To love or not to love

Bonus chapter

The bell rang loudly signaling that school days end. I let out a loud sigh and gathered my belongings.

"Aoyagi-kun may I speak with you?" Soubi asked motioning for me to go over to him. 'Of course he'd want to see me after class, stupid pedophile.'

"Is it really important?" I asked knowing that with him he wouldn't tell me even if I asked.

Soubi just smiled his smug smile giving me a weird vibe. What was he thinking about?

I stood up and took my sweet time getting over to the annoying blonde who seemed to be getting impatient.

Once I approached him he wrapped his strong suffocating arms around me,"Suki dayo, Ritsuka." He murmured into my hair.

"Suki dayo Soubi," I replied and kissed his warm cheek. I snaked my arms around his neck and kissed him passionately on the lips.

I kept feeling these strange desires for Soubi that I couldn't explain…Could it be that I wanted-NO it couldn't be there is no way in hell that I'd want sex from him! I slapped myself mentally for there was no way that something like sex would work out for me and Soubi.

Soubi's hands slid down to my waist and caressed my sides.

I felt myself get aroused. 'No this can't be happening! Not when he's touching me!' again I slapped myself mentally.

Soubi Smirked as his hand slid between our bodies and lightly stroke me. I flinched away from him in a nervous reaction.

"A bit nervous are we?" Soubi asked with a smug look on his face.

My face flushed a deep red as he began to nip my neck, lightly pulling on my soft tender flesh.

His warm breath on my skin made it even harder not to get aroused by his soft gentle touch.

"Ritsuka," he said softly against my neck.

"y-yes, Soubi?" I asked gripping his shirt tightly.

"I want to take those ears of yours," he purred seductevly.

My face flushed a deep red and I slowly nodded before I had a chance to think about what he truly asked.

Before I realized it he and I were completely nude and I was against his desk and he was over me smirking.

"Wha-WHAT THE HELL SOUBI!" I asked blushing.

"Ritsuka you don't know how long I've waited for this day, the day I get to take your ears." He leaned down and nipped my cat ear which was soon to be gone.

He place three finders on my lower lip and lightly traced the seam of my mouth, "suck them." He ordered.

"Since when were you in the position to be giving me orders!" I chuckled.

"Hmph," he slid the fingers into my couth and I eagerly coated them with my saliva dragging my tongue over the three fingers.

'Why am I doing this?' I thought to myself as I let myself be touched in my lower regions.

"Ngh, Soubi more," I commanded him as he removed the fingers from my mouth.

Again he gave me that smug look again and played with my lower regions more roughly than before, "you like that my little kitten?" he purred into my ear.

"Uh huh," I replied stupidly.

"Good," he removed his hands from my face and slid a finger into my entrance.

"AH, Soubi it hurts." I yelped arcing away from his finger.

"Sssssshhhhhh don't worry it will get better soon." He cooed trying forcing my hips down back onto his finger.

Soubi to my engorged erection into his mouth and began sucking it hungrily making me forget the pain in my lower regions.

Without my noticing the pain he inserted another finger and began moving the two intrusions around causing me to moan loudly. I could practically feel his smirk as he kept sucking me.

He added another finger to my hole after working the other two in and began spreading them.

I let out a loud whimper in pain as Soubi began to move them around stretching me well.

Soon he pulled out his fingers and pushed something much bigger into my entrance.

I gripped the bed sheets tightly in pain.

Soubi began moving slowly then soon picked up his pace and I began to love it.

"MORE!" I commanded my seme.

Soubi lightly kissed the top of my head where my ears would've been and obeyed my command.

"Soubi s-suki dayo," I moaned.

"Ritsuka, suki dayo," he said in his whisper like tone.

At that moment my release came soon after.

Soubi's release came soon after mine and we both lay there covered in sweat, breathing heavily…then it hit me, "hey Soubi?"

"Hmmm?"

"What are we gonna do when my mom finds out that I lost my ears?" I asked worriedly not wanting to lose either of our lives.

"Don't worry, she won't find out." He replied easily.

"Oh and what makes you think that?" I asked curious about what he was thinking.

"Run away with me and she'll never find out."

I laid there dumbstruck. 'How could he say something like that? He knows I can't leave my mother but if she finds out I lost my ears to him she'll kill us both.'

"Just think about it Ritsuka." He said as he got up and began to dress himself and I quickly did the same.


That night I sat in my tub thinking about what Soubi had said. So far she hasn't found out but she's bound to someday and I don't want that day to come because that's the day that Soubi and I will no longer be together.

I picked up my phone and emailed Soubi,

We're leaving tonight meet me at the park.

Soon after I got a reply from him,

Ok when do you want me to meet you there?

I sent a quick reply as I jumped out of the tub and began to towel off.

As soon as possible.

THE END