Bonnie had left, and he was alone. Stefan was absent, and Elena is lost and erratic somewhere. He bickered with Bonnie, well they always do, but this one was more than a frivolous insult-hurling session that they normally had. This time they were arguing about Elena.
Elena. He thought
Where are you Elena? I'm terribly worried about you, and i still need some explanations as to why you came to Klaus and willingly turned into a vampire. None of us wanted this for you, my brother and i both agreed that we won't turn you, but you took matters into your own hands. And look what happened, if not for Emily's spirit, we wouldn't have been able to retrieved Bonnie.
I know that you're confused, and distraught, but wherever you are, please remember that I'm here. Come back Elena, come home. For the very first time in my life, I'm scared, I'm afraid that you might be too despondent to even consider living, I fear that you might take your own life because of the remorse that overwhelms you. But Elena, I've done things far worse than what you've done, so please, don't do anything impetuous. I've done so many heinous deeds, yet you stood by me, and became my friend, it could be like that with you and Bonnie again. She's afraid of you right now, but she'll learn to accept this brave new world, and so shall I.
I will not let anything happen to you, and i will not let anything harm you, not even from yourself. Love me or hate me, that's something I would not cease to do, whether you want me to or not. i will always be there, whether physically present or not, dead or alive. I don't know where you are right now, and just sitting here and contemplating where you are, or what you're doing is driving me insane. I'm going to find you, and if I have to pass through the gates of hell to do it, then so be it!
Damon swiftly took a black leather jacket from his immense closet, and swiftly slipped it on. It had only been a couple of hours since he saved Bonnie from the realm of the dead and rove himself to overexertion, but he just didn't have time to think about that right now. Everytime he thinks, there is, but one thing that arises in his mind - Elena. Damon clenched his fists resolutely and sped out of the boarding house.