Here is the next part of this story and it is the last one and I hope that you all will enjoy it I would love to know what you think and I wanted to say thanks for the feedback on the previous part and once again I would love to know if you read this from Alex's perspective for from Marissa's, and when you tell me I will reply and tell you who I used in the different parts but there is no right or wrong.

Total Eclipse of the Heart

Part 2

Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do... a total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life, but now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say... a total eclipse of the heart

I met this girl when I was younger. I know how that sounds, everyone does that sometime during their youth but everyone also says that you will heal but I'm not sure that is true. I know that you never really get over your first love but you are supposed to move on from that. That is as far from the truth you can come, that is one thing that I know. All I know is that I am falling apart and that is from the same person that I fell in love with.

You would think that knowing that would be the worst part of this, knowing that I am falling apart because of her, but that isn't the worst part for me and I know that it sounds strange but the worst part for me is that there is nothing that I can do to make this go away for me, there is just one thing that I can think of when I'm trying to tell people around me what I am feeling the only thing that I can think of is that this is a total eclipse of the heart and I know that it sounds like I am giving up but I'm not giving up all I know is that I need her in my life.

My life feels like I am trapped in the dark and it is the dark that I can find love, because when it is dark I can close my eyes and sleep and that is when I can see her again. She is in my dreams every night and that is why I want to sleep and never wake up. She is there.

My life is as I said dark but there was at one point light and that was when she was here with me or when I was with her. I am hoping that there will be light sometime again in my life but I don't know what it is that I can do so that I will be seeing her again. There have been people both female and male that I have tried to replace her with but there have never been anyone that could compare to her. Honestly there hasn't been anyone that have been close to take her place.

I wish that there was something that I could say about this but there are no words that I can use to describe what it is that I am feeling, well that is not true there are one sentence that I can use.

It is a total eclipse of the heart for me.

Turn around bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turn around bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart

I still can remember how it felt as I walked away from her, that is right. I was the one that left her. And now I am the one that can't live here, I miss her and I don't know what it was that made me do just that.

When I walked away all I wanted to do was to turn around and take one more look into those bright eyes, they were always so clear when she smiled, like there was nothing in this world that could compare to those bright eyes. I was so close to turn around and I kind of wish that she had asked me to turn around because if she had done that I would have turned around.

At times I fall apart and I know that it has to do with that, I was falling apart as I walked away from her. I wasn't just walking away from her I was walking away from my life and that was one of the hardest things that I have ever done.

All I wanted was to her to call my name so that I could turn around and look into her eyes. But there was a moment there when I did turn around to look at her but she had her back towards me but I couldn't call her name maybe if I had been braver then maybe I wouldn't be here where I am today.

A place where I am falling apart.

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time)
I don't know what to do, I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Time passed by like it always did I have no idea on how much time has passed by since that night all I know is that it is years that have passed by and that I need her tonight.

There are nights that are harder than others and this is one of those nights, it's the dreams that is hunting me and there is nothing that I can do. All I know is that I need her more than I have ever needed her tonight, it is like the dreams are worse tonight and I have no idea what the dreams are about because when I wake up in the morning I can never remember them maybe she is there with me and that something is happening to her or something is going to happen to her.

I know when it was when it was that I felt the safest and that was when she was laying in the bed next to me, I can be awake and close my eyes and when I do just that I can feel her next to me, she is just laying there and when I relax it's like I can feel her arms around me. She is holding on to me, really tight like she never want to let go and that is just what I want from her.

I want her to hold on to me, that is the way that we can make it right together. When we are together there is nothing that can go wrong or be wrong that is the best part, there is nothing that is wrong when I am with her that is all that I know. By holding on to each other and never let go we will make it together to the end and that is all that I want.

When we were living together it was light and bright in my life and now it is dark and I don't know what I should do to make it better, the love that I felt and the love that I think and hope that you felt is like a shadow over me and I don't know what I can do to make it do away so that my life will get brighter. I can't tell you or anyone else what it is that I am supposed to do because that is something that I don't know, because I am always in the dark where I have been since that night.

Together we could give away sparks that could light up a room or keep us warm as we laid there together and looked at each other and that is the only time that I smile when I think about us and what we used to be, all I want is for that to happen again.

I want some kind of forever and you are the one that can give me that. I want for forever to start tonight with you but I don't know what to do make that happen can you please tell me. I think that I know where I can find you but I don't think that I am brave enough to go there so that I can talk to you.

Please, I need you more than ever tonight and I want forever to start tonight.

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart

I stood there on the beach where it all had happened and as I looked out over the ocean I could hear that someone was walking up and standing there next to me and I wished that I would be you that would be standing there and I turned around all I wanted was to meet a pair of bright eyes but as I did all I could do was to fall apart, it wasn't you that was standing there it was someone else.

There is not a word that I can say all that I can think of is that this is a total eclipse of the heart, there is just one thing that I can do to be sure that I will be able to survive this and that is to hide my whole heart until the day that you will be here with again.

And this is the story that I am going to tell in the future, how I once upon the time in my life I was falling in love and all that I do know is falling apart.

And then after that I will tell them that had that love with me but I lost it and that there is nothing that I can do it's just a total eclipse of the heart.