AN: Aw! Thank you soooo much for all the follows & reviews! Made me smile. Hopefully none of the characters are OOC. Please remember that the WHOLE story is in Beck's POV, to make it easier to read and more clear. Review, Follow and favorite please! I've changed the story plot abit. Basically, Beck's writing down everything that's happened on paper and is going to read this out to his therapist. I'm not going to say no more,

'After nearly three months things were back to normal. Jade and I were a couple and things were going great. Of course we had the odd couple argument but it was nothing big, not like our old arguments. We were happy again, even if Jade and I got sick hate for it. There was more nasty stuff on Jade's Slap page then mine. But she didn't care, she shrugged it off. In fact she didn't delete any of the comments, not even the horrific ones. She kept them on her page, like she was proud of her haters. That was one of many reasons why I love Jade. She doesn't care about what other people think. I'm pretty sure if she did care she wouldn't have been the snappy, scissory Jade.

"Hey babe," I say whilst walking over to her. She sits in a cat-like position, her laptop on her lap and a scissor by her thigh.

I move the scissor and sit besides her, resting my head on her shoulder. I gaze up to her blinding laptop screen; she was on her Slap page. She furrows her eyebrows whilst reading a 'SexyChick101' comment.

SexyChick101: Jade west, known 4 being the biggest GANK of HA. Hpe she diez, dnt deserve beck all. I'm sexy & I know it. I should hve beck!

"13 likes and 2 dislikes," she mutters quietly, but loud enough for me to hear.

"Who disliked it?" I ask curiously.

"Vega and Cat," Jade snaps, clearly irritated.

"They both commented Jade, read it." I say.

"Don't tell me what to do!" She shoots back, but still opens up their comments.

MakeItShine123: Wat is wrong w/ you!? Jade & Beck r gr8 together stop hatin'! Lol no, you're not sexy and you know it, you're just UGLY AND YOU SHOW IT! :D

PurpleGiraffesRCool: I can't believe your soooo mean 2 Jade! Wat has she done 2 u?! I cnt believe u want her 2 die! Ur so horrible and crool. i hope u get arrested lyk my brother! : l

"Aw, see they really care about you!" I coo, smiling. She shoots me a death look.

"Maybe Cat cares about me," Jade says.

"And Tori." I confirm.

"No, not Tori, just Cat." She snaps. I shrug my shoulders and pick a blanket and a pack of potato chips. I take her hand and lead her outside of the RV. We both knew what to do now. We clamber up to the roof of my RV in pitch black. I get out my pear phone and use my 'Shine It' torch app. I sit down on the blanket, and she copies me. I pass her the bag of potato chips.

"Um, no thank-you," She says.

"What? These are your favorite. You always eat these," I say in disbelief.

"You make me sound fucking fat," She snaps. I laugh.

"This would be more romantic if there were stars in the sky," I whisper. She laughs softly.

"You're so beautiful," I say in her ear. She smiles and through my 'Shine It' app I see her blush slightly.

"You're stupid," She jokes.

"I love you," I whisper in her ear.

"Beck, I think I'm-"Jade starts, but gets cut off by my mother.

"BECKETT OLIVER! GO TO SLEEP NOW! IT'S MIDNIGHT AND YOU HAVE SCHOOL TOMMOROW!" She shrieks from her bedroom window. I sigh loudly.

"DON'T SIGH TO ME OR I'LL HAVE YOUR EMO BARBIE DOLL SLEEP IN THE GUEST ROOM!" She screams. Jade curses under her breath.

"DON'T CALL HER THAT MOM!" I shout back. She slams her window shut.

"I just LOVE your mom," she says sarcasm dripping from her voice. I smirk but take her down. After a half-hour we were lying in my bed.

"What was you saying up on the roof, sorry?" I ask, suddenly remembering.

"Oh, nothing don't worry." She replies quietly.

"You sure?" I ask, unsure.

"Yes, now shut up I want to sleep." She snaps. I smile at her bitterness. I wake up the next day to an empty bed. I crawl across to my dresser and find a note pinned up to my mirror.

'Gone 2 my house, I'll meet you at school, Jade.'

Soon I'm at school searching for Jade, unable to find her. My eyes set upon a very tired looking Tori Vega along with Andre.

"Hey guys!" I call as I walk across to her locker.

"Hey!" Andre beams happily.

Robbie and Rex walk along.

"Tori, you look like barf." Rex spits at her.

"REX!" Robbie cries out. Tori groans and slams her locker shut and sinks to the floor, moaning like a drugged animal.

"Yeah Tor, why do you look like you're dead?" Andre asks.

"'Cos Trina woke me up at 5 this morning so I can wax her legs!" Tori cries out, running her fingers through her hair. I laugh quietly. Andre pulls a sick face, and Rex, well Rex does his usual thing.

"That is GROSS." Rex declares. "Come on Rob, I need to take a wazz,"

"But he's a puppet!" Andre shouts as Robbie and Rex walk away.

"YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I GOT!" Rex shouts back.

"Have you guys seen Jade?" I ask, changing the subject from Robbie and creepy Rex.

