uSakurabaxKiyru: Part Two/u
Joshua gently pushed Neku onto the glass-topped pool table and leaned over him, continuing to kiss him, their tongues touching and sending firecrackers down their bodies. Joshua kicked off his shoes and socks and Neku followed suit. Every sensation was intense with passion; running their hands all over each other, their skin growing hotter and begging to be released from its clothing, their bulging crotches rubbing against each other, denim on cargoes until each felt like they would burst out of their own skin, unable to bear the amazing feeling. Joshua looked Neku in the eyes with a look of uncontrollable desire, and leant towards his ear.
"Neku…" Joshua whispered "Ugh, I've wanted you so long"
Neku leaned his head back and moaned as Joshua ran a hand up his thigh, the whisper sending shivers down his spine.
Joshua leant up on his elbows, still staring intensely into Neku's eyes.
"I warn you, gorgeous" he tapped Neku on the nose and ran his finger down to his lips. "During the course of our activities today, you may lose your headphones."
Neku threw his phones and mp3 on the floor, and went back to French-kissing Joshua. He had never felt such intense desire before. He didn't resist as Joshua began to pull his top over his head, instead he returned the favour, undoing the buttons on Joshua's shirt, frantic with excitement. He felt the cold glass on his back and remembered something.
"Didn't you say you had a bedroom tucked away somewhere here?"
Joshua shrugged. "Yes" he bit Neku's neck fairly hard and Neku felt a mixture of pain and pleasure. Joshua kissed the bitten spot better and whispered to Neku again "But I got you this far… and I realized I had to have you, right here, right now." He pulled Neku back up again, encouraged him to turn around. He ran his hands up and down Neku's naked upper body, kissing his neck and back, then pulled him close and bent him over the table, still leaning against him. He pushed hard against Neku.
"How's that feel, Neku?" asked Josh, ferociously. "Do you like feeling my hard cock against your ass?"
Neku moaned again, feeling his trouser button being undone, and Joshua's hot breath against his neck. He couldn't help but let what he was thinking slip out of his mind "Are you going to…" He trailed off as his cargoes were pulled down by his cargoes were pulled down by Joshua. Neku blushed a little.
"Am I going to what, Neku?" Joshua smiled, pulled Neku back up and stepped back. Neku turned to see Joshua undoing the final button of his shirt and slipping it off his thin shoulders. Joshua smiled at him.
It was hard for Neku to concentrate when a beautiful, sexy, silver-haired god-boy was standing in front of him in nothing but a pair of dark, flared jeans, looking at Neku like he wanted to do all sorts of devious things to him.
"What were you asking, Neku?" Oh, how Joshua loved to tease, pulling Neku towards the couch. "I feel you should tell me… " he folded his arms. "What was it you wanted to know?"
Neku tried to swallow his shyness as Joshua's blue-violet eyes bored into him. He looked down and spoke quietly.
"Are you going to fuck me?"
Joshua smiled, stepping back towards Neku, putting his arms around his neck and pulling him down not onto the sofa but down to the rug, so that they were both on their knees. Joshua looked into Neku's eyes passionately. One more tantalizing tease.
"Once more Neku" he leaned in, pressing their noses together "With feeling"
Neku grabbed hold of Joshua's arms and pushed him downwards so that he had Joshua pinned down. Lying on top of his lover, he got as close as he could to Joshua's face and spoke confidently.
"Are you going to fuck me, Joshua?"
Joshua leaned his head back in arousal and let out a quivering breath.
"Mmm… I like Forceful Neku…" he smiled, putting one hand up to twiddle his hair. "Your mind is filthy… bad, dirty Neku… thinking I would do such a thing."
He rolled them both to the side so that he was dominant again.
"Yes Neku." said Joshua "I am going to fuck you. In the way you clearly mean. Josh giggled "Hh-hm. But not today. Not yet." He hesitated. "Know that I want to. Remember that I will… but not now." He began to stand, leaving Neku lying on the floor, trying to scramble after him. As Neku was about to stand, Joshua smiled and pushed lightly downwards on Neku's shoulders
"There's something we can try right now though…" He looked down at Neku. "But I won't force you."
Neku felt shy and aroused at the same time. He nodded.
Joshua took this as a confirmation and started to undo his button and unzip his fly, while Neku scrambled to his knees. He let his jeans drop from his slim hips, and with them pulled down his underwear, unveiling his large, erect penis. Neku stared up at his partner, who was currently standing above him, pale and statuesque. He was suddenly reminded of the fact that the boy standing in front of him was, in origin, an angel- thin and pale and… perfect. He wanted to reach out and touch Joshua but… could he?
