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CHAPTER 2: LEAVING APOV
" Alec!" My angel yelled, Renesmee. " Please don't go"
I turned around and put on my best poker face, I saw her flinch at my glare.
" Why can't you understand Renesmee? shall I spell it out for you. I don't love you anymore" I lied every time I glanced at her innocent face the more it pained me. She didn't ask for this, for me to lose my memory, fall in love, gain my memory and requested to come back to my master. Aro.
Renesmee deserved someone to be at her command. So I desided to leave her, leave her with my unbeating heart. We couldn't we together Aro would send his guard to kill her. My love. My angel and princess. She deserves to get everything she wanted. I would rather him spare her existance and kill me instead because either way if i'm without renesmee I will be dead.
Tears started to fall down her perfect face, more and more tumbled down her face. I felt that my heart started to beat again, like I wasn't controlled like in Italy. I was me. The Alec who was uncontrollably in love with Renesmee Carlie Cullen.
" But I love you. And thats not going to change," My angel begged. I wanted to give in. To tell her Emmett put me up to this... but her existance lied in my hands. I love her. I would live in mysery for her to get over me and be happy.
" Too bad. I don't love you. Your too young anyway your 7... and a half," I smirked, I had to put so much effort in so I wouldn't give in. Beg her to take me back.
" Then why did you deside to stay?. You seemed to love me then. What changed?" She sounded so shaky her voice was strained and broken. pained. This fact pained me. My first love and I break her to pieces and crush the remains of her.
Then I thought about last night.
" Renesmee I can't stay with someone I know I can't be faithful to or love... forever," I tried another aproch - the soft way. Anything that will stop me from giving in.
" Bye, Renesmee. Take care of yourself I hate to ammit it but" I pretended to pause
" Your quite weak luckly for you, you have eight vampires to look after you" I tried to sound spiteful. She looked taken back. Good. Anything to make my job easier.
I wanted so badly? lusted? wanted? to hug her and kiss her and never let her go. Make her mine. My Renesmee. I smiled at the thought.
Renesmee's life in my hands
Renesmee's life in my hands
Renesmee's life in my hands
Renesmee's life in my hands
I repeated this all the way to the volturi.
I truly wanted to die. Nothing could hurt me, because nothing and no one could hurt me more than I am right now.
I walked back to the big building in Italy. Aro smiled once I had entered the hall. Marcus pited me, he wouldn't have done the same thing. After knowing how it felt to lose his love. He would never want to leave her not for anyone, not evan for Aro.
Cauis didn't care he had his love, he didn't care about anyone else.
I am damned. loveless. Heatless. Cruel. A killer. And without Renesmee. I am on my way to a existance of hell. It reminds me of the song - On The High Way To Hell -
Thats Exactly whats happening. Im heading for hell. At least Renesmee is spared and moving on with her life. I mean, how much could she love me? A seven year old?.
I know im not a brilliant writer and my beggining isnt very good. But I promise it will be worth while. My story will include - Jacob - Nahuel - Alec - Cullens - and the volturi.
Please keep reviewing and Im looking for a beta reader anyone you would recommend?. xxx