I take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
You said everything would be okay. I did what you asked of me: I stayed on Mom's good side, I didn't get sick, I was a good person. I still believed you when you said that you would make a better life for the two of us. I risked my life so I could hold onto that hope.
I need you like a heart needs a beat, but it's nothing new
You were everything I had in life. You were my strength, my security, my encouragement, my brother. What was I supposed to do without you? I thought I was going to die without you, yet you leave like I'm nothing? Like we're nothing?
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
I loved you with everything I had. You gave me a reason to keep holding on, and to try to get better both in health and lifestyle. But after you left, I found a new reason. I found new hope. I found a better alternative than my option of you. I can't say I love you anymore.
And you say sorry like the angel Heaven let me think was you
You ruined my life. Made me the way I am. You left me with that woman. You threw me away like an old toy. You didn't need me; still don't. I had become nothing to you, yet you stand in front of me saying that "it was a mistake" and that you're "sorry for leaving"? No. I won't be fooled by you any longer. I've made my decision, and my decision is to hate you for a thousand years.
Are you satisfied with what you've done?
You made your choice, and now you must live with it.
It's too late to apologize.