Joshua looked down at Neku expectantly. Neku concluded that they both wanted the same thing. He reached out to touch Joshua's manhood. Shy fingertips slid their way along one side, blushing furiously at how good it felt to be doing this. The body of it was engorged with blood, but the skin was soft and smooth on Neku's fingertips. The next few sentences were awkward. The libidinous, forceful Joshua seemed to have been replaced by a shy, lip-biting one once his clothes were removed.
"Do you… want to…" Joshua stuck his little finger into his mouth, seemingly the closest gesture he could get to explaining what he wanted without blushing.
"Yes" Neku nodded, he worried it was a little too eager "But… I mean… how do…"
"Don't worry, Neku. Just… do what you want to… what… feels right…"
Neku swallowed. Joshua's beautiful eyes were intense; strong and sexual, but reassuring too. He edged his mouth towards Joshua's appendage and softly took hold of the base, trying not to compare it to his own… now was not the time for feeling insignificant. As he got closer, a wave of arousal washed over him. He opened his mouth and took in the tip of the shaft, applying light suction. He drew back, licked the tip a couple of times, and closed his lips around the shaft again. The skin was warm, and the taste was subtle; the smell of Joshua's soft, pale skin mixed with something erotically different. Joshua was breathing heavily, shaking with sexual tension. Neku supposed he had had that for a while… and decided to indulge him. Slowly, he began to slide his mouth up and down it, listening to Joshua's quiet, satisfied moans. He went a little faster, up and down…
Joshua inhaled sharply, and Neku backed away "…Careful of your teeth, Neku"
Feeling he had failed Joshua, Neku blushed and bit his lip. "Sorry"
"Don't worry babe." Josh smiled down at him, and Neku felt his heart beating, relaxed again at this reassuring confirmation. "I won't know what I'm doing either...."
Neku felt a little surprised.
"So you haven't…"
Joshua raised an eyebrow at him, still looking down lovingly.
Neku didn't know why he was surprised… Why would Joshua be experienced? He seemed so confident at it but… Neku doubted he'd have got a chance in the higher plane… he felt stupid and embarrassed.
"You think I've done this before Neku?"
"Well… it's just…"
Joshua interrupted. "No-one, Neku. I've never… I haven't done anything. Not with either sex. I'm not normal, I-" He reached a hand towards Neku's face and brushed the hair away from the eyes, then tilted up the chin to look at him. The smile with which Neku was all too familiar was staring down at him. But instead of cutting him down, the denial which Joshua came out with was infinitely perfect.
"No-one I've ever got close to- not that the number amounted to much- was good enough. But you…" he sighed "I've never known anyone as special as you, Neku." he looked at him with indescribable compassion, and Neku felt his heart overflow with feelings for the boy in front of him. Neku smiled. Just when he was feeling embarrassed, Joshua had to break down his barriers by making him go all gooey.
"Now, you don't have to... you can stop if you want."
Returning to the current matter and surveying Joshua's body again brought back Neku's passion. Joshua reached down a hand to help Neku up, but Neku instead pushed the hand to Josh's side, covered his teeth with his lips and dived back in. Joshua's breathing skittered as Neku paused from frantic up-and down motion to rapidly flick his tongue across the tip of Joshua's penis, running a few fingers over his balls very gently. Neku was satisfied as he heard Joshua's sexy moans get higher and louder. Hmm. It was nice to feel empowered over Joshua for a change. He tried to play it up, that he was finally taking control. Neku was still in his boxers, Joshua was naked… his body was free for Neku to play with as he wished. Yes. He could see why Josh liked the control. As Neku sucked harder, sliding back and forth, Joshua looked like he was having trouble staying upright, his legs were jittering all over the place.
"Uh… uh… uh… I'm gonna…"
Just as Josh sounded on the point of climax, Neku pulled his hands and mouth away and stood to Joshua's height. Dizzied, and with his jeans and pants around his ankles, Joshua almost fell, but Neku wrapped a strong arm around his neck.
"Oh," Josh shook his head "You are cruel, Neku Sakuraba…"
Neku shivered "Use my name in that highly arousing way once more and I may have to torment you again." Smiled Neku. "Hmm…"
He used a forceful nudge of his hips to knock Joshua back onto the sofa, and looked down at him. Joshua looked back up at him, still breathing heavily
"Did someone lose control, Josh? That must be a tricky concept for you"
Joshua seemed to be finding it hard not to laugh, but instead just smirked and replied with defiance.
