YAY! I got reviews. And so far no flames!! Sorry all the chapters are short. I get writers block easily! lol. Well hopefully I will make a lot of chapters making up for the shortness! Any suggestions please share! I need help!

-Yuki's POV-

Why did I have to be so rude!? I love him. Yet every time I gain the courage to tell him just how I feel, I just blow him off.

"Why" I spoke aloud. I hadn't even realized it until Tohru had asked me what was wrong. I looked at her, my thoughts partialy else where.

"I'm fine Honda-san, please so not worry about me"

Gym class, I was getting ready for the boys to run the indurance race. In other words, getting ready to beat Kyo. I don't want to compete against him anymore! It's all Akito's fault too..

"Good luck Sohma-sama" Some fan girls called to him from a far. I just politily waved and wished them the same, then went back to thinking.

"Maybe I shouldn't even try to run" I thought. Than I wouldn't have to disgrace him by beating him. Yuki thought about this for a little while. No, I can't. Beating him is better than chickening out. Yuki went to the starting line to do his stretched. He gazed at Kyo, who gazed back. Except Kyo looked different. He looked as though he didn't want to go through with this race either.

A horn blew minutes later, signaling the start of the race

I took of and ran normally at first, Kyo thought it wise to use every last bit of his energy here and now. Kyo was only slightly winning.

"I'm gona beat you today even if it kills me!" Kyo yelled back Yuki's direction. I listened but wasn't happy about what I'd heard. I'd much rather lose than to go to a funeral where Kyo was the one lying pale in a- NO! I Can't think Like That!!

I just loved him SOO much, but was afraid to tell him because when I was younger I told Akito who only called me disgusting and beat me for even mentioning it. To him I was only a toy in his bed. His and his only. But Yuki didn't care. He'd take a thousand beatings and nights in Akito's bed if he could just have Kyo. Even if just for one night! But like that was possible.

After about 5 more minutes of running Kyo and yuki had passed everyone already. Except, that is, the girls. They had already finished by now. So they where all back at the school,resting and waiting.

Leaving us alone to face each other and for what!? To prove one was better than the other?! To push ourelves further from one another?! I pondered this, and came to a conclusion.