"Nope, why?" Tori asked. This concerned me, no-one's seen Jade and class is going to start soon.

I shrug my shoulders and walk to her locker, hoping she was there waiting for me. I walk over to find the area is empty, everyone was already at class. I sigh in disappointment and rip my pear phone out of my jeans pocket. I ring her number and it leads to voicemail. "Fucking hell." I mutter. I think about who would know where Jade is and then it hits me. If any Hollywood Arts student is going to miss school they have to call Lane and confirm it. Lane is the only person who probably knows where Jade is. I half walk and half sprint to Lane's office because by now I was really worried. I swing the door open to find Lane sitting on his swing reading a book about psychology.

"Oh, hello Beck. Is there a problem?" Lane asks calmly.

"Where's Jade?" I demand. Lane furrows his eyebrows and sighs loudly.

"If you and Jade are having problems you can come see me Beck. " Lane says ignoring my questions meaning. His confusion annoyed me. All sorts of things were running through my head.

"Where the fuck is Jade?" I spit out. Forgetting that Lane was a teacher. Jade was my priority I needed to know where she is. This wasn't normal to wake up and find my bed empty.

"Beck, she's at the doctors. Didn't she tell you?" He asks clearly surprised. Doctors? What doctors? Jade's fine. She's not ill or anything. And then I realize what was happening. She tried to tell me last night. We didn't use protection. She was worried. She doesn't eat.

She

Is

Pregnant.

I run my fingers through my hair and collapse to the floor. Lane figures out quickly that I've just realized what's going on. He walks to my limp body on the floor. He pats my back.

He doesn't tell me everything will be OK, like everyone else will tell me.

He doesn't whisper comforting things.

He doesn't tell me to go to class. He just sits beside me.

After crying hysterically for over an hour, Lane tells me that I need to go class or that I can be excused home.

"Can I go home?" I choke out; my mouth not working properly.

Lane nods and stands up and walks out of his office, leaving me alone. He probably expects me to get up and go home now but my body is refusing to work. It's hitting me. My life is ruined; I'm going to be a father. This wasn't something I could change. But then I realize how hard it must be for Jade. To keep this a secret from everyone. To go to these appointments without me knowing.

I don't feel sympathy for her. No, I'm angry with her. She should've told me. This was something that BOTH of us are responsible to. These stupid games aren't helping. If she's been pregnant for 3 months then she's been lying to me the whole time. I decide to push my self to get out of this office. My head ached and my legs couldn't move. I dragged myself out like some sort of slug. I crawl out to the main hallway, and quickly slide to the janitor's office. I couldn't go home, no. My mother would ask why I'm early. She'll slaughter me. She'll tell me I'm stupid and a thick shit for not using protection.

I don't need lectures.

No, I need Jade.

I don't know what the time is, I don't even know if school is over yet. My ears have quit working. My eyes are shut. I feel dead. My phone rings and caller ID tells me it's Jade. I answer the phone.

"Hello? Beck?" She says into the phone. I don't answer; I stay quiet, her voice ringing in my ears.

"Why didn't you fucking tell me?" I shout into the phone.

"What the fuck are you on about?!"

"You're pregnant with my child and you don't tell me." I choke into the phone. I shouldn't have picked up. I shouldn't have answered. I should hang up. There are too many things I should do.

"I needed to be sure. That's why I was at the doctors today." She snaps at me.

"Why didn't you tell me in the first place?"

"Because I wasn't sure I already said this. Are you fucking retarded or something?"

"What did the doctors say?"

"…It's definite."

The line goes dead.

Tori must've heard me shouting on the phone because she opens the janitor door and sits next to me. I sigh. She squeezes my hand.

"What do I do?" I ask, after 10 minutes of just sitting there with her.

"I don't know," She says lamely.

"Thanks Tori, you're so damn helpful. I'm so informed now. My life is totally not freakin' over because I always have your GREAT advice!" I snap at her. I regret this instantly because I realize Tori was only trying to help and I was being a douche.

"I'm sorry," We both say at the same time.

She looks into my eyes, and I don't know why but her eyes are suddenly so beautiful.

No, scrap that.

She is so beautiful.

I lean in and I want to kiss her so badly but she stops me.

"Beck, you're confused and hurt. You don't WANT to kiss me. Stop before you hurt Jade."

She takes my hand and leads me out to the pitch black school corridor. It must've been at least past 8pm and I think about how a whole day of my life was wasted being a loser and crying.

She takes me to her older sister Trina's car. Why is she being so nice to me? My girlfriend is such a bitch to her and I don't try to stop it.

She drives me home and when she pulls up in front of my RV she plants a kiss on my cheek.

"Good luck," she whispers in my ear. I step out the car and walk into my RV. The lights are open and I scan the room to find a very rough looking Jadelyn West sitting on my bed. I walk over to my bed. I kiss her forehead.

I don't say anything. I don't make out with her. We don't have sex. We just sit there. Not talking.

Then something else hits me.

Jade would be an amazing mom.

I don't know why I'm so angry.

Or upset.

Maybe this is a good thing.

We are 17.

Maybe we are ready.

…Maybe.