You're light. So, bright I need to look away.
It's hard to breath around you. You radiate so much life
Your eyes burn with a passion that I could never rival, that I could never feel.
But, I need to wonder-
Is it still okay If I stay by your side?
Just for now?
You're so above me, in so many ways.
You're so far away from me.
You have all the pieces I don't.
How could I possibly reach you?
Your are the things I'm not, and more.
But, please-
Don't leave me alone.
Where did the sly smirks I knew so well go?
How am I supposed to laugh along when I know you're not okay?
I want to leave these thoughts alone, to just forget this itching feeling.
But it's in everything we do.
All I want to do is let it out
Put the past behind, to move forward.
I don't care what you did in the past!
Or who you once were!
Because, there's no point in hiding it.
All I want-
Is it all to go back to the way is used to be.
When it was just you and me.
Please don't break inside, alone.
You're allowed to say things, allowed to cry.
Don't take on your battles alone.
Because, I am here.
Because I care.
Don't cry alone.
You don't need to be alone.
All I can see is that… person you turned to.
Then the limp body you became.
Together. We could've done it together.
That's how we did everything, together.
You just had to go it alone.
Why?
Why didn't you ask for my help?
I would've helped you.
Just-
Why?
I know I've messed up.
A lot.
But, I could fix it.
Fix the mistake that happened.
We can fight it, together.
Just like we've always done
You just need to tell me the wrongs.
Put your faith in me!
You'll do the thinking, the talking.
And I'll put the fight in for you.
You just need to tell me what's wrong.
I'm dying to know what's wrong.
Please, tell me what's wrong.
I want you to know.
Just let me know.
But I don't want you to leave.
I promise to help.
Why am I so afraid? So weak?
Why can't I do anything for you?
Why?
I tearing away inside
I'm going to break.
I want you to know, but I'm afraid of what you'll do.
I want to know, but I'm afraid of what you'll say.
You're so bright.
You're so amazing.
So I can't say anything.
I want to try to ask, but can't.
I'm like a ticking time bomb of emotions.
I'm going to explode.
So, I won't say it.
I want to, but, not to, at the same time.
In the end, I always sum it up to something I don't know if you could return.
It's a feeling I'm not sure you have for me, but I want you to.
Why is it that I-
I want you to know that I-
Love you to the point where it feels like I'm going to break.