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To Love Again.
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Queen Serenity could barely keep her eyes open. The last guest had retired only thirty minutes ago. Her eyes glanced up at the giant clock in her bedroom. 3:45 am. The celebration had started a little after six that evening. It had been a very long day. All her body yearned for was sleep. Sitting at the edge of her bed, she slowly slipped off her shoes. She let out an audible sigh of relief. Her head pounded from an exhausting headache. Oh, she had desired to retire hours ago! But, like a good wife, she returned to their celebration as her husband had called for her.
The last celebration that had lasted this long was their marriage celebration. She could recall every vivid detail. The red carpet in the ballroom as the newly weds walked to their thrones holding hands, the giant cake made especially for her by the King's instruction with her favorite frosting, even the song they first danced to as King and Queen.
It was the first time the Queen had actually gotten drunk. Too much champagne, too much joy, and a very attentive lover made her head soar that night. A blush crept on Serenity's face as she closed her eyes.
Endymion. I still remember our first time together. All those years of waiting, and when we finally united, it was the most beautiful thing. And the way he kissed me...I can still feel his lips on mine when I try hard enough...and his hands...
She had to stop. She heard a knock on the door to her adjoining room. She froze. Was it a maid? Or was her Endymion actually knocking on her door? How long had it been since he had actually come to her at night? "C-Come in," she squeaked.
King Endymion opened the door and stood in the entryway. His cape, medals, and vest had been removed. His white button down shirt was unbuttoned at the top and it looked as if he were wide awake. Running his hand through his dark black hair, he stared at his wife for a moment. Why on earth had he knocked on her door-?
"Is there anything I can do for you, my Lord?" she whispered. It almost seemed like a prayer. A request. Oh, please, Endymion, I'm not tired anymore. Please, stay with me. Please, tell me the thoughts I've been thinking are silly...that there is still a love between us!
The King walked into her room slowly, stopped at the edge of bed where she was. His eyes trailed over her carefully, studied her. She was exquisite. She was everything a man should desire. His hand reached out and touched her cheek gently. Rested there. Silence.
Do you love me still, Endymion? The Queen shuddered at his touch. Her skin flamed instantly. It had been such a long time. What a gentle hand, a gentle gesture. Her heart began to pound. Oh, she wanted more of this. She needed more than this! Before she could say a word, he quickly pulled his hand away.
"Look at the time," he murmured,"I'm sure you're exhausted..." The King bit his bottom lip. Did he imagine that? Did he just feel his Queen shudder? Was she afraid of him as the drunkard had told him? The comment had bothered him that entire night. That was why he knocked on the door. He closed his eyes at the very recent memory.
"Ha, your highness, she will jump through a hoop of fire if you asked her," the drunkard exclaimed,"Look at the way she fears you! She bows down to your every command! How do you control her? I remember when she first got on the throne, what a klutz and so many silly ideas!"
Endymion had grabbed the man by the collar,"You will not speak about the Queen like that."
The drunk held up his hands innocently,"Sorry, your majesty."
"Fear is a strong word," the King prodded out of curiosity, "Why would you chose that word?"
The drunk smirked as he knew he hit a sensitive spot,"The Queen looks like a perfect Queen, but she isn't the same lady who took the throne four years ago. She seems like an empty shell of herself, if that makes sense, m'lord."
So she was afraid? An empty shell? She seemed perfectly happy to him. Didn't she enjoy the gifts he gave her, the peace he brought to her kingdom? Endymion rubbed his head. "Good night, Serenity."
The door clicked between them. A wall, once more, furthered their distance. Serenity felt the urge to jump up and run after him. "I'm not tired. I just want ...you..." she whispered. The tears flowed freely then. Hugging a pillow, she held the silly necklace the widow gave her and wished even the more that she could change her fate.
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Bzzzzzzz. Bzzzzzzzz. Bzzzzz. Good morning, Tokyo! Today's weather forecast will be slightly cloudy with a chance of rain at noon. Make sure you pack your umbrellas! Next, listen up for the top ten songs of the latest pop groups of Tokyo!
Serenity shuffled around in her sleep and slapped the annoying radio. How many times would that stupid thing go off?! After a third try, she finally was able to slap the buzzer and quiet once again filled the room. What was she suppose to be doing again today? Why was an alarm set? Stretching, she sat up groggily. Her eyes slowly opened.
My bunny blanket? My alarm clock? She lifted her hands up and stared at them. No wedding ring. Where is my wedding band...? Where am I? Is this a dream? Her heart started to thump wildly in her chest. Jumping out of her bed, she ran towards her mirror. Oh my...I'm...Serena...
"Will you get your head out of the clouds and get your school bag? You're going to be late," Luna growled as she stretched her paws.
