alice and i layed there throught out the night just looking at eachother and smiling, kissing and holding eachother. i couldnt beleive that this beautiful pixie loved me as i loved her. so many things and questions were running through my head to ask her but it could wait until later, right now i just wanted to lay there with her.
at about 12 i fell assleep cuddled up to alice.
-Aliced pov-
i got to bellas house that night at about 4:50, bella wasent in her room so i listened to see where she was, she was in the kitchen. i decided to shake her up a little bit, after all i love to see her squirm. :)
i left the window open and i walk over to her closet so she wouldnt see me when she walked into her room. about five minutes later i heard bella put her dishes in the sink and walk up the stairs. she came into my view and i could see that she was wearing my favorite pair of pants and shirt and underneath her shirt i could see that she put the bra that i picked out (and loved on her) on. 'hmmm i wonder why she did that' i thought to my self.
all of a sudden she stopped in front of her window so i took this and ran quickly and silently up behind her and put my hands over her eyes and my body was flush up against her back. she giggled and said "Alice! You scared me!" i giggled and let her turn around in my arms and i hugged her and she hugged me back, 'god i love th efeeling of this girl in my arms' i thought to myself as i let her go after not long. "so bells. you wanted to talk?" i said to her
"ya, so are you sure you're alright? I'm sorry Alice I know I'm worrying so much but I care about you to much to not know." she said to me and my heart swelled up at the pain that i could never have her. i giggled and said, "bells I'm fine honestly it's just like you and Edward. We are friends still just like you guys are."
i really did feel guilty about the whole jasper situation even though he said that he felt the same way, i will always feel guilty and sad that i lost my first love and that we coldnt stay together. jasper had always been there for me he really was a great guy, but we just fell for other people, and i will always love him for everything he has ever done for me but i love him like a brother not as i love bella nothing in this world could amount to how much i love her.
"okay" she said and she was silent for a minute and then a look of relization crossed her face then a flash of hurt and somthing eles crossed her face but quickly went away, ok? what was that look about? "Alice?" she said "hmm" i said, "earlier you said you and jasper were in love with other people and I found out who jasper is in love with but I never found out who you were in love with. Will you tell me now?" she pouted and i smiled and rolled my eyes god she is so cute when she pouts, i rolled my eyes and then sighed and said "bella does it really matter?"
"yes it does" she said. i sighed and grabbed her hand and i went over to sit on the bed and i pulled her down with me, "Bella, I.. well…the person is…well..uhh..well.. its..you…" i said the last part quietly i knew that she hear me though becaus eshe just sat there looking at me with a slightly shocked face. "I'm so sorry Bella, I shouldn't have told you. now you're going to hate me forever and never talk to me again. Oh I'm such a bad person.." i said to her and i started pleading with her not to hate me, i got up and started pacing the length of her room, "bella im so sorry i didnt want to tell you because i dint want to lose you and now i have and i dont even know what to do!"
faintly i hear her say "alice?" but i didnt want to hear her rejection it would hurt to bad so i just kept pacing "alice?" heard agian a bit louder but i still ignored her, thats when she stood up off the bed and walked to the front of me and i looked at her and i could feel the tears welling up in my eyes and i knew that our friendship was over, then in a swift motion she closed te distance between us and her soft warm lips crashed against my cold hard ones. it felt to good like this wasent happening for real so it took me a few seconds to reract but when i did i put as much as i could into the kiss.
after a few second of kissing i could feel her hands in my hair pushing me as far as i could go against her lips, i tangled my arms around her waits pulling her flush against me and i had to choke back a small moan. after what wasent long enough she pulled back to breath.
"i love you too alice." she said to me and i must have looked a little shocked because seh was just beaming at me she quickly kissed me once more and then she pushed me down against the bed and layed right next to me.
"how long?" she said to me and i quickly and quietly answered as not to spoil the mood, " since the first day i saw you." i smiled and i quickly pulled her into another kiss because the seperation was just to much. the kiss was soft, sweet, and ful of passion and raw desire. i loved her so much she had no idea. in the background her alarm went off but it was on low so we just left it, it was the perfect song for a perfect moment.
I know we don't belong
Everyone says its wrong
We come from different ways
So I tried to erase everything that I felt, that I felt
Then you kiss me and suddenly I don't care anymore, something in me tells me you're the one I'm looking for.
Then you kiss me and suddenly I don't care anymore, something in me tells me you're the one I'm looking for.
From the kiss, from the kiss
My heart is getting loud.
I'm trying to keep it down.
I wish the world could hear, but I can't help but fear they'll take you away, you away.
Then you kiss me and suddenly I don't care anymore, something in me tells me you're the one I'm looking for.
Then you kiss me and suddenly I don't care anymore, something in me tells me you're the one I'm looking for.
From the kiss, from the kiss.
Palm to palm and let your lips to what hands do, they pray
Is it a sin to do what we want to, give me my sin again.
Then you kiss me and suddenly I don't care anymore, something in me tells me you're the one I'm looking for.
Then you kiss me and suddenly I don't care anymore, something in me tells me you're the one I'm looking for.
From the kiss, from the kiss.
