of it tomorrow morning I think.
I slowly drift off to sleep and when I'm almost asleep I fell arms wrap around like they always do sometime during the night. I smiled and fell asleep
THE NEXT MORNING
I get up early and run from the room before Sean can try and pull me down I through the bag away with the pills and condoms and I walk back inside and start cooking pancakes. I realize that its only like 7 in the morning but the boys are leaving for 2 weeks and I'll be ovulating in a couple of weeks so I was pretty happy. I felt arms creep around my waist, I don't turn cause I know god well that its Sean and then he picks me up and rest me on the counter.
"Sean what are you doing" I question
"Saying Hello to my beautiful girlfriend" he says
"I was thinking about what you said last night about wanted to make a bigger family and stuff" he says
"Huh?" I look at him
A smile creeps over his face
"Will I decided your right I really do want another baby and when I get back from Toronto we will try again I promise" he says
"Oh my god your serious" I say in complete shock
Maybe I didn't have to get rid of all those things but either way I am hopefully getting pregnant again
"Okay Sean I accept" I say
"Well I have to go see you in 2 weeks gorgeous" he says and kisses me on the cheek
"Bye" I wave and Manny comes out as they close the door
"What happened?" Manny asked
"He made up his mind he said he wanted to try again when he gets back" I say still shocked
"No way" Manny says just as shocked
"Yeah but I have to wait 2 weeks" I say
"They'll go fast sweetie" Manny says
"I hope your right" I says finishing the pancakes
Guess Emma didn't have to do that. Who would have thought Sean would have changed his mind. Now all she has to do is wait for 2 weeks can she handle that?
Update soon!