Edward POV

After I'd thrown up I could feel myself being lifted up, I tried and failed to open my eyes, I wanted to know what was happening to me. I had never felt so vulnerable as a did in those few minutes.

Once again I tried to open my eyes, this time with success, I looked to see who was carrying me,

"Emmett" I groaned

"Carlisle, Esme he's waking up" Emmett shouted down the stairs, he seemed to be taking me to my room, as quick as a flash Esme and Carlisle were standing before me.

"Oh, Edward don't worry were going to sort this out, you just need to rest" Esme was trying in reassure me, but I could hear the panic in her voice, if her voice was anything to go by the panic scared me.

"Edward can you remember anything about the attack anything at all, I need to know so I can treat you"

"Carlisle don't push him, please, I'm really worried, I can't loose him, he's my youngest son "

"Do you not realise I'm holding him in my arms right now, he maybe ill but he can still hear you know, can we talk about this when he's resting" everyone was shocked by Emmett's outburst, the goofy one of the family, I even think Emmett was shocked by his outburst.

I tried to speak but I was unable, my eyes felt although they were being weighed down by stones, which made this whole thing weirder as vampires don't get tried or drowsy, but before I could think about it anymore I lapsed into unconsciousness.

Emmett POV

Edward fell "asleep" again I carried him through to mine and Rosie's room as there was a bed in there, I was still shocked by my mini outburst, I couldn't believe I'd spoke to Carlisle and Esme like that, wasn't it supposed to be the other way round. I lay Edward on the bed and walked at human pace downstairs, I didn't know whether I was ready to talk, I was in to much of a panic.

"Emmett….where sorry if we upset you, we know how close you and Edward are"

"Its fine Carlisle….I just….I don't know it just really got to me, its all happened so fast"

I went and sat down at the far end of the table next to Rose and Alice.

"When's Jasper coming back? I think he should really be here"

"He's on his way, he'll be here in an hour, maybe he can stop Edwards pain""Alice, please stop tormenting yourself, we know there wasn't anything you could have done and we don't even know if Edwards in pain" Carlisle was trying to reason with Alice, she was consumed by guilt and it didn't take an empathic to work that one out.

"Alice, can you see anything, Edwards future, anything"

"Rose don't push her, she's already upset"

"No, Emmett its fine, I have looked, I can only see….death, every vision I see, everyway I look at it I can't see anything else"

The table went into shock, Alice and Esme began crying Carlisle was comforting Esme, Rose to Alice, I was frozen solid, I was consumed by shock, I went to get up but before I could I saw Edward supporting himself against the door, horror upon his face.

"D-Death"

Edward POV

I woke up in different surroundings my head was beating, the pain intense, I felt like a human hung-over until I remembered the few hours previous. I dragged myself out of bed to I realise I was in Emmett and Rosalie's room, I was a bit horrified to be on their bed after seeing some of those day-after images after their nights of passion. I groaned as I staggered out the room, everywhere hurt, I ran my fingers over my face it was bumpy and I could feel the large gashes down the sides.

I couldn't hear anyone, there voices still gone from my head, it was a strange experience after 90 years eventually having some room to think.

As I approached the dining room I could hear muffled voices, I walked over to the door to prop myself against the side, I could barely stand.

"No, Emmett its fine, I have looked, I can only see….death, every vision I see, everyway I look at it I can't see anything else"

I was horrified, no, no I'm a vampire, I thought, I'm practically an immortal, I felt sick, I couldn't feel the rest of my body, my breathing was becoming ragged, at that moment Emmett looked up and saw me, fear upon his face.

"D-Death" I breathed

"Edward" A joint chorus said, Emmett was staring at me, he was shaking a little.

"I'm going to die""Edward" Alice breathed, I saw the pained look on my sisters face

"I'm so sorry you weren't supposed to hear that, Edward, we'll find a cure, we'll find what did this too you" Alice was trying to comfort me but I couldn't listen all I could hear was death being repeated over and over again in my head, I was going to die, me Edward Cullen, I was going to leave my family and there was nothing I could do, when do you ever bet against Alice.

"Edward please, sweetheart, listen your dad will find a cure, you know he will, we'll be there, you'll never be on your own, please Edward look at me"

I turned to look at Esme, she was grasping my hands and for the first time in a while I saw her, properly, I saw my mum not my biological mother my real mum, Esme, and I knew I wasn't ready to die, to leave my family.

"Please help me" I cried as I sobbed into Esme's shoulder

A.N-Sorry nothing really happens again lol but I'm trying to set the background to see where it goes!

I'm going to have more Rosalie, Alice and of course Jasper in the next chapter, so hopefully you enjoy…and ill update by the weekend at least.

Please keep with it!!!!!!!! Also I thought we could see a bit of the vulnerable Edward :P

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