Disclamer:I Don't won BeyBlade(¬¬)

Ps:In the fist cap is ray kon not King kon(I think that I'm watching too much the movie o0)By the way thaks sooooooooooooooo much for the reviews!!!! I will share kai my Man-whore with you guys!:P

Kai:WTF?!

Me:Ya you now that you want it!

Kai:HN!(blushes and run for Hil!)

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Already break HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I was sitting with Kenny bored beyond my mind watching the boys battle, I mean don't get me wrong, I love see the boys matches(especially when Kai kicks Tyson's butt!),its just I miss the felling of be there, You now fighting ,the adrenaline of fell you beast bit like she was part of you…but this was a long time ago, that was a different Hillary, the one that everybody fears, even her…the only thing I do is bring more pain and death for those who are around me, when I'm who I supposed to be…

I don't Know why I'm so nostalgic today maybe because the nightmares that I keep have or maybe because I know that sooner or later I'm going to…my thoughts are interrupt by me cell ring" Problem child by AC/DC"(my favorite band!)I don't even bother look to see who is calling

"Hillary speak"-I speak with a bored voice

"…"- no answer

"Hello?…"-I try again

"hummmm"-came this sinister respiration(really freak me out!)

"Look I don't have time for this bulshit (lie!) So get a life!"-come on I'm already have a hell of day, so I don't need a freak pervert or something to mess with me! I was hang up when this ass finally answer

"Catherine"-one word make all my body shivered, WTF! It's just not possible! He was not supposed to find me so soon! I can fell crimson eyes on me Damn him! for always now when something is wrong, but I can't deal with him right now

"What did you want?!!"-I whispered but the anger was evident on my voice

"Ora ora this is the way to talk with your daddy Catherine?"-he says with his stupid sarcastic voice, God how much I HATE his voice! great now everybody is look at me just because I can't control myself (for a change)I stand up so fast that Kenny fell and apparently break his leg and I don't even bother to apologies and continued walk in circles like a mad person, but I can't deal with that right now I run into the dojo and lock myself in the bathroom

"First of all don't call me Catherine(I hate this name!)! Second I talk with you the way that I want!! And third YOU ARE NO'T MY FATHER!!!- I now that I should not be yelling my guts out right now but I could care less I mean this bastard destroy my life!! and is not going make any difference now if Kai or anyone else find out…

"Always a feisty one! If I remember correctly this is what always put you in bad situations dear, like the time that you kill you own brother…"-this is it I have enough! How dare this bastard bring this up?!!! I could fell the tears falling down for my eyes. I listen Kai knock on the door ask" if I was okay?! and what is going on?!" but right now The only thing that was in my mind was memories of one different time, one different Hillary, and the terrible choices that she had make…

Kai keep on knock on the door and say if I don't open up he was going to break down himself, the cell was long off and the tears too, leave my face red and salty, I was sit held on my legs. I slowly stand up and open the door I see Kai worried face he don't say anything, he know me well enough to know that right now I only what fell him, so I jump on his arms I cry knowing that this was probably the last time that I would fell the warm of his arms around me held me so possessive, but at the same time gentle, like I was a porcelain doll that could break at any second… only if he knows that I was already break.

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Lukyn-hah

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