A/N: Hey guys! I'm back at it again with another chapter! This is Neliel's back story. It explains how she got the scar on her head and why Nnoitra went to prison!

Enjoy!

WARNING: MATURE LANGUAGE

**I DO NOT OWN BLEACH**


The last bell rang and school was finally over. I did as I was asked and went to the side of the building. Of course, he wasn't there yet. I guess I'll just wait a few minutes.

I leaned up against the wall as I watched everybody pass by.

Everybody looks the same, share the same emotionless faces.

Suddenly, I felt a presence appear. But it didn't feel like Grimmjow... I turned to my right and saw what I feared most.

Nnoitra.

"Hey there Nel...Remember me?" He said with a voice colder than ice and a smirk darker than death itself.

My breath hitched. No, not now.

"Fuck off you piece of shit." I spat as I turned to run away.

I felt his cold hand grasp my wrist, his strength leaving a red mark. I immediately drop kicked him to the floor and lifted my leg to kick him one last time, when he sudddenly grabbed my leg and pulled me to the floor.

It felt like I was being dragged back to hell.

"Nuh uh... You're not going anywhere, bitch." Nnoitra hissed as he pinned me down to the floor, his weight crushing my body.

"I never finished what I started." He whispered as he licked my ear.

It was the most appalling thing ever. I kicked and stuggled, but it was useless. All I could think about was Grimmjow.

I have never felt so powerless. Enervated. I hated it.

He slowly pulled up my shirt and caressed my side with his long bony fingers. Is he going to torture me again?

I screamed. No one heard.

He started to sloppily land kisses everywhere about my face and mouth. I tried to resist but I was weak against him...I couldn't face what I feared most.

Nnoitra started to grope my breasts. I screamed out for help again, my throat burning.

"Somebody hel-" But was cut off when his fist met my face.

He had hit me. Blood ran down my nose and dripped down to the floor. Nnoitra pushed his hand over my mouth with such force, I thought I was going to suffocate.

"You dumbass bitch! You're mine! Remember that." Anger filled his already dark eyes.

This man was the definition of mental.

Tears started to well up and run down my cheeks as he pushed his hand down my shorts, chuckling. Was I going to be raped? Why can nobody hear my screams, my sobs, my pleas for help? I closed my eyes and expected the worst.

I waited for pain but was welcomed with a weight off my chest. Nothing had happened. I opened my eyes and saw Nnoitra on the floor and Grimmjow punching him. Anger was the only emotion on his face. He just kept puching and punching, until blood covered his bruised knuckles.

"YOU FUCKING BASTARD!" Grimmjow yelled.

I quickly stood up but stumbled as I tried to run over to Grimmjow's side. My legs felt weak.

"Grimmjow! Enough...enough...you're going to kill him if you do anymore." I said in a raspy voice, too painful to shout.

I squeezed his hand to show him it was okay now. He got up off an unconscious Nnoitra slowly...and hugged me.

"I-I'm sorry I didn't make it here sooner..." Grimmjow said shakily in a low voice.

Wait, he was shaking? I squeezed him harder...In fact, I probably dug my nails into his back.

Then, I lost it. I sobbed and sobbed until I couldn't cry anymore. Still, he just stood there and cooed softly into my ear. I looked around and saw that a large crowd had formed. Teachers ran up to me.

"Neliel-san, what happened?! Are you okay?" The teacher asked me.

Of course I wasn't okay. At first glance, you'd probably think I was raped. Shorts unbuttoned, shirt ripped, blood on my face...I was a mess.

"No, she's not okay. Call the damn police. Now." Grimmjow demanded as he hugged me tighter, strong arms pulling me into his warm embrace.

The teacher pulled out her phone and dialed 911. In a matter of minutes, the police were here and arresting him. Nnoitra looked me dead in the eye as he walked to the car with a smirk on his face. I said nothing. I started shaking and nuzzled my head into the crevice of his left arm.

It was finally over, right? I'm allowed to rest?

I leaned into Grimmjow for support. He immediately noticed and caressed my tear stained cheek, looking me in the eyes.

"You don't have to worry anymore, alright? He's gone now."

I nodded my head and smiled weakly.

"Miss Tu? We have some questions to ask you. Can you come over to the car?" The policeman asked.

I nodded in agreement and grabbed Grimmjow's hand as we walked together towards the car.

I answered everything. I wanted him to pay, to burn in hell for the rest of his life.


Oh, the irony. I literally used to hate this guy for being such a jackass. But now...I feel indebted to him.

