A/N: Well you all wanted it, well 2 of you anyway so here is a
Attempt on a Second Chapter this one is Kurama's POV. ^_^ My third will
probably if not be a happier chapter. Unless I decide to do the POV of each
before the happy chapter.. *Thinks* maybe not.
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I sat there on my bed that faithful morning, I was waiting for my beloved Koorime to come to me. I had a special present to give him on Christmas. But of course he would have to be here in order to receive it.
It really had been a long day, and it only seemed to grow as the hours ticked by, it was maybe 5:00 P.M. when I heard the familiar sound, that of a small body entering through my Bedroom window. I felt excitement brim deep within me, For only if he had known the extent of my love for him. I turned casually to greet him, and I could tell he was in one of his depressions. These occurred often, he was excused due to his horrible past.
"Hiei you have made it just in time." I said cheerfully, I was trying my best at hiding my feelings, Most Kitsunes were good at this, however today I found it rather hard. I was sweating slightly, nervous to hand him the gift and tell him how I felt. I could even feel myself blush and I know that was why he was staring at me strangely.
"Hn" Was the only thing that left my precious Koorime's Mouth at the time, It didn't seem to bother me at all. I simply walked forward and gently placed a specially wrapped gift into my love's hands. I could see his confusion on the ideal of getting this gift on this day, But it was normal, after all he never had a Christmas before.
" Don't worry, Mai tenshi no koi. It is yours so go ahead open it I hope you like it." I heard myself say this and couldn't believe I actually dared to venture as close as that to spill out my heart to him. He slowly took the wrapping of the present and gentle pulled forth a beautiful Silver locket. Engraved with a fine blue crystal shaped like a rose and tinted red, it opened to reveal a photo of him and I smiling.
I could only watch and wonder in awe, if he liked the gift. But he didn't and he did a most atrocious thing. I guess now that I think of it, he was in a bad mood at first. But I wasn't thinking straight at the moment and my heart was full of only shock and grief over what was to happen.
"Pathetic I want no gift of yours, you worthless sad excuse of a waist of life!" He jeered pressing into me his anger, He then turned and halted waiting for a reply out of me, only I lunged forward and grabbed his arm swiftly as if pleading him to not go.
"Please Hiei do not leave me. Do you not love me as I love you?" I asked, tears forming in the corners of my emerald green eyes. He jerk violently throwing me off and into my bed, turning I could see the pain in his eyes, but I could not tell why he had such a look. He spoke such hurtful words. I would never forget the words that had altered my very existence.
" I do not love you Kitsune, all you want is me as your boy toy. like all the others." He spoke this calmly though through a pained voice. I could tell he slightly meant what he was saying But I didn't want to believe it.
" Fine then you shall regret if you come here and I am not" Those were the only words I managed to speak. Though they were hard, I could tell he did not take me seriously as he jolted from my room. I fell to my knees shaking and crying. My heart had been broken, slowly I lifted the pendant and placed it coolly around my own neck so it could hang before my heart.
Today, though on Christmas I would teach him a lesson for playing with my heart, and if he felt anything he would regret what his actions were earlier. I stood from my current spot and opened my hand, there lay a small black seed stripped in red markings, and slowly before my eyes in my hands it sprouted and grew into the most lovely of purple flowers. Though it was not meant for Beauty, it was quite deadly. The po-kanshi flower. A flower native to the Makai and rare in the Ningenkai. Slowly I lifted the small blossom to my lips, the smell was intoxicating it self and I felt my self-freeze in fear. But I knew I must do this or live the rest of my life in pain over Hiei.
I took the bite. And with in seconds I could feel my self-dyeing, My heart literately was pounding painfully to a stop and I could see my self fall forward in a slow motion. I knew then and there that I was a goner there was no turning back, not now not ever.
A/N: how you like this Chapter? Don't worry a Happy one, maybe coming up, or not. Depends on if I want to drag the sadness on a little bit longer. But I doubt that. Any Way have a Happy Merry Christmas!! And a Happy new year!!
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I sat there on my bed that faithful morning, I was waiting for my beloved Koorime to come to me. I had a special present to give him on Christmas. But of course he would have to be here in order to receive it.
It really had been a long day, and it only seemed to grow as the hours ticked by, it was maybe 5:00 P.M. when I heard the familiar sound, that of a small body entering through my Bedroom window. I felt excitement brim deep within me, For only if he had known the extent of my love for him. I turned casually to greet him, and I could tell he was in one of his depressions. These occurred often, he was excused due to his horrible past.
"Hiei you have made it just in time." I said cheerfully, I was trying my best at hiding my feelings, Most Kitsunes were good at this, however today I found it rather hard. I was sweating slightly, nervous to hand him the gift and tell him how I felt. I could even feel myself blush and I know that was why he was staring at me strangely.
"Hn" Was the only thing that left my precious Koorime's Mouth at the time, It didn't seem to bother me at all. I simply walked forward and gently placed a specially wrapped gift into my love's hands. I could see his confusion on the ideal of getting this gift on this day, But it was normal, after all he never had a Christmas before.
" Don't worry, Mai tenshi no koi. It is yours so go ahead open it I hope you like it." I heard myself say this and couldn't believe I actually dared to venture as close as that to spill out my heart to him. He slowly took the wrapping of the present and gentle pulled forth a beautiful Silver locket. Engraved with a fine blue crystal shaped like a rose and tinted red, it opened to reveal a photo of him and I smiling.
I could only watch and wonder in awe, if he liked the gift. But he didn't and he did a most atrocious thing. I guess now that I think of it, he was in a bad mood at first. But I wasn't thinking straight at the moment and my heart was full of only shock and grief over what was to happen.
"Pathetic I want no gift of yours, you worthless sad excuse of a waist of life!" He jeered pressing into me his anger, He then turned and halted waiting for a reply out of me, only I lunged forward and grabbed his arm swiftly as if pleading him to not go.
"Please Hiei do not leave me. Do you not love me as I love you?" I asked, tears forming in the corners of my emerald green eyes. He jerk violently throwing me off and into my bed, turning I could see the pain in his eyes, but I could not tell why he had such a look. He spoke such hurtful words. I would never forget the words that had altered my very existence.
" I do not love you Kitsune, all you want is me as your boy toy. like all the others." He spoke this calmly though through a pained voice. I could tell he slightly meant what he was saying But I didn't want to believe it.
" Fine then you shall regret if you come here and I am not" Those were the only words I managed to speak. Though they were hard, I could tell he did not take me seriously as he jolted from my room. I fell to my knees shaking and crying. My heart had been broken, slowly I lifted the pendant and placed it coolly around my own neck so it could hang before my heart.
Today, though on Christmas I would teach him a lesson for playing with my heart, and if he felt anything he would regret what his actions were earlier. I stood from my current spot and opened my hand, there lay a small black seed stripped in red markings, and slowly before my eyes in my hands it sprouted and grew into the most lovely of purple flowers. Though it was not meant for Beauty, it was quite deadly. The po-kanshi flower. A flower native to the Makai and rare in the Ningenkai. Slowly I lifted the small blossom to my lips, the smell was intoxicating it self and I felt my self-freeze in fear. But I knew I must do this or live the rest of my life in pain over Hiei.
I took the bite. And with in seconds I could feel my self-dyeing, My heart literately was pounding painfully to a stop and I could see my self fall forward in a slow motion. I knew then and there that I was a goner there was no turning back, not now not ever.
A/N: how you like this Chapter? Don't worry a Happy one, maybe coming up, or not. Depends on if I want to drag the sadness on a little bit longer. But I doubt that. Any Way have a Happy Merry Christmas!! And a Happy new year!!