So here is the 2nd chapter. Finally. I hope you like it :)
2. Chapter
On Tuesday I didn't go to school, although sun didn't shine. I was really depressed, because Emmett had just left me.
I was just lying there on my bed and stared at the ceiling. I was wondering, how this happened.
Yesterday was Monday and I had decided to talk with Emmett and ask directly of he was going to leave me and if so, then why. I wanted to cry when I thought about that conversation. I think I would have cried the rest of my life, if I just could have.
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Emmett came home Monday and I waited in the kitchen – like always when he came from hunting.
"Hi honey", I greeted him.
Emmett just snarled for an answer.
"What's wrong with you?" I asked gently, because I didn't want him to break up with me at this very minute. I had to try to get him on a better mood. And get him loving me again.
"You!" he just spit on my face. I was afraid that he would really leave me now. I tried to think how I could live without Emmett. I couldn't. So, I had to try to get him chance his mind and stay with me.
"Excuse me?" I asked even more gently.
"I'm just tired of it. Tired, that you're always stalking me. I want my own peace now and then!" He almost yelled at me. Emmett had never yelled me before.
"Okay, I'll give you some peace", I gave in; so that he wouldn't think that I was pressuring him.
"No. It's not enough anymore", he said and I got scared, because I knew what he was going to say next.
"Emmett I-", but I didn't get to finish because he interrupted me.
"Rosalie, I can't take it anymore. I want to break up. We're done", he said it like he didn't care anymore and then left.
I froze. It was awful. Emmett and I weren't us anymore. I wanted to run after him, but I knew that I wouldn't catch him anymore. He didn't care about me anymore. Part of me left with him out of the door. I loved him more than anything. More than myself, even more than my own soul. And now he was gone. I knew he would come back, but not for me. For the rest of the family. When I stood there for quite some time, I went to my room and locked myself in there for the rest of the week.
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I had been like a statue. I didn't want to exist without my love. Without my other, better half. I knew that Emmett wouldn't care anymore if I would die. No matter if I would be destroyed, he wouldn't care at all. So, I decided to just lie in my room as long as I would find out how to end this misery. And at this point my only idea was that I would kill myself or the girl who was with Emmett now.
Soon I heard a knock on the door and someone called my name. It must have been the twentieth time that they tried to get me out of my room. But I didn't hear them. I was inside my own bubble. I didn't hear anything else but my own thoughts that were rushing through my head. Someone knocked again and this time I recognised the voice. Esme. Of course, Esme didn't want anyone to be unhappy. But I was. They wouldn't get me out of here. The only one, who could get, was Emmett and he wasn't here now. I could have bet that he was with his new girl. Right when I thought about it, the anger and pain were unbearable.
Now someone was talking to me. Edward.
"Rose, please. Come on out and talk to us," he tried, but I didn't answer or move. He would have read my thought to know what I was thinking.
I am not coming out! You know how I am feeling now, so leave me alone!I shouted at him in my thoughts, but I was sure that he wouldn't give up. I was hoping he would. But that was it. It was just hoping. But right now I couldn't have cared less, because I was way too sad.
Then. I got an idea right then. A great idea. At least I thought that it was great.
"No Rosalie! You can't do that to him!" I heard Edward yelling at me through the door.
Of course I can. He doesn't care about me anymore Edward! If he would, why would he break with me? So I'm going to live my life again somewhere else. With someone else. I'm going to move on. Just like Emmett did with some slut. I told Edward. Not because I would have cared what he thought about me. But because I was explaining it to myself better too. Yes, that's what I would do. First I would go to Denali, to Tanya for a while and then I would go my own way. I had to try to forget Emmett. I would try to fall in love again, to someone else. I knew that it would be impossible, but I had to try.
Edward broke my thoughts by yelling to me louder than ever.
"YOU ARE NOT GOING! DO YOU UNDERSTAND?! EMMETT DIDN'T LEAVE YOU BECAUSE OF SOME GIRL! HE LEFT YOU SO THAT YOU WOULD BE SAFE!" Edward yelled and my thoughts were just messed up. So that I would be safe? I didn't understand at all what he was talking about. And he must have heard that from my thoughts because he was talking more quietly now but was still serious.
"He left because some woman vampire fell in love with him and told him that if he wouldn't leave you in peace, then she would do it herself, with no peace. Emmett got really scared because that woman has an amazing power. She can cut hands and legs out of your body. Even vampires. So Emmett wouldn't have had any chance to win in a fight with her. So he was thinking really hard how he could save you, but came only one conclusion. He had to leave you", Edward explained quickly.
A woman vampire. So Emmett loved me. My mouth spread to a smile. Emmett loved me and I loved him. But where was him? Was he in danger? What if that woman had done something to him? If she had then… But what could I do? She had the incredible power. So how would I save Emmett?
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