Hi! So I realised last time that I hadn't put up anything other than the story and I hadn't told you when I would next update so…yeah.

I update every Sunday (Hopefully)

Disclaimer; Sadly I don't own Teen Titans and sadly I probably never will

After that day Slade kept to his word, he had trained me physically, mentally and sometimes even emotionally, until I had become an almost indestructible machine of sorts.

I'm sixteen now, I've grown about a foot and half. I reckon I'm just a little smaller than Cyborg. I'm definitely taller than Starfire now. I still work on the trapeze, that's one thing I haven't abandoned.

I've learned so many new techniques of fighting that I'm pretty sure even Batman hasn't heard of. Although I'm sure he hasn't shown me more than I need to know.

I'm also positive that I've become slightly more indestructible. When I say this I don't mean I've started deflecting bullets or anything I've just realised that when Slade hits me during training it doesn't really leave a mark. I suspect the green smoothie, it wouldn't surprise me if Slade had put some sort of healing concoction in it.

I haven't seen the sky in two years or the Titans.

For the first couple of days I thought they hadn't even noticed I was gone but then I quickly realised that Slade was probably right. They couldn't find me.

For the first year or so I tried everything in my power to escape I trudged through the halls during my free time looking for the exit, I thought about ways I could signal the Titans or Batman or anyone really.

Until eventually I came up with a plan, a dangerous, possibly stupid plan.

I promised to myself that I would do everything that Slade told me to, build up his trust. I would stop trying to find ways out, stop trying to send out signals. I would stop every attempt at getting out but when the time came that Slade trusted me enough for me to go out alone and do a mission, I would run, head for Gotham because I knew that Batman and the Justice League were be only ones who were able to protect me.

Until then I would learn how to shoot a gun, I would learn how to make explosives and I'd very reluctantly learn how to kill a person but I'd never ever use the knowledge. When the time came, I would run.

That's what I've been doing for the past four months now; learning and practicing for the day that I finally escape. Agreeing to everything Slade is saying and slowly gaining his trust.

I still put up fights about some of the things of course, like how to kill a person, I don't want to make him too suspicious by going along with everything.

I keep thinking about the Titans. I keep wondering about how they're doing and wondering if they still remember who I am and if they miss me as much as I miss them.

I also keep thinking about Batman…Bruce and Alfred. I sometimes wonder if they know if I'm gone. I don't think they do otherwise I'd have been out of here a long time ago…right?

I still miss my mum and dad. Back at the tower I used to pray to them and hope they were all right up in heaven.

Slade isn't all that bad, he really has learned from his mistakes, he knows now I most likely won't be agreeable if he beats me up, it took him long enough. Nowadays he only cuffs me over the head if I act stupid, which is very rarely, or if I refuse to listen to him, also very rare.

What's frightening is I really enjoy learning off of Slade, he's a great teacher. I've learned more from him in two years than I did in about nine years of school.

I generally think Slade is starting to trust me more. About two months ago he told me who he really was. Slade Wilson, also known as Deathstroke the mercenary assassin.

When Slade told me I simply nodded and acted as if I'd known all along but inside I was kicking myself a thousand times over, I mean the connection wasn't that hard, If I'd only contacted Batman instead of keeping him to myself then then I would have known how dangerous and evil he was, sucked up my pride and gotten help.

I reckon Slade knows who I am but I still wear the mask and he pretty much accepts my privacy when it comes to it. Which is kind of weird considering he's the bad guy and I'm the supposed hero but for now I'm sitting tight and waiting.