A/N- This Chapter is dedicated to potterfan2006. Hang in there with your friend. Things will be fine.

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Chapter 2- I see

(john's POV)

He thinks I don't know, but I do. I've seen the scars and heard the stories. I know he's hurting and I want to help.

I don't even think he understands how much he means to me. My best friend and secret love. I think he feels the same way, but will never say.

Rodney.

My hurting, bleeding Rodney.

Please let me help you. Let me stop you from this pain.

I seen your pain from the first moment I saw you. Your piercing blue eyes cut into me. I saw the dark blood lust in your soul, the desire for pain.

You think you can hide it but your eyes show all. I can feel your pain and see your sorrow. I long to help you Rodney.

Please see how much I care.

Please see that I love you.

TBC-

Yeah I know it's short, but I'll update if ya review.