"Looks like someone might be having a go at role playing…"
Neku straddled Josh on the sofa and looked at him hungrily; although he was finding it hard not to wildly kiss all over Joshua's naked body, he was enjoying this.
"Aww…" he mocked a little, holding Joshua's arms up the sofa and against the wall, his hands clasped around his wrists. "Jealous, Josh?"
"Definitely…"
Joshua laughed, and flipped Neku over onto the other side of the couch, trying to prove Neku's cherished control was a sham. Although Neku had hold of Joshua's wrists, Joshua was inevitably stronger and Neku was powerless. Joshua planted a forceful kiss on Neku. Neku thought of struggling… but the kiss was too damn good to push away. Josh then stood, and pulling up his jeans, and the underwear with them.
"Come on" he said, confusing Neku.
He grabbed both Neku's hands and pulled him up, then led him back towards the far end of the room. As they passed the pool table, Joshua reached his hand to a wall and slid it sideways, revealing it to be a hidden door. Neku stared in surprise at the staircase behind it. Joshua smirked as he shut the door behind them.
"The reapers hang out down there but none of them know about this room. When I got Mr. H to design the place, he added a secret room for the Conductor… but I liked it so much I didn't tell him about it…"
At the top of the stairs, Joshua pushed open a door. He flicked a switch and bright electric candles flicked on throughout the dark room, decorated in black and deep green, a bathroom off to one side, a TV in the wall, and a large bed in the centre. Neku noticed that he could see the night sky through the tinted windows as Joshua closed the curtain.
"Where-"
Joshua answered before he could finish. "Special mirror coating. To the rest of Shibuya, this just looks like a meaningless garage where no one can get in… clever, isn't it?" he shook his head to stop his own distraction. "Anyway..." he walked to the foot of the bed, holding up a hand to stop the confused Neku moving any further.
"Want to show control, Neku. OK, here's the game." He unbuttoned his fly again "We both get naked and stand face-to-face. We have to try and look but not touch. First one to well… jump the other, loses… And loser gets punished as the winner sees fit. K Neku?"
Neku wavered. Joshua must be pretty confident in his own attractiveness… either that or he just wanted Neku to punish him… The thought of being that dominant unnerved Neku…
"Neku?"
"Does everything have to be a game with you, Josh?"
Joshua shrugged, but ignored answering his question. "Now, I have the advantage because… well, I'm used to wanting to do you and having to ignore it… but then again, you have your own secret weapon: I haven't had the pleasure of seeing you naked yet"
Joshua pulled his jeans and underwear down again, but this time kicked them away and stood naked, a couple of feet from Neku, ruffling his own hair with one hand.
Neku sighed and pulled down his own underwear, apparently to Joshua's approval… he hoped?
"You're not laughing at me, are you?" he blushed, knowing for a fact that despite the frail frame, Joshua was a little better endowed than him.
Josh shook his head.
"No, I just… you're very fucking sexy, Neku" He bit his lip. "This could be more of a challenge than I thought… Ready?"
Neku nodded, and Joshua grew silent. OK, this would be easy. Just think of Joshua as your friend, caring but platonic. Or as the composer, powerful and untouchable. Anything non-sexual. Fuck, fuck, fuck! He made the mistake of looking Joshua in the eye. Gorgeous ultramarine eyes, not so much the sparkle of clear blue pools but the darkness of a purple-blue swirling vortex. Ok, better avoid the eyes. The whole face for that matter- Joshua was just far too attractive. He could work his way up? By the time he got up to the face Joshua would have surrendered… he already looked like he was about to crack at any moment… OK. Start with the feet. Average feet. Average boys legs, thin but slightly muscular. Neku blushed again when he looked at Joshua's crotch. He calmed himself; he was moving too fast, work up sloooowly. Hands on the hips that curved in to a thin, flat, stomach, curving back out to a strong looking chest. There was muscle there again- the pale frame wasn't skeletal but slim with slight muscles. Damn, that was a nice chest…
"Wouldn't you just like to feel it against your back as I do you from behind?"
Neku jumped out of his skin. Joshua had worked out what he was doing. It wasn't fair, Joshua was cheating now. He tried to proceed calmly but Joshua's words had shaken him. Focus. The protruding collarbone…
"Remember what it feels like when we kiss, Neku? When I whisper in your ear…"
IGNORE HIM. COLLARBONE. Delicate… Neku liked it… no, don't think that way… Elegant neck surrounded by flyaway grey hair, the chin, the smile, that face... Oh, screw it. Neku leapt towards Joshua, wrapping his arms around him and kissing all over his face and neck, ending with a long, hot kiss on the lips, his fingers through Joshua's soft hair. Oh god, how could one person be so amazing?
