Ch. 2

I am hiding in the closet and my heart is racing so fast. I am so scared. Why does she have to be here? Why? How long has she been there? Did she hear us? Oh no…

"Hey darling, you didn't tell me that you came out of work early? I would have come straight over here." I heard Kagura say.

"I needed some rest. I had to deal with many people to deal with at work. How did you know I would be out of work?" Sesshomaru had sounded worried, but only if you would be really hearing his voice.

Suddenly I hear shuffles and giggles and moans. Wait…ARE THEY GONNA HAVE SEX? HERE AND NOW? Please don't do anything Sesshomaru. Not while I'm here. But it was too late. They were beginning to make love while I'm in the huge closet. I didn't want to hear any more of this crap. I quickly put on my clothes and search through the closet for any exit. Kagura was getting louder and louder…I started crying. Why? Why do I have to hear this? It's not fair…why did I have to be in love Sesshomaru?

A couple hours later Kagura fell asleep. Sesshomaru opened up the closet and looked down at me. I had tears on my face still. I am confused. Should I continue to love him?

"Kagome? What's wrong?" he just looked at me.

I was full of rage so I gathered my things and stormed outta the penthouse. He chased after me with concern or at least I think he is I'm not so sure anymore. "Kagome, what is the matter with you?"

I scoffed. "You wanna know what's wrong with me? I was locked in the closet for 2 hours hearing the moans of the person whom I am not sure I love anymore and my best friend. Sesshomaru you don't understand how I feel. You don't. I never wanna see you ever again!"

I left him there with a hurt look on his face. But he doesn't understand. How can you fuck someone and have the other person who just confessed to you in a closet. It's not right! I wish I can just forget everything. I don't wanna remember his touch, his scent, how he says my name. I wish to just not remember anymore. InuYasha I'm so sorry. I haven't been faithful to you at all.

After a while I had gotten home all tired. InuYasha was waiting for me to come home. He looked concern.

"Kags what happened you were out very late" He said looking at me. I looked at him and smiled. I looked like I have been hit by a car. "Oh...uh I really don't want to talk about hit honey. I just wanna sleep. I was at a rave. This girl I meet at the bar had kind of persuaded me into going and I was dancing like crazy. I'm sorry baby. Let's just sleep."

I can tell Inu didn't buy it but what else can I say? He will never believe me. Or more like he will believe me actually but I will never know what he would think. But I do know that he will be disgusted with me. This isn't right. I'm hurting myself now. This is for the best. I will never see Sesshomaru ever again.

We crawled into bed and he held him tightly. My heart was crying. This man right here I know will never do me wrong. I can't believe I have treated him horribly. I love InuYasha so much. "Kags are you sure nothing is up? You seem so sad. Is it something you can't tell me?" Then outta nowhere I cried like a baby. "I can never tell you. I'm sorry Inu, I am so sorry." All I could do was cry on his chest. He will never know the sin I have committed. So I can stay with him I'll never tell anyone.

Morning came and Inu was gone. Last night was horrible. Ugh I don't want to wake up! *knock knock* huh? Wonder who I could be. I put my robe on and walked towards the door and opened it up. "Hello? " It was Sesshomaru. Oh no. I quickly tried closing the door on his face. I was too scared to confront him. "Kagome I want to talk let me in now." I didn't want to. "I have nothing to say to you. I'm gonna end this relationship now so get out!"

I had no strength left and I had just woken up so I am extremely weak. He forcefully opened the door and I'm on the floor scared and ready to cry. I didn't even look him in the eyes. Those eyes tempt me. They draw me, like they have a power to seduce anyone and I am no exception. "We have to talk. Now." I ignored him fully. I didn't want to see him. "I am not talking to you so go away. I hate you and never wish to see you. Don't you have any other mistresses you have to see?" He hovered over my body that was on the couch. He was mad or even beyond that. "Kagome." All he had to do is say my name and I was like putty. But this time I was scared. I sensed immense anger.

"Kagome you know damn well I don't have other women. I only see you. I admit I love you very much. I don't wish to part from you." I quickly got up wanting to back up from him. But I fell forward landing on Sesshomaru. I began crying. Sessy I can't do it anymore. I love InuYasha. I love him so much, but I love you too. Why didn't we meet much sooner? Why did we have to fall in love with each other? This isn't fair! InuYasha doesn't deserve this treatment and neither does Kagura. So Sesshomaru please leave now. I don't want to see you anymore."

Suddenly the door opened and it was InuYasha. "What's going on here?" InuYasha saw me on top of Sesshomaru crying. I have nothing to say to this. I really don't. "She fell if that's what you are wondering. It was only a coincidence that this position is what we happened to land on when I caught her. But her crying is something I am unsure of."

I looked at InuYasha. "InuYasha I'm so sorr-." Everything went black. And I don't remember a thing. Only thing I remember is hearing both of the guys calling out to me worried like.