I laid there in his bed, staring at the ceiling as he walked in with a glass of water. Grimmjow handed me the cup, worry still on his face. As I drank from it, he sat next to me, waiting for me to finish.

"Listen, if ya' don't wanna tell me what happened to you before...it's fine. I'm not trying to push ya'." He finished, looking down at the ground.

I stay silent for a while...choosing my words carefully.

"Why are you being so nice to me?" I ask, sitting up at the end of the bed.

A couple seconds passed.

"Cause I feel like it."

Heh, what a Grimmjow answer.

I turn my head to the side to look out the window, trying not to cry. Should I tell him? Would he understand or will he think I'm disgusting?

I took a deep breath and turned to face forward, still not looking at him. I decided to tell him the truth...all of it.

It's time to tell my horrendous tale.

"I knew him when we were younger...we were really close friends and we played with eachother frequently. I had never met his parents and he had never met mine. We always played at Ulquiorra's house with Halibel...Then, one day he asked if I had wanted to come over to his house to play. Heh, it all seemed so innocent. I had no idea what was to come next. So I agreed. I never noticed how different he was that day, how that sparkle in his eyes faded away...If only I had noticed and declined...it would have never...happened."

Grimmjow softly grabbed my hand, reassuring me. I smiled weakly. That was all I could offer.

"I went over to his house for the first time. Something felt off...when he introduced me to his father. It's like his eyes were all over me. A mere 14 year old. His father smiled and told us to go up to his room and play. So we did. I don't know what had changed in Nnoitra. He was only 15 but he seemed stronger...mature. Maybe he had just grown up? I had only noticed it then for some reason..."

I looked Grimmjow in the eyes...his oh so sad eyes...no longer their vibrant color. His hand caressed my cheek. I nuzzled against it, seeking for protection. I grabbed his hand and held it in my own.

"Later on, his father walked into the room with a smirk apparent on his face. It was a trap. They both pinned me down and began...touching me. I was scared shitless and begged for him to stop and snap out of it. But that only brought more harm upon me."

Tears began streaming down my cheeks as I tried so desperatley to breathe in air.

"Nel...ya' don't have to continue...what they did to you was against the law. It wasn't your fault." He cooed to me.

I shook my head, trying to form the words that didn't want to come out. My chest was heaving, my eyes crying, and my heart broken.

He pulled me into his warm embrace as he stroked my hair.

"Shhh...don't cry. He'll get what he deserves, that bastard."

I still had so much to tell him. I wasn't about to let my emotions get the best of me. I continued my story, still hugging Grimmjow.

"They beat me until I couldn't speak. Tears were my only words..I didn't understand what had changed between us...we were so...close. Yet now, he seemed so far away. His father pulled my pants down while Nnoitra was kissing me...It felt disgusting. I thought no one would ever accept a person like me. One who was no longer...clean. That's when I knew I had to at least try to escape...anything to get away. So I kicked his father off me, got up, and tried to run out the door. I couldn't run fast enough...my legs were weak and wouldn't listen to me. They eventually caught up to me and pushed me down their stairs..My head began to bleed and I was begining to slip..."

Grimmjow hugged me harder, kissing the crown of my head. I smiled at his sudden affection.

"That's when a neighbor looked through their window and immediately called the police. But it was too late. They had ran away like the cowards they were." I said in an angry, but shakey voice.

"I was eventually taken to a hospital and was told that his father had commited suicide. Nnoitra was taken to prison. Over the years, I began to heal with the help of my friends...Ulquiorra and Halibel. They were the only ones who understood what I was going through. The only people I trusted. Now I'm here..."

I was shaking and sobbing...I hadn't cried in years. Now look at me.

He didn't say a word. But words weren't needed anyways. I could already read what he was trying to say. Words like, "It's okay now. You don't need to worry." and "I understand, you don't need to say anymore."

"I'm sorry." He whispered softly into my ear. Sorry...

"For what?" I chuckled weakly.

"Making ya' remember bad things."

I smiled into his neck, taking in his scent. He smelt like vanilla. I liked it. It was soothing.

Grimmjow slowly backed away and looked into my tired eyes. He placed his hand on the side of my face and leaned in. He kissed me.

It was in this one kiss, he began to understand me as a person and I began to understand him.

He held me closer as I fell deeper into the kiss, his tounge memorizing every crevice of my mouth. His other hand made its way up to my other cheek. I placed my hand atop of his.

Could these hands really protect me?