When the kiss was over, Josh spun the pair around, flung the bedcovers across the room and threw Neku onto the bed. He kissed him some more, whilst one hand struggled to retrieve something from the bedside drawer. From the corner of Neku's eye the sight of ropes looked unnerving, but a proper glance revealed soft velcro cuffs. Not that ropes would've been so bad…
Joshua tied the ropes to either side of the bedpost, then affixed the cuffs on the end around Neku's wrists. Neku pretended to struggle as Joshua turned and tied his legs apart too, but his struggling was just for Joshua's benefit… he felt more comfortable being submissive…
Joshua straddled Neku, then leant his head down to look into his eyes intensely. Feeling Joshua's huge erection against his own made Neku worry he wouldn't be able to hold on any longer…
"I told you there would be a punishment" Joshua panted in Neku's ear. "But since you make me so fucking horny… I guess I'll try my best to have mercy on you" He held Neku's face and kissed him passionately. He worked downwards, kissing Neku's upper body, giving the nipples a teasing lick, Neku trying to stop the high pitched moans he was inadvertently making. Joshua gave one long lick across Neku's upper body, then moved downwards.
Neku could feel Joshua's breathing again, no longer on his neck but hot upon his crotch.
"What do you want me to do, Neku?"
"I- I-"
"Do you want me to suck your cock now?"
Neku gasped as Joshua flicked his tongue over the tip. "Yes… yes… do it… please?"
"Do what, Neku?"
Neku panted and wriggled on the bed, trying to thrust his hips forward, to no avail.
"Say it, Neku. Say "I want you to suck my cock, Joshua, because you make me very horny and you'll suck it sooooo fucking good… Say it, Neku…"
"Suck… my… cock…" he gasped "Josh…"
Josh smiled. "I guess it'll do."
He placed his tongue at the base of Neku's penis, right between the balls, and licked all the way up to the tip. Neku felt the feeling course through him, an uncontrollable spasm of pleasure, again and again. Joshua then grabbed it with his right hand, put his whole mouth on it and began to work his way up and down it enthusiastically, the pleasure becoming constant, growing stronger and stronger.
"Uh… uh…"
Joshua kept sucking, but as Neku's moans grew louder, Josh seemed to be having trouble not making sounds himself.
"Umh…" he pulled Neku's cock from his mouth and switched to holding it with his left hand. "You make me… so… horny Neku… so… fucking…"
He grabbed himself with his right hand and began masturbating furiously, his sounds muffled once more as he continued servicing Neku. Seeing this new sight element only added to Neku's close-to-breaking-point pleasure. Fuck… He felt sexy, he felt amazing… Joshua was amazing, fuck, he couldn't believe it was so perfect, he felt so good, the pleasure building and building and… oh god, he was…
"I'm gonna come" screamed Neku, shooting his load into Joshua's welcoming mouth and feeling him swallow it. Joshua slid back to lie beside Neku, and second later, his building sounds culminated in a moan of Neku's name, and he squirted over Neku's body.
They lay beside each other, each feeling like they were on about sixteen different planets at once, smiling at each other though everything was spinning. Joshua reached up and undid Neku's wrist cuffs, and then his arms flopped back down.
"What… about… the ankles…" panted Neku
"One… one second…"They lay there looking at each other and smiling, until Joshua had the strength to get up. He undid the ankle cuffs, grabbed a towel and retrieved the duvet from across the room. He wiped Neku down with the towel apologetically, then pulled the covers over them both and flipped onto his back. Neku turned to face Joshua and snuggled into his shoulder. Joshua wrapped both arms around Neku and kissed his forehead gently.
"Goodnight, Neku." He whispered sleepily.
"Night Josh."
Joshua drifted off almost immediately and lay, lips parted, breathing lightly. With all his sarcasm, linguistic skill and overbearing smugness gone with his conscious state, Joshua looked young and defenseless. Still gorgeous. Neku brought a hand up to stroke Joshua's cheek. And with all Joshua's annoying facades stolen by sleep, the truth was very clear to Neku, now. And with Joshua in this state he could reveal it without fear.
"I love you, Joshua." He whispered to the unconscious boy. "And from what you said… I think you feel the same way…"
And with that, Neku slipped out of the real world and fell blissfully into dreams of himself and Joshua, trading action plans for their city whilst floating above it, the busy streets of Shibuya harmonious and beautiful beneath them.