"School bag? Luna, where is Endymion? Where are my clothes? This is a dream..." Serena began to fumble out of her pink pajamas. This wasn't happening. Was this a dream?
Luna jumped on the dresser in front of Sailor Moon,"You're not sick, are you? You have your finals today! It isn't a day to pretend to be sick! Now, get ready before your mother comes in!"
"Ready...right..." Serena did what she knew to do...she put on her school uniform, grabbed her backpack and books, and headed down the stairs for a very late breakfast.
What is going on...? It took only a moment for her to remember the wish she had made last night. The widow. The silly wish. Was this real? Was this just a dream? How much champagne did I drink last night?
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"Your highness," the maid said loudly,"You need to get dressed! Now isn't the time to sleep in! The King is expecting you for breakfast and then you have the council meeting with-" She stopped in her tracks. The maid went to the Queen's bed and pulled back the covers. Her eyes widened as she ran towards the bathroom. Nothing.
"YOUR MAJESTY!" King Endymion looked up from the paper with a questioning look. The maid looked as if she had seen a ghost. Her hands were moving wildly, the words wouldn't come out,"THE QUEEN!" She turned on her heel and ran back towards the room.
This had Endymion's attention. Throwing down the paper, he pushed out his chair and followed after the maid hastily. He followed her into the Queen's room, scanning the room for Serenity. The maid, tears now in her eyes, sat on the bed with the covers in a wad,"I-I came to wake her. She isn't here, your majesty! S-She's gone!"
Gone? Endymion felt a lump in his throat. He checked the bathroom. Her closet. Checked his room. He felt his blood boil. He certainly knew she wasn't in his bed. "Alert the guards. I want everyone questioned as to where my wife went. Did she have any appointments today?" No, she didn't have any appointments. She was suppose to be with me today!
"Yes, your majesty," the maid whispered. The door clicked behind her.
Endymion sat in the bed in confusion. There, on the bed, lay the necklace the widow had given her just the other night.
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Donuts! When was the last time she had a donut?! Serena felt herself smile as she ate just another one...how many did she have? Three? She laughed at herself as she continued to school. How familiar this was! Her heart felt light! The clock stroke caused it to ding, dang, dong. "I'm late for schoooooool," Serena exclaimed as she picked up her pace just a little faster.
And just like every other morning, she ran into someone from not paying attention to where she was going. She closed her eyes tightly as she expected to fall over or even get berated for not paying attention. Her books were hugged tightly to her chest, her heart racing as she refused to open her eyes. Maybe this wasn't such a good day...
"It looks like you're running late, meatball head..." Arms encircled her tightly. Serena felt her heart slam against her ribs. Is it really...? She didn't move. A hand lifted her chin up, his smile as broad as the daylight. "You look as if you've seen a ghost. Are you that nervous about your finals today?"
Serena let her eyes open. Held her breath. "Darien."
"You were expecting Santa Clause?"
"I just...I...uh..." Her shoulders scrunched up in the "I don't know" position.
"I don't mind running into you," he murmured. Darien removed his sunglasses. His eyes were full of love. Lifting her chin more, he covered her lips with his. He pulled away. Smirked. Kissed her once more. "You better get going, Serena. You will be at the airport today, yeah?"
Serena blinked several times before saying a word. That felt so good. Maybe he would do it again. The clock once again sounded. Yep, she was later than late for school now. "H-Hai, I will be there..."
And Darien left.
So that's where I am at. I'm at the time right before he flies to American to study. I have finals today, he leaves at five just as I get off of school. He's going to kiss me. He's going to leave me. He's going to propose to me. Serena touched her lips gently. Oh, she had forgotten how it felt to be kissed by her love. There was nothing she enjoyed more than being with him. Feeling their love radiate between them. To feel so alive to be with him! Am I being given another chance to change my fate? Can I make Endymion love me like he loves me now? I don't want time to go forward. Can't I just keep it here forever?
"You made a wish, Serenity," Serena whispered to herself,"...and it seems it has come true."
You made a wish to bring you to the past so you could change your fate. Even if I act a different way, will it really end up with Endymion loving me? Or will he shun me in the future just as he does now? No matter how much I please him, I'm never good enough. Its almost as if he just wanted his kingdom and his fame. When did I stop being good enough?
She brushed the tears from her eyes. She did have another chance. She wouldn't ruin it.
I won't fall into this trap again. I won't be a pretty decoration on a kingdom wall. I was meant to be loved. I deserve that. I'm tired of pretending to be the perfect Queen everyone expects of me. I want to laugh! I want to love! I want to be me again!
She bit her lip. She looked at the clock. She would see Darien off at the airport today...and she would live her life...and she would meet new people...she would meet him again...
Seiya...is it that fate has given me another chance to be with you?
