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It hurts deep in there
I suddenly heard somone knocking at the door. ,,Uh..Yin, you in there? Could I come in, it`s late and Master Yo said-"
,,Yes, come in!", I already thought why he didn`t just come in. I wouldn`t dare to come in if my brother stomps that way to our room I`ve stomped there. Yang just slowly moved to his bed, staring at me like I would attack him every second. ,,What`s wrong?" I asked.
,,Huh?", he replied, but I knew, he knew what I meant.
,,You stepped to your bed and stared at me like I would attack you out of all sudden.", I explained.
,,Well, you were in such a miserable mood lately and now I`m coming in and you`re like the happyness itself. Speaking about it, what was wrong?", he sat down on his bed.
I actually didn`t want to talk about it, it hurts so much. I wanted to finish the `chapter´ Yuck and never open it again. ,,Well, as you know I had a date with Yuck." Alone saying his name hurt deep inside me ,,And... I found out that he still stole things behind my back, I got angry and... we split up." I felt my ears dropping and tears forming in my eyes I wiped them away, quickly, before Yang would see how sad I was.
,, I always knew he was still a jerk. Just don`t care about him, if he betrays you like that, he doesn`t deserve you.", my brother said, his words cheered me up. He thought how I thought about the situationm just forget Yuck once and for all. After he said he never wanted to see me again I already knew that meant neither as enemy nor as girlfriend. He hated me now and if he`d see me once again all sort of things could happen.
,,Thanks, Yang, you`re really cheering me uop right now!" I said to him.
,,Everytime, Sis. Just keep that our secret if the other boys find out that I help you they`d laugh and humiliate me.", Yang said he looked afraid of being humiliated while I was afraid to see my .... ex. Alone the word was a pain in my heart.
,,No, problem, Bro, no word about that will escape my mouth.", I placed my finger on my lips to show him that I`ll be quit about that. THen we heard Master Yo`s voice yelling that we should go to sleep. Was it that late already? How long have I been sulking in there?
I heard a quick ,,Night, Sis!", from Yang as he turned out his tablelamp. ,,Night, Bro!", I replied and turned out my tablelamp as well.
It didn`t past much time when I heard my brother snoring in his bed, but I couldn`t close an eye.
Even if I told myself that I`d forget about ... him, I wondered how that was possible if I still loved him? I just had to think about something else, maybe get a new boyfriend, but woudn`t that remind me on Yuck?
I turned myself around looking out of the window, the night was dark, there was no moon. I would make it somehow, staying away from him and go on with my life, there were more importnat things in life than him. Like Yang and Master Yo. Not my firends, because since Yuck and I had been a couple I forgot them and they hated me for it.
Lost in those thoughts I felt how I fell asleep slowly, but that night I dreamed something bad.
"Hello?"I screamed, I was in nowhere. Everything was white. I went a bit, looking for a sign of life. Then he stood in front of me, his back towards me. It was Yuck. "Yuck, please, help me out of here!", I begged, he didn`t answer. "Yuck?" Then he started moving away. I followed, "Wait! Help me, please! I`m sorry for yelling at you!" Then he threw an energyball backwards right in my direction. I skipped it. Another ball, it hit me I was lying on the ground. Tears rolled down my cheeks. "PLEASE! HELP ME!", I begged again. But the he was gone. And there was a pain in my heart, I looked down to my chest and there was just a hole. I screamed.
I opened my eyes, the fear still in my body. I fastly moved my hand to my chest,happy that there was still my body and I felt my heart beating. Then I noticed that Yang stood beside me, looking worried. ,,Yin, it`s just a nightmare, calm down!", he said.
,,You can say that easily, you didn`t dream that you have to heart anymore!", I said when I stood up. Yang looked at me, still worry was in his eyes. ,,I`m fine." I said a little annoyed, I had no idea why I was annoyed.
,,Well, o.k., hey I`m going to the mall right now, wanna join?", he asked.
,,I`ll eat something first, then I`ll come after you."
,o.k.", he said,,See you later!", he walked away
,,When I came into the kitchen Master Yo was already eating.
,,Good morning, Yin!", he greeded, maybe he wanted to go for sure that I wouldn`t explode, if he chose the wrong words.
,,Morning." I said, not that friendly.
,,May I ask, what happened yestersay?"
,,I found out that Yuck betrayed me." I was tired of the whole story.
,,With another girl?", Master Yo asked shocked.
,,No, but he still stole stuff behind my back, the we splitted up." I started to eat something.
,,Oh...and... what do you want to do about it?"
,,Forget him, the chapter Yuck is over for me."
,,Well, I hope it works." Master Yo smiled again.
,,Thanks.", I said.
After the breakfast I went into the city, I moved slowly, my eyes looking at the ground, so I couldn`t see anyone around, but then from the very corner of my eye I saw him, he walked past me, his gaze was hateful. I wanted to give him a hateful glare back, but couldn`t and so I stared at the ground again. hoping that he wouldn`t look at me anymore, `caus I couldn`t take those glares from him.
But now there was a burning pain in my heart, like it wanted to turn my body around and move towards Yuck. Ususally in this situation, we would have hugged each other happily and kissed, but I had to get used to it, that wasn`t usual anymore.
I reached the mall.
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