Because i love Seth... Happy Ending i promise! i wrote this ages ago and am only now putting it up,...
Disclaimer - I do not own any Twilight characters apart from this one who is set to be Seth's... her name is Tay... These characters are fictional and are in no way based on true events or real life people.
Seth's POV –
"Seth, come on mate, we have to leave, we'll talk about it later." I didn't move as I watched Taylor breathing and with every breath she took in, I felt my heart break. My eyes welled up and a solitary tear broke out as I remembered how I had been pressured into not contacting Tay.
Sam and the others had said it was for her own good, when, if, I imprinted on someone else I'd always have the fact that she was heartbroken, and left with the kids while I went off with the other woman.
They never told me that I would imprint on her if I just looked even for the breifest of moments into the bluey-green depths of her wide open eyes. They never said seeing the pain and anger in her eyes and listening to the awful thing I had done to her, cutting off all contact without any reasoning behind it, would be like someone stabbing me in the heart.
I gulped as another tear escaped and I could see everyone around me and their reactions, not one would be one of sadness over what they had done, but all with pity clouding the eyes. I didn't want their pity and I felt so unsure of what would happen to me in that split second, until Edward spoke up.
"Mate, come on, we'll sort this out." I just stood there, staring at her beautiful red hair, Edward tried to get me to move but I struggled and tried to stay in that position, just looking over her. Sam started to help Edward and soon I was outside the shop, crying my eyes out. I didn't know what to do, it was obvious she hated me, and with good reason.
They managed to get me to the car before I really started cryign my heart out as well. I only really heard the words, mom, house and now coming out of Leah's mouth before I laid my head on her leg and grabbed her hand and wishing as I'd done when I was upset sine my earliest memories. Holding it as I tried to slow down the world around me and make it stop, maybe even make time go backwards because at that moment, all I felt was heart break and I gave up. I didn't want to go on knowing how I'd hurt the woman I loved.
Tay's POV
I looked up as Seth was taken from the shop and just looked down again. I felt betrayed and unhappy but I wasn't prepared for the glistening wet spot left on the counter. Tears. But not my own. Well, I added to the large droplets myself but,…
I now understood why he had been dragged from the shop. My broken heart seemed to heal a little bit by the fact that at least he remembered our love which was cut short.
I took a moment to think before I stepped back to the counter and serve the customer. She smiled at me and I smiled weakly back. Before she left, she passed me a tissue and I thanked her. There's one good thing about living on the res, everyone knows you and everyone loves you.
I thought of how stupid it was, loving and thinking about someone who could never love you the way you love them, and everytime you see them, it's like they stomp on the pieces of your heart and reduce you to a pain so much worse than you thought it could be before.
I asked myself why I had persuaded my parents not to leave and go to live in California when this is what I was reduced to and I only had one answer – I need to be near him, no matter what he's done to me. Maybe that's why I took the job at his mum's shop.
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