December 1st 2017
Dear Diary,
It has been 3 years since Kai put Elena in her eternal princess nap. Stefan is breathing down my neck saying I need to let it all out so he bought me this girly diary to talk about how I feel and what's been happening. Because apparently I'm the vampire Anne Frank now?
So Kai brought back some crazy Witch-Pires who destroyed the town, literally destroyed it. So many innocent people died because of Mama Salvatore, also known as the psycho who gave birth to me and then tried to kill me... Multiple times in the last three years.
Last year Bon-Bon and I finally found the amulet to strip them of their power, which made killing them a whole lot easier.
We lost Alaric, he sacrificed himself for Matt- that was tough. Honestly I can't imagine what Elena is going to return to at this point...
Stefan wasn't really himself for the first year either, killing mom didn't exactly put a smile on his face. Luckily psycho Barbie and him finally got thing rolling four months ago, if you think about it- it's gross how many women we've both slept with at this point...
I miss Elena, there I wrote it down. It's not helping. It's not helping at all. What about this is suppose to be therapeutic? Writing down that every time I lay in that bed all I can think of is Elena, that amazing woman who I was suppose to be with right now. I miss her so much that it feels like I'm desiccating. It feels like I'm being stabbed in the chest repeatedly by hot iron rods and each time it hurts more.
Which brings us to Bonnie Bennett,
Who's life is linked to the love of my life. It's complicated. She dies- Elena wakes up. How long do witches usually live? Now that I think about it, a very very long time.
I hate to say it though, I've become pretty attached to that feather floating freak. She's not only the reason Elena is asleep but also the reason I haven't completely lost my mind. Sure she is a control freak and a complete loser, but she's here and it helps...
Stefan is dumb, this isn't helping.
December 25th 2017
I miss her.
December 31st
I miss her even more.
January 23rd 2018
Dear diary,
That sounds stupid Im not writing that anymore. Im just going to write "What's up book" or something...
Just to make this clear, I love Elena Gilbert with every fiber of my being. She is without a doubt in my mind, my soul-mate. She's the most amazing human/vampire to ever have walked this earth...
But something is happening...
January 30th 2018
So book,
Bonnie dragged me to New York to get out of this "funk" she says I'm in. It was a three day trip, I can't say it wasn't enjoyable.
I miss Elena so much everyday... Bonnie is the only person who can even make me forget that pain for a second, as much as I can't stand her taste in music and the weird hats she wears...
February 14th 2018
I miss Elena, I know that I have a lot of years before I'll see her again... I know that.
I am literally sitting in a shrine of her clothes, diaries and photos. I can't do this anymore, I can't keep using Bonnie as a life raft. I need Elena.
March 1st 2018
She's so annoying I think I am
Going to kill her soon...
April 1st 2018
Matt and Bonnie decided to April fools me by setting my alarm back 3 hours... It was stupid. I smashed it.
April 20th 2018
Bonnie and I went to go see Jeremy yesterday, he's engaged. Bonnie didn't take it well. The chick was hot but Bonnie is pretty bummed... Elena would be so happy though.
June 1st 2018
Her birthday is coming, she'll be laying in a box while I sit here alone.
I miss Elena.
June 30th 2018
Stefan and Caroline have ventured off to France for the next six months, Bonnie and I will be venturing off to New Orleans.
We heard a rumor there's a very strong coven down there who might be able to break Kai's curse. We won't try anything without lots of research, I can't loose both of them.
Bonnie told me she can't take being the reason Elena isn't with us, but I know her something else is up.
July 29th
Almost a whole month of talking to witches and covens, running around chasing rumors all over New Orleans.
Bonnie has been loving it, meeting all these covens and learning things. Let's not forget the beignets, I'm pretty sure she's going to need a glamour spell to hide that ten pounds she's packed on.
Nothing useful yet...
August 18th
I love her, I know this feeling it's weak but it's there... This isn't good.
September 27th 2018
Bonnie and I are going drinking with the coven, hopefully I don't eat anyone.
September 28th 2018
God I wish I would have just ate someone...
September 29th 2018
How can I avoid her after that night, I made a big mistake...
I slept with Bonnie Bennett, I had sex with Bonnie Bennett.
October 31st
I am in love with Bonnie Bennett, I may never lover her more but I do love her. I hate the way she corrects me, but somehow I fell in love with her.
We decided to leave back to mystic falls early, we have learned nothing and gotten no where in our search.
Maybe right now isn't even the time.. How will I explain to Elena one day...
Will I explain it to her?
December 25th 2018
I still miss Elena and so does Bonnie. Barbie found out about Bonnie and i yesterday. She flipped out, Stefan thinks I'm ... I forgot how he said it.
Basically little bro thinks I'm using Bonnie an Elena replacement. Bonnie is nothing like Elena, I know that.
I'm tired of writing things down.
December 1st 2023
Is this thing still on? It's been awhile.
She's pregnant. I had some trouble believing it's mine, a vampire baby. How will that even work?
We went to an elder witch who confirmed its mine. Bonnie is freaking out, this wasn't exactly something we thought could happen so who thought about contraceptives.
I know Stefan hates me... Why shouldn't he I'm going to be a dad.
I keep having this nightmare that it'll come out a tiny murder... Or that I'll be like my dad.
How did all this happen? Life changed up so much without Elena. Thank god she isn't alive to see this.
This chapter is the only chapter I will be doing in Damon's Diary POV. Let me know what you guys think or I won't keep going obviously. So please let me know! Next would be Bonnie's POV not in diary form.