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Part 2! Enjoy!

Warnings: Smutty smut smuty smuttt well not really but...implied smut! :3

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Sjin: So English was a complete bore. Mr Kike draining on and on and on about how 'I'm an author, I know everything about writing' yeah, okay. It seemed to have been an eternity before the bell had rung, Sjin quickly escaping Sips' usual Friday Night abusive sex...instead rushing to Mr Ridge's class room. His long fingers curl into a weak fist, before he knocks gently at the door...everyone should be out now, it was 20 past 3..

Ridgedog: He had stayed in the classroom to mark the pop quizzes that he would usually do in the teacher's lounge with a nice warm cup of coffee at hand. But he had promised a talk with Sjin, so he stayed in the class room. marking the right and wrong answers, chuckling slightly at some pathetic attempts at fishing humour points. He glances up when he hears the knock on the door.. "Do come in." He calls, placing a cap on to his pen and piling up the quizzes.

Sjin: The nerdy student slips into the classroom quickly, avoiding any of the dangerous passerby's outside..."Hi Mr Ridge.." he says, moving to stand in front of the other's desk, though instead choosing to hop onto a school desk in front of the teacher "I...Hm...I um..." he wanted to just cry really..."are the rumours true?" he blurts out, a pale hand quickly covering his resentful mouth "No no no, I'm sorry sir, I didn't...it's just...I'm sorry I didn't mean to.."

Ridgedog: He gives the teen a smile as he starts putting the papers in to the folder, sharply looking up from what he was doing at the question.. "Depending on the rumors... some are, some are not.. which one were you implying to? It's alright to be curious about rumours.. don't worry about it.." He sighs, he has a pretty good idea what the other was referring to, but he wanted to be sure.

Sjin: "Did you...really have an affair with a student?" the brunette asks, his sweet voice hesitating slightly...This was it...would.. did the other really? He fidgets on the desk, toying with the straps of his shoulder bag...

Ridgedog: He closes his eyes for a second, before looking at Sjin, dead serious.. "Why do you want to know? That is a rather dangerous rumor, a rumor that I don't need to say yes or no to.." if the other was doing this as a dare, a truthful answer would cost him his job and his future. He needed to be sure of the reasons before he gave any answers.

Sjin: "Honestly? Just out of curiosity. I mean...I...I would never tell anyone, sir" he hated how awkward he sounded now, but he was a shy boy with no friends.. who would he tell anyways? "I wouldn't tell a soul, I mean...you don't have to tell me...I mean I just..." he didn't know, but curiosity sparks the young mind often. Answers that can be answered...it's too tempting

Ridgedog: "So it's just knowledge for knowledge's sake?" He wasn't sure if he could trust that. "You do know that if the rumor is true and it get's out. My whole life would be ruined from this moment onwards.. if it's false, you might feel slightly disappointed but we'll both go on with our lives.." Did that answer the youth's question enough, or would he persist? anyone with half a mind would deny it the moment it was asked. But he wanted the other to be aware of the implications of the question too.

Sjin: "I won't tell anyone. Age of preference or...or anything doesn't bother me" the boy says quietly, hopping off the desk "I understand, I mean, I don't really like guys or people my age. Older, older guys are what I like" the teenager says softly, trying at least not to make the other feel guilty...

Ridgedog: He looks over the other, before lacing his fingers together and resting his elbows on the desk, leaning his head on to his hand with a sigh.. "yes.." he only says as he eyes the group assignments on the back wall of the class. What happened now was out of his hands.. and he didn't care what the other thought he said yes to. the rumor, or merely acknowledging and accepting that the teen wanted to find himself an older partner..

Sjin: "It's okay" the boy says, legs swinging on the desk, hands resting on the edge of the wooden tables "I've been with a twenty eight year old guy before" Sjin says, fingers playing with each other..."No one knows about, I hope" he chokes out

Ridgedog: He can only chuckle a bit.. "It wouldn't be you in trouble for it you know.. you'd be the victim.. whatever the case maybe, what ever the situation".. it wasn't fair really.. but what could they do to the way that the society worked.. no matter though.. it wasn't their place to criticize. "do you have something specific you want to talk about? before you need to head home.. it would be a shame to come to work on Monday only to realize that you've slept at school"

Sjin: "I know...but...if they'd get in 'trouble', it would still hurt me anyways..." the boy looks to the other, his heart rate picking up...thumping through his ears..."There was a reason why I asked for what brand of condoms you used" the youth is surprised his voice didn't shake or waver...he wanted...he wanted him...he did.. He had for some time, Mr Ridge was a grown man, who worked, was dashingly handsome and very smart...some of the things he said was funny...a lot of the things, even the corny jokes that no one but Sjin would really understand

Ridgedog: He blinks his eyes back to the youth. a bit surprised, but.. perhaps he shouldn't be.. "I'm afraid to ask you to clarify.. I'm quite sure that I've connected the dots in my head already. But you do know the trouble we would get in if caught...?" Damn it.. he had just promised himself earlier that he wouldn't fall for that temptation again.. no, no, no, no... not going to happen.. no matter how cute the youth before him was.. He knew he shouldn't.. last time had been close enough.. But he still can't help the slight flush that threatens to rise to his cheeks.. The youth wanted to know.. so he could be prepared with them.. didn't he? He had to turn his head to the side, taking a calming breath as he feels the blush finally surface. god damn it..

Sjin: The boy's head shakes slowly, fingers adjusting his squared glasses, framing shiny, baby blues "We wouldn't get caught, because we both wouldn't tell a soul" seeing the blush, a smile twitches on his soft lips...oh, did the other..? "Sir, I really want you. I've.. I mean...I have for quite some time"

Ridgedog: "Sjin... you, should find someone else.. I'm your teacher, it's not proper..." He turns to give the youth a look, a look that begged him not to tempt any more than that. it was difficult enough as it was.. Knowing the other would welcome his advantages.. it made it harder to keep his hands to himself. But not impossible.. he wouldn't fall this time.. despite wanting to..

Sjin: "You don't want me?" Sjin asks, he was used to rejection but...the boy shoves his hands into his pockets "I'm sorry sir, I'll go.." his words with small, squeaky and...sad. He did like his biology teacher...the first time he really did like the older male..

Ridgedog: God damn, now he felt bad for the youth, but it would be the right thing to do.. but.. he couldn't just crush the youth like that.. he wasn't so heartless. "Sjin.. what I say, has nothing to do with what I want.. it's what should be.. What you should do, is to find someone who isn't your teacher to make you happy, and what i should do, is to stick to my age group.. in short.. we should go our separate ways.." oh dear god.. he was at it again.. He chuckled "and here you still are, listening to this old man
chatter... I'll talk your ears off some day, you know
Sjin: "Forget it, sir" the boy says, clutching onto his shoulder bag's leather strap...oh good god he could feel tears stinging again...why did he have to be so emotional? "I'm sorry I-I said anything" is the slight sob the boy says...he wants to cry...he does...as he closes the door behind himself, the tears stream down his face. He wanted him, he did...and he really liked this man. How could they go their separate ways? He saw him nearly everyday...oh he could feel the dark thoughts that he lived on clouding back over him. Always rejected, left out on the side, forgotten...sad. Sad for Sjin.