Disclaimer: I do not own Breaking Dawn or any of the characters! Parts of this story may or may not be true this is just my interpretation of the quotes.

How Will I Go On?

Today was one of those oh-so-rare occasions when the sun decided to replace the usual gloomy cloud cover in Forks. So no Edward today I grimaced.

Around noon Charlie finally decided to kick me out of the house and told me to go hang out with my other friends. But the problem was, no one was around. Except Mike.

"Hey Mike," I smiled as I walked into Newton's. I didn't work there anymore; Edward could take care of any financial problems we would run into.

"Hey Bella. How are you today?" He asked beaming up at me. I could almost imagine that tail wagging…

I nodded, "Good," Man how I hated small talk.

"Where's Edward?" Mike asked, trying to not sneer the name as it passed his lips.

"He's out…. camping," I lied. Lying had become pretty easy. I'd been practicing a lot since soon my whole life would be a lie.

"That's, um, too bad," He said. "Your not too lonely are you?"

I rolled my eyes, "I need Edward here! I need my soul! Oh, Mike! How will I go on?" I asked stumbling back and clutching my chest with my hands. A little bit too dramatic, but oh well.

Mike laughed. "You could be an actor one day Bella," He said cracking a smile.

I crossed my arms over my chest. I knew I was a bad actor, but did everybody have to say so?

A/N: I really didn't know what to make Bella do in this chapter. I was bouncing back and forth between this one and Edward leaving her so she goes to Mike for comfort.. but in the end it sounded more like a sarcastic comment to me than a ..not sarcastic one.