Nightmares and jealousy

It was cold and dark, his fur was sweaty, dirty and matted together.

He could smell a familiar raw meaty odor, and claws pinning him to

a stone. It was Goth, whispering horrible things into his ears, he

was going to kill him and there was no way to escape now...

Shade awoke with a jolt, he was panting and sweaty. It was just a dream...just a dream... he thought to himself. He looked at his mother who was still sleeping peacefully beside him, he turned to look at Marina. He jumped back in suprise to see a pair of jade green eyes staring at him.

"Was it Goth again?" She whispered concerned.

"Yes, did I wake you?" Shade said apologetically.

"Yeah you started to toss around and got me, I tried to wake you but your a really deep sleeper and you were muttering things as well...its starting to worry me Shade."Marina said concernedly.

"Sorry...I-I need some air!" Shade said quickly and rose from his roost and out of Hibernaculum.

Shade breathed in some fresh air, he had done this nearly everyday now that Goth kept on haunting his dreams. He flew down to a branch so close to the waterfall he felt water spraying his face, the sun was setting and soon all the Silverwings would be up. Even though he had gotten the sun back they still liked to sleep during the day, some went out side to look at the sun. He remembered the first couple of days everyone came out but it had died down now and rather quickly.

"I didn't know the nightmares were that bad Shade, tell me about it all you say is that you had a bad dream about Goth! I need some details." Marina demanded roosting beside him.

"I'd rather not.." Shade shuddered.

"Please Shade I am your bestfriend you can tell me." Marina said resting a claw on his shoulder.

"Isn't Chinook your new BFF?" Shade said jealously.

"Chinook has nothing to do with this Shade! Why did you even bring him into this conversation?" Marina shot back.

"Ummm well...don't worry, so you sure you want to know about this nightmare?" He said changing the topic.

"Yes."

So Shade told her the nightmare he had much to his disgust. He only did it because he wanted to get of he topic about Chinook the big no brained dweeb.

"...and then I woke up, but he is dead now so hopefully these nightmares will pass." Shade said.

"I'm not sure Shade the owls ripped Throbb apart but we only saw Goth go down a river...there is a possibility that he is alive..." Marina shuddered.

"No he can't be and I'm sure of it, he probably drowned." Shade said hopefully as he looked down the river, but there was something trying to tell him that Goth was still out there.

"Marina! Hey your up early!"Chinook shouted as he flew down.

"Oh hi Shade, so Marina want to go hunting with me?" He asked eagerly.

"Sure, want to join us Shade?" She said as she looked at him hopefully, Chinook glared at him.

"No, its okay I will just go by myself.." Shade muttered no meeting Marina's eyes.

"Okay then, lets go Marina." Chinook said as he rose into the air.

Marina stared at Shade wondering what was wrong.

"Shade..." Marina murmured softly.

"You coming Marina?" Chinook said impatiently.

"Yeah I'm coming." Marina said as she broke her gaze on Shade and flew to Chinook.

Shade stared after them, he wished he was handsome, big and strong like Chinook. He had gained some popularity after his adventure and he felt so weird around girls, everyone talked to him and respected him apart from Chinook. Chinook spoke to him but still didn't respect him but at least he had stopped calling him a runt. He watched Marina, she was so beautiful and when he was next to her he felt down right ugly, no wonder she wants to be with Chinook instead and laugh that tinkly laugh she only did around Chinook. Not many newborn females were fond of Marina, probably because she had beautiful long tanned wings, and thick luscious bright fur.

Marina looked over her shoulder at him, but Shade just turned his back and glared angrily at a rock.

A/N Chapter 2 is done :) Wow this story must really suck! Sorry if it isn't good...