It was the day after Jenny had slept with Jethro and left him asleep in her office, she was dreading work for the fear that she would run into him. She loved him, always had, always would but she had her chance all those years ago. She had walked away with a big secret all those years ago and re-starting their intimate relationship meant she would have to come clean of the secret she had been hiding all this time and she just wasn't ready to do that yet. He would certainly reject her love and break her heart as soon as he found out.
She stepped out of the elevator on the bullpen floor relieved to see that Gibbs wasn't in the bullpen with the rest of his team.
"Morning Madam Director" Tony said as he saw her step of the elevator. She didn't reply just flashing a friendly smile as she passed by. Once in the comfort of her office she slumped into her chair and closed her eyes flashing back to the night before when she had for a short period of time felt alive again.
"Something was defiantly wrong with the director" Tony said matter of factly. "It's none of our business Tony"
"Don't tell me your not the least bit curious Zevahh"
"We're all entitle to privacy Tony"
"You didn't seem to mind about privacy when we were sharing a shower this morning" He said smugly.
Suddenly Ziva's pen was hurled across the bullpen striking Tony right between the eyes.
"OWWWW" Tony should clutch his face.
" I told you not to mention us while we are at work, if Gibbs finds out then we are both dead"
At that moment the silver haired fox walked into the bullpen…
"If Gibbs finds out what?"
Tony stuttered "ermm…ermm… That… Nothing boss I'm going to get back to work"
"Good idea Dinozzo"
If looks could kill Tony would have keeled over right there by the glare Ziva threw at him.
"Boss, do you know what's wrong with the Director?"
"What Dinozzo?" Gibbs said sounding angered by the mention of Jenny
"She walked in a while ago and she seemed to be upset about something"
On that note Gibbs left the bullpen and started up the stairs towards Jenny's office.
Inside she sat there with her eyes still closed she hadn't been able to sleep much last night because old memory's raced in her head.
Her door opened and in walked the man who was the center of her problems. He stood there in front of her desk neither of them saying a word. "Is there something you want to say Agent Gibbs?"
"You can cut the Director Act Jen, that's not why I'm here"
" I think I know why you're here Jethro, what happened last night was a mistake and it can never happen again, we had our chance a long time ago and it just didn't work out, we both need to accept that and move on"
"You're lying Jen, your right eye twitches when you lie, always has"
"I think you should leave Jethro, were not the same people we were Paris just because we were good together back then doesn't mean that we will be now"
"If you let me go now Jen then we are done for good, we will never have another chance"
The room was silent and then Jethro left the room slamming the door behind him. Jenny hated herself for letting the man that she loved walk out of her life knowing that she would never have a chance for happiness.
It was 8pm and it had been a long day in the bullpen the team had caught no case, which meant that they day had been spent catching up on paperwork and to make matters worse Gibbs had been in a fowl mood since his visit to the Directors office. So when Gibbs said it was time to go home the 3 other Agents wasted no time in jumping up to leave, McGee headed down to Abby's lab as they had been sharing lifts to work and Tony and Ziva grabbed their stuff and headed towards the elevator. Once safe behind the metal doors Tony and Ziva shared a kiss.
"Mine or your?" Tony asked.
"Mine is closer" she said as she began to undress him with her eyes.