Let me tell you that this was the shittiest birthday that any of us have had. You want to know why. lets see its 10:45 and Edward still hasn't shone up. Rosalie and Jasper are pissed Emmett is mad that Rose is mad and Alice and I are heart broken. I looked over to the coach that Alice was sitting on. I went over to her and knelt down in front of her.

"Alice look at me baby girl." She looked up at me with tears in her eye's. "Baby girl I know what Edward is doing to you and to all of us is really shitty. But you have us and you are very important to me and I hate you looking this way. You need to hold your head high and say fuck Edward, if we are not important enough for him to show up for our birthdays, then he's not important enough to care about."

I looked over to Jasper. "Jazz can you please sit with Alice I need to make a phone call." "Yeah sure Bella." I went to the kitchen looking for the phone. I didn't want to call from my cell phone just in case he didn't pick up because it was my number. He might pick it up if it was the house number thinking something was wrong with his family. It rang and rang and went to voice mail.

"Hey its me you know what to do".... beep

"Listen you Peace of shit, where the hell are you it is 10:55 and your sister is balling her eye's out because your not here. Let me tell you something you might not want to be friends with us anymore and that's fine but don't you dare keep hurting your sister. because you will have four very pissed off ex friends to deal with".....Beep.

I really can't believe this shit. We brought out Alice cake and we sang to her, she try to put on a brave face but I knew she was dieing inside. Alice and Jasper decide to head to bed. and Emmett and Rose were going too. "Belly are you going to go to bed." Rose asked. "No Rose I'm going to stay up till dickward shows up and rip him a new asshole." She smiled and gave me you go girl look.

Hours pasted and he wasn't home yet. I fell asleep around 2am I thought i heard the door open and close, I was to tired to get up and look. I felt a blanket place over me and someone kiss my forehead. "Happy birthday Bella." I must have been dreaming because I couldn't tell who it was and then I fell into a dreamless sleep.

The next morning I got up and Edward was still no were to be found. "Hey Esme your up early."

"Yeah Edward woke me up when he was getting ready. he had to go pick up that bitch he call a girlfriend." she said. "Esme that some language you got" We both laughed. "It just he's become such a different person since he been with her. I always thought you to would be together, get married and have beautiful baby's." She said. "You weren't the only one" I whispered. every one came down to eat and I went to change. We went to school in Emmett's jeep and every one was silent thw whole ride. We got to the parking lot and saw barbie and her little crew standing around with there stupid boyfriends. I started to walk over to them when Emmett grab me. "Not here belly." I huffed and walk with Jazz to our first class.

The day went by slow. until lunch, we all walk in together. and then what I heard made me see red.

"Dude Edward that was the best party ever. Can't wait till your next birthday." "That it I yelled." Alice grab my arm. "Bella remember what you said he not worth it." I looked right at her kissed her forehead. "But you are." She smiled and Rose and I went to talk some scent's into dickward.

I taped him on the shoulder and he turn to see me and Rose. He had a surprised look on his face.

"Did you get my phone massage last night Edward?"

"No belly my phone died."

" Well isn't that nice. I want to know what your problem is Edward"

. "What problem would that be belly?"

"First only my friends are aloud to call me that. and second do you know what yesterday was.

"Yeah Bella it was my birthday."

"Yeah it was a great party" One of Edward little friends said. Rose just gave him a death stare and he shut up.

"Who else birthday was it."

"Yours." He said

"EDWARD WHO'S BIRTHDAY WAS IT AT 11:00 Pm." I was yelling at this point and the whole lunch room was watching. Edward looked at me then over to Alice she had the saddest look on here face.

"Shit." he whispered.

"That wright dickward, it was your own flesh and blood. You blew here off for that barbie." I pointed to Tanya.

"Watch who you are call barbie, bitch." Tanya said to me.

"You calling me a bitch. well look in the mirror because they don't get any bitchier then you." She came around the table and got right in my face. Emmett and Jasper came over so I wouldn't hit her.

"Listen here belly." I was about to murder her for using my nickname. "You and your stupid ass little crew are just mad because Edward has moved on to bigger and better things. If you think Edward would ever want you ,you are sadly mistaken. Isn't that right Edward." I looked over to him and he looked all of us in the eye's and nodded.

"You mother fucker. How could you do this to us, we have been friends for over 14 years and your poor sister, she has done everything for you and you throw her away for this skank with out even blinking a eye. You want to treat us like we are nothing well let me tell you something you are the one that is nothing."

I was pissed, jasper was whispering to calm down.

"Bitch don't talk to him like that." Tanya said.

"What you going to do about it." I asked her

"This." She slapped me across the face. The whole lunch room gasped. I went to go after Tanya but Emmett and Jazz were holding me back. "Bella please don't do it look how upset Alice is." "Just one punch Jazz, just one". He shook his head no. I looked over to Edward and he didn't say anything, not one word. He didn't even yell at her for slapping me, he just stood there. That was it, I gave up on him. I never thought I would, even if he was acting like a jerk I really thought he would see the light and be friends with us, but I was wrong.

I brought my hands up an unclasped the locket around my neck. Edward had given it to me on my tenth birthday. On the back it said forever and inside was a picture of Edward and I when we were born. I took the locket off and Rose and Alice gasped. They knew I never took it off. I walked over to Edward I took his hand an placed the locket in it. I lean in and whispered "I hope she worth it" He had a pained look in his eye. He also knew I never took it off. I started to walk away but turn around and said. "Oh and by the way if you come around any of us again Edward I will not hesitate to have Emmett and Jasper beat the shit out of you." I walk out the lunch room and went to my locker I heared Alice and all the others yelling, but I could care less at this moment. I couldn't wait till Friday, it was summer vacation and I was going to new york to vist family. All my best friends were going too. I got to my locker and slid down to the floor and balled my eye's out for someone that gave two shit about me. That's when I decided that I would,

Never again cry one more tear for Edward Cullen.