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"There isn't any sign of her, King Endymion...all of the horses are at the stable, no one saw her enter or leave her room or the gates...I'm sorry," the guard whispered. He bowed as his King nodded for his leave.
Endymion rested his elbows on his knees as he sat on the throne. Where are you, Serenity? He had cancelled all of his appointments. Cancelled the war council meeting. Didn't even plan on training today for sword combat. He just sat. It felt as if his heart had been ripped out of his chest. Where was his wife?! Was there an enemy that wished vengeance on Crystal Tokyo and they would go as far as to kidnap his Queen? He wracked his brain trying to find an answer.
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Last call for flight 932. Last call for flight 932. Please board flight 932 heading to New York City. The overhead speakers blared loudly. People were everywhere and were now lining up in a single file line as they showed their passports and tickets to the flight attendants. Darien turned to Serena, a smile in his eyes, "I won't be able to write as often when I first get there, Serena. I wanted to give this to you. The timing isn't perfect, but I wanted you to know I love you..."
He pulled the ring out of his pocket, placed it on her finger with a smile. Serena stood there quietly. Oh, she knew this scenario too well. It had been engrained in her memory. It had been when her Prince finally proposed to her. Darien looked at Serena. She had been quiet. A little too quiet.
"Darien, why do you want to marry me?"
Tuxedo Mask shifted his weight to his left foot. This wasn't how it was suppose to go. Serena had been pestering him about an engagement ring for almost a year now. "What is this about, Serena? Isn't this the one you wanted?"
Serena pulled his arm, her eyes glistening as tears threatened them,"Why do you want to marry me? Please?"
"Because I love you, Serena. You're my destiny. We're suppose to get married, rule a kingdom, have a kid...did you forget already?" He blushed at his last comment. Tried to laugh this off.
The overhead announcer interrupted them. This is your final boarding call.
Serena stretched on her tiptoes, kissed him once more. How brave his little bunny had gotten To kiss him in public! Tears now ran down her cheeks. Something inside of her unlocked. It wasn't a chaste kiss as she was so use to. Darien staggered backwards as he held her more securely. His meatball head caused his head to spin as she pressed herself against him, taking what she wanted from this kiss. Possessive. Desperate. Longing. Confusion.
"S-Serena-" It was a groan. Darien could feel his blood boil. To hell with America, he would just stay here.
Sailor Moon slipped off the ring, placed it in Darien's hand, and closed her eyes,"I can't do this, Darien. I'm sorry."
Tuxedo Mask stood there...speechless. His moon bunny ran away from him. Ran past the security gate, blonde hair bobbing behind her, not turning around. He couldn't even process what had just happened.
A flight attendant tapped him on the shoulder and pointed towards the door, "I think you're the one we're waiting on," she whispered.
What on earth just happened?...
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You can have any wish you desire. And when you awake, it will come true. King Endymion sat upright in his bed. Sweat glistened his forehead, his eyes wide open. The necklace! He jumped from his bed and ran towards the Queen's room. He searched frantically and grabbed the orb necklace. This wasn't a dream. This was reality. Serenity was gone. But where?
King Endymion buried his face in his hands and wept quietly. Where did she go? Why would she leave? He fell asleep on her bed, tossing and turning as his heart was ripped in half.
"Serena wished to change her fate. She wished to go back in time."
King Endymion opened his eyes. Looked around. The widow woman stood before him, her eyes wide, her hand holding the necklace she had given as a gift only a night ago. "Go back in time? Why?" He questioned. He rushed towards her, wishing to grab hold of this devil that caused his Queen to go missing.
"She wished to change her fate." The widow disappeared before he could grasp her, appeared in another corner.
"Why would she change her fate? She has everything! She has a kingdom, money, subjects who love her! You're a liar. What did you do with my wife?!"
The widow smirked. "Or does she have everything, Oh Great King? She has the wealth and the kingdom, but what does her truly desire?"
"You're speaking in riddles!"
She shook her head before tightening her hand around the necklace, "She wishes for love. Her wish was to go back in time."
King Endymion shook his head and pointed his finger towards himself,"SHE HAS LOVE!"
There was no response. She slowly walked towards the King. She opened her hand where the necklace once was. Instead of the orb, she slowly opened her hand to reveal the engagement ring he had first given to Serenity.
The King took the ring and looked at it. "This is the engagement ring I gave her. The one I gave her at the airport before I left for America. Why do you have this?"
The widow bowed her head. "Serenity has went back in time to change her fate. She has went back in time to find love."
King Endymion once more bolted upright in bed. Was that a dream? Traveling back in time?! An object rested in his palm. Opening it slowly, he saw the engagement ring in his hand.
If I have this...that means Serena...Did she refuse me...? Who else could love her?...
...Seiya...