Title: Broken
Author: Gacktaddict1330
Pairing: Gackt/Hyde, Chachamaru/You, Ken/Tetsuya
Genre: Romance/Drama
Rating: M
Warnings: some gore, insanity, guy lovin XD
Summary: One of them is institutionalized and completely insane after an incident in his past. The other is perfectly sane but doesn't want to admit his best friend's completly gone after an encounter he has with the man while he's institutionalized. *sucky summary sorry*
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Notes: I've been rather depressed lately and this was born randomly. Thanks to anyone who puts up with this *it's not very good at all* i'm so sorry it's been so long since i've updated or even posted something new. I've just been so busy lately I barely have time to type anything up. Thanks for keeping with me y'all.
Disclaimer: The boys own themselves, ^^
"Gackt-kun, you have a visitor." THe doctor said poking his head in the door.
He looked up at the doctor, brown eyes confused.
The doctor moved aside, revealing a small man with blonde hair in beads and smalls braids, his caramel eyes widening when they landed on his thin form.
"Hello." Gackt said sweetly, his brown eyes shining with insanity.
"Ga-Gaachan..."The small man trailed off, looking at the shell that was once his best friend.
"What is it?" Gackt asked, tilting his head to the side.
Hyde vaguely registered being told to knock on the door when he was ready to leave and the door closing behind him. Slowly he approached the tall man sitting on the bed.
"H-how are you?" He asked.
"I am...alright." Gackt said.
Hyde could tell 'alright' actually ment 'I'm insane, will anything ever be 'alright' again?' but he chose not to say anything.
"How are they treating you?" Hyde asked, still aproaching the bed with caution.
"Quite well actually. How have you been Haido?" Gackt asked.
"G-good." Hyde said quietly. He stopped in front of the bed, before slowling sitting beside the patient.
"I'm glad to hear that Haido." Gackt said smiling his twisted grin.
Slowly he raised a hand to carress his companions cheek, something he'd never allowed himself to do prior to his incarceration. His other hand rest on the small man's shoulder, and his eyes lost the insane glaze. Suddenly, without warning, his hands shot out and wrapped around his companions pale neck, squeezing.
"Gaachan! Stop!" Hyde cried. Gackt pushed harder, constricting his airways even more.
"Please! Stop it!" Hyde sobbed, his voice hoarse.
'Stop! Stop hurting him! He's your friend!' A familaiar voice in his mind screamed.
Just as suddenly as he began, he removed his hands, pushing him away.
"Leave." He said sweetly.
Hyde scrambled to his feet and staggered to the door, pounding on it.
Gackt stared into the darkness of his pitch black room. He didn't know how long he'd been in there since Hyde left. They wouldn't allow him to leave after his distastful behavior earlier in the day. Suddenly he felt tears falling from his dark brown eyes.
"Why am I crying?" He asked himself.
When he recieved no answer he brought his left hand up to his lips. Biting down into the flesh he gave a twisted grin when he felt thick liquid run down his throat.
His tears slowly subsided only he didn't release the bleeding appendage. He continued using his teeth to hack away the skin on his too-thin fingers, smiling as he felt the blood running down his throat.
As if on cue, his door opened by the hand of a nurse carrying his breakfast.
"Gackt-san I-" The nurse gasped when she saw the blood round his mouth and his mutilated fingers.
"What can I do for you?" Gackt asked in a sweet voice.
The young woman dropped the tray she held in her hand and turned on her heels to run.
Gackt scowled heavily.
"Well...that's no fun." He mumbled.
He looked to his hand and sighed, licking the wounds and smiling in a twisted way at the coppery, bitter taste.
Suddenly, he thought of gentle caramel eyes and a warm smile, making him release his hand and look away from it.
"What would Hyde think if he saw this?" THe familiar voice, Gackt had now identified as Kami's, asked.
"Shut up." Gackt snapped. A doctor appeared in the doorway and starred in disgust.
"Gackt-san, what have you done?" He asked in irritation.
Gackt gave a grin, blood still staining his perfectly white teeth.
"Why nothing doctor. I was just thirsty." He said.
The doctor, after having the man in the institution for nearly three years was used to the game, and played along well.
"But Gackt-san, why did you not ask for a drink?"
"Oh no, I couldn't. I don't want to impose on any of you. After all, you've all been so kind and gracious to me." Gackt said with a sick grin.
"I see. What have I told you about this method of 'drinking'?" The doctor asked.
"You have said not to. But I do not wish to be a burden." Gackt said innocently.
The doctor left long enough to get some gauze and medical supplies to tend to the patients injured hand.
"All we can do now is get you to a doctor soon and hope it heals properly." The doctor said walking up to his patient.
Gackt waited with a sick grin until the doctor was right infront of him. Without notice he lashed out at the man with his foot sending him crumbling to the ground. He grabbed the sheet on his bed and moved quickly behind the fallen man. Wrapping it around his neck he pulled until the doctor simply lost conciousness, then quickly ran out the still open door.
"Hey!" A woman yelled.
"Stop him!" Another man screamed.
Gackt let out an insane giggle and continued to run until someone grabbed him.
"Let go!" He cried.
The person held on tighter, making Gackt struggle more.
A nurse came up beside them brandishing a syringe. Injecting the contents into the patients arm they watched as he slowly became docile in the man's arms. Looking up into his face, his eyes widened.
"Cha...cha..."He whispered before his eyes rolled back into his skull and he fell limp in the guitarist's arms.
"I'm so sorry Gaku." Chachamaru whimpered, lowering his friend gently onto the cold linoleum floor.
"Thank-you for catching him." The nurse said sweetly.
"What will you do to him now?" Chachamaru asked.
"Well, he'll have to be put into the hospital on constant suicide watch, once he is released he will be placed in a straight jacket and probably not allowed out of his room. The straight jacket is so he can cause noone else harm." She said indicating to his shredded fingers.
Chachamaru shuddered visibly and turned to walk away.
"Has anyone...come to visit him at all?" He asked suddenly.
"Yes, infact just yesterday he had a visitor. Hyde Takarai. He came out looking quite shaken." She explained.
"That's all I needed. Thank-you for taking care of him and trying to help." Chachamaru said walking away.