Overall the response was a good one, people didn't seem to like the diary entry idea and want actual happenings. I wasn't intending to have a story just of diary entries so no worries there. I may have a short entry at the end of each chapter from mickie's pov because the story will be from john's pov and no, he isn't having a diary, so don't worry the person who didn't want that, it was never in the picture. So I hope you enjoy this chapter and I covered any apprehensions, if you have any don't hesitate in messaging me here, youtube (user name: missloveiseverything) or on twitter (Lexi_Price).

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Dating A Poster Boy

Chapter 1

I was wandering around backstage shaking hands, drinking my water getting ready for the show tonight. I came around a corner and she was sat on a crate writing, she's always writing in that stupid thick book she has with her.

I crept up behind her "Whatcha got there?" I snatched it from around her and pretended to read it

"John!" she shouted trying to get it back "Give me it" I noticed a look of urgency in her eyes, so I made it easy for her to grab it which she did, she closed it and folded her arms over it against her chest. She was just looking at me, it was like she was wanting to say something. "You ok?"

She nodded fast just looking at me "...yeah"

"Ok so um, You my room afterwards? Just the special people are invited to this meal in my room yanno" I smiled at her, she didn't seem all together with it, like her mind was somewhere else, maybe she's nervous about her match, I wouldn't know.

"Sure" she nodded, she was being short with me, normally she was talkative, she's the only diva who just has a conversation with me, most just stare.

"Alright then, See ya later" I nodded and just walked away, I needed to talk to her but she didn't seem to want to.

I sat down in the locker room pulling out my merchandise shirt, I pulled my shirt off and as I got my arms into the green shirt I spoke "I've invited mickie over tonight" as I pulled the shirt down I heard groans and voices of disapproval.

"Anyone would think you had a crush on her the way your carrying on" Triple h shook his head disapprovingly, I looked away from everyone leaning forward hands clasped, I turned my head back to them.

"What part of boy's night don't you get?" Dolph Ziggler put his arms out as he stood up straight from putting his boots on.

"Don't talk to me like that" I looked into his eyes "We may be friend's but you'll show me respect" Dolph just sat down pulling his shirt on before extending a hand for me to slap as a way of apologising. "Look, she probably won't even stay long, she's being off with me, so I wouldn't worry about it"

"oooh what have you done?" I chuckled at hunters comment towards me, it was very high school teenage girl like. He coughed "What's up with the bitch?"

I rose my eyebrows at him as I chuckled "I don't know, she's just being pissy with me, probably that time of the month or something" I shrugged sitting back looking to the door where a voice cleared there throat.

"Not everything that makes a women moody is related to her period John" I stared at the suited Stephanie McMahon in the door way with her papers, I pulled a face when she said period "Oh grow up John" she rolled her eyes as she handed me the run sheet for tonight. I pulled a face behind her back, I looked like a scowled child however when I got a stare from hunter.

"Do you know what's wrong with mickie?" I asked looking at my boss "I know your not exactly close with her but you work with the divas you must here the gossip"

"I do" she looked at me "She told me personally what's wrong" she smirked "But I'm not telling you, you'll have to figure that out for yourself like every other man would have to"

Randy Orton one of my closest friends who I tell everything even the deepest feelings that I don't necessarily show I have in the locker room are expressed to him, he sometimes knows me better than I know myself.

He was chuckling shaking his head "Dude your in the dog house with mickie" I looked at him "She told me not even you taking her Starbucks in the morning would make this better"

"You take her Starbucks in the morning?" steph asked with a tone of surprise in her voice, she was smiling. I nodded "Aww that's so sweet, why don't you do that" she back handed hunters shoulder.

"Dude! Do you have to make me look bad in front of my wife"

"Come on you we have work to do" steph laughed leading the way as hunter followed on behind, I tilted my head back trying to rack my brains around what I could of possibly done wrong.

Diary entry of mickie james

I bottled it, I had the opportunity to tell John and I bottled it, he came up just after I finished my last entry. I looked into those eyes and I couldn't face loosing him, I just know if I tell him how I feel he'll run a mile, he's always telling me how he likes im the only diva to not drool over him, sometimes I could slap him how cocky he seems when he says that.

He asked me to go over to his room tonight, just special people are invited apparently in other words, a lot of people are going who will be talking about it and he has to invite me because he thinks I'll be annoyed if he doesn't.

I don't know where I stand any more.

I need some thinking time.

Until next time.

MJ