I smiled into the kiss. He noticed and let out a deep chuckle. We parted for air and I looked up to see a genuine smile upon his face.

"You're smiling." Grimmjow said.

"So were you." I replied.


Days passed by. Grimmjow offered me to stay at his house and I accepted. I didn't feel safe being alone just yet. So we went to my house together and brought back my basic nessecities like clothes and such.

Today marks a week since we've been to school. Halibel and Ulqui must be worried like crazy. I don't even know if they know what happened yet. I was taken away from the scene so quickly...

I step out of the shower, snapping out of my thoughts, and wrap a towel around my wet body. I stare at myself in the mirror.

Am I disgusting? Revolting?

No amount of water can wash away the grotesque feeling he left upon my skin.

A shiver made its way along my spine.

I walked out of the bathroom into the guest room Grimmjow let me stay in. In actuallity, Grimmjow has a really nice house, but I have yet to see his parents...I wonder why.

I find a pair of shorts and a loose tank top. I slide my shorts on over my lacey underwear. Next I put on a bandou. My shirt was too loose so I can't get away with a regular bra. Plus, my boobs are too big for that.

I begin to put on my shirt, but suddenly stop when I hear a door open. There, stood Grimmjow, eyes wide open. I stood there with my shirt half on, clevage basically out.

We didn't move a single muscle.

"Uh...umm...I didn't mean to...BYE." Grimmjow shouted and ran out of the room.

I was awestruck. Did he just see my boobs and then run away like a fucking child?

I started laughing and giggling at the thought of his tough face, blushing like a girl in middle school.

After my fit of giggles, I slid my shirt over my head and walked opened the door. Grimmjow sat down by the door, hand covering his blushing face.

Oh my fucking God. He's so cute! HAHAHA!

I held in my laugh, but couldn't contain the smile creeping upon my face. I bent down to his level and removed his big hand from his face.

He was more embaressed than I was!

"Look, Nel, I'm sorry. I didn't me ta' intrude or anything..." He was stummbing over his words.

I giggled and sat next to him on the floor.

"It isn't that big of a deal, dumbass. Its not like you haven't seen a girl's body before, right?"

He didn't reply.

Wait, is he a...no he couldn't be?

"Are you a-"

"Gah! Why are we even talkin' bout this shit?!"

"SO YOU ARE A VIRG-"

Grimmjow cut me off by placing both hands over my mouth, blushing like crazy.

"I'M NOT YOU FUCKTARD." He shouted, slowly removing his hands from my mouth.

Hmmm...why does his answer seem to upset me?

"Then why are you so shy when I talk about sex?"

He cringes at the word.

"See! You did it again!"

"I-I did not!"

"You did!" I shout, trying to prove my point.

"Its cause..."

"Because?" I encourage him.

"I've only done it once...I regretted it ever since."

Really? Grimmjow? Huh, the more ya' know I guess.

"Oh, I'm sorry for making a big deal out of it. I was just curious." I apologize.

He smirks and for a second, just for a single second, my heart skips a beat.

.Fuck?

"Aye, Nel, something wrong?"

I snap out of my thoughts, abruptly standing up.

"I-I...I'VE GOTTA PISS. NO...I'M HUNGRY!" I shout, trying to make an excuse.

God dammnit. I'm such an idiot.

He slowly stands up, facing me. Its obvious he's confused.

"Uhm, okay? There's food downstairs. I'll make ya' something."

I nod and we make our way down stairs.

Phew, I'm still confused about where our relationship stands. We kissed afterall...does that mean he...likes me?

I sit at the table, watching him cook something in a pot.

Do you ever just stare at a person and begin to smile? I don't know why, but thats how I feel. Fucking weird.

A couple minutes later he brings a bowl and fork over to me and sits next to me at the table. I look in the bowl, ramen.

My lord, this man.

He brings out emotions in me that I locked away long ago. I suddenly find myself staring at him, wanting to pause this moment in time. His content smile, his sharp and vibrant eyes, his calm demeanor. All of it.

"Ne, Grimmjow...Thanks." I say simply, no emotion behind it, face blank.

"For food? You're welcome, I guess."

"No. Not for that."

Pause.

"I only did what I had to do."

I smile weakly. No person would go out of their way to save me. They all feared me. They probably think I got what I deserved. Yet he didn't think that way at all. He saved me. In more ways than one.


A/N: You mad I ended it there? Hahahah! jkjkjkjk...

Well I might finish this in a single chapter so idk man. Do you guys want it to be a series? Let me know!

~Coober