Second Chapter, I'll make it a little longer this time. I'm going to try to get this story done as quick as possible for you guys. Enjoy!
Living with this family is hell, can't live with them, can't live without them.
But it was true I was in a bad mood, I was sexually frustrated and I had just about enough, everything about our relation ship consisted of him being the protector. It felt like I wasn't his equal, and wasn't that one of the biggest things in a relation ship? Being equal?
Esme handed me a delicious looking sandwich.
"Thank you" I smiled up at her.
"Your welcome dear." She walked over to Carsile and started talking, to fast for me to make out.
I learned to eat around a house full of vampire's at first it was really weird, cause no one else was eating with me and just staring at me but now I ignore it.
As soon as I was done I was being drug away by Alice.
"Alice! What in the hell are you doing?" I asked trying to pull away, useless.
"I need to talk to you, and get you try something on!" She said the last part louder.
I huffed taking a seat on her bed. She started at me tapping her foot.
"So what is wrong with you and Edward?" She asked inclining her head.
"Nothing is wrong with us" I tried she wouldn't have it.
"Something is wrong or is going to go wrong. I saw you curled up in a corner, bruised and crying and Edward had something to do with it." She urged, she sounded scared.
"I. . . I don't know what is going wrong. I am mad, it has been a year and he hasn't down anything! I try and he pushes me away. I feel. . . I feel like he doesn't want me at all." I told her shaking my head as I did, I sounded like a baby.
"Hmmm." She said. Pacing. "Think of something else, um. . . Think that you are going to try to get Edward to. . . Do something."
I thought what she asked for, that was already what I was hoping for.
She sat for a minute. "Your future hasn't changed, what ever you are planning to do, don't do it. I don't want to loose my new sister." She warned me, pulling out a dress.
"Now lets play dress up Bella!" She sang out. I groaned what was I going to do?"
(Later in the day)
As Edward dropped me off at my house I started getting nervous. How was I going to tell him? Alice and I thought up possible things to do, to get Edward's head out of his butt.
He leaned down to kiss me, I moved away, he looked confused.
"Edward, I. . . need a break to thing about things. I. . . I'm confused and hurt. I. . . just" I thought of how else to say it.
"I understand." He said pulling back.
"I still want you, I still love you and your family, I just need to thing" I tried to make it better but it still seemed to make it worse.
"You need a best friend, not a boy friend?" He asked looking at me.
"No, I. . . it's the exact opposite, I need a lover, but I don't have one." I let my head fall in my hands.
"You have a lover, you have me" He said, confusion on his face.
"You are more like a good friend with kissing benefits Edward. Whenever I try to take it a step further, you stop me, am I that untouchable?" He started to say something but I cut him off "Don't you dare pull that your to breakable or your bloodlust crap, I'm done with it I can't take anymore excuses Edward, it hurts." My strong side was slowly crumbling.
He stayed silent for a minute or two.
"I'm sorry that I can't be the person you want. We will get married and then I will turn you, that is how the plan is going to go. If you want to try some other things, think some up. I am sorry that I am hurting you, and I am sorry I didn't catch on earlier."
He took my face in his hands.
"But I agree with the break, nothing will change, but maybe you should spend some time with some of your other friends." He suggested. I nodded.
"Ok, now go to bed, get some sleep." He said hugging be briefly, releasing me to go.
As I walked upstairs to my room, I just couldn't think. I was so tired, mentally and physically.
I collapsed on my bed, instantly falling asleep.
?POV
I drained the gallon of water, breathing hard. Much better, I hadn't drank anything in a long time, dangerous but I had to hid, people were catching on, or rather vampires.
It's funny how they don't know about us. We have lived beside them for all eternity, but many don't even know our name.
Suras is what my kind are called, or Gods. Although we are far from it. Most human's when they see us, think Angel. But we are far from an angel, more like a archangel. Banished from heaven, god himself. Although I was not alive at the time of that, that was happening thousands and thousands of years ago, human's were just a twinkle in god's eye per say.
I shook my head trying to focus. I folded my wing's in, tightly against my back putting a shirt over and walking out of my apartment. It was almost time to move, people would be getting suspicious of me, I couldn't have that.
I think it would be a great chance to move back to my small home in Forks Washington. I haven't been there in over thirty years.
EPOV
"Alice" I hissed.
"Yes brother dear." She said sounding innocent. What did I do this time?
"Why is Bella acting so. . . strange?" I asked.
"It is not for me to tell" She answered. I could tell she was trying hard not to think about it.
"Did you have anything to do with it?" I growled.
"I can't say." She shook her head before jumping out the window, leaving me to wonder.
Does she love you anymore? Is she really your mate? Maybe she like's someone else.
No she can't, she loves me, and she is my mate she has to be.
No she doesn't
It was a little longer not to much i'm still thinking what to do. . . Who is the new guy? More importantly what is he? And what does he have to do with anything? He's going to come into the picture soon, in maybe a couple chapters like two or something. Hope you enjoyed comment on it I would like that, tell me what I am doing wrong or right, if you like the story, be kind though please J