a/n- hey guys! I've officially gone nuts! I was laying done, finished eating my apple and fangirling about kickin it and after I was done I checked my emails and got a lot of reviews and follows so instead of reading, I'm writing this for you! Enjoy! Warning- intense romance scenes in this chapter read at your own risk lol…
Don't Leave Me Here- chapter 1
Present time- Thursday. 10:00 p.m. - Kim's p.o.v- reality
I was just inches, just seconds, just thoughts from jumping. Jumping off the pier into the unknown. I'm only 15 yet I've felt like I've lived too long. I heard footsteps, loud footsteps behind me, they were cautious, like approaching a mouse about to scurry off. They were breathing heavy, like they'd just run a marathon. I knew who these people were, yet I only want one of them here. "Why are you doing this Kim?!" Rudy finally spoke after catching his breath. "You don't know and you never will, you'll never understand what I go through, only jack knows!" I scream back, tears flooding my face. By then I had turned around, they see the blood, the tears, the cuts the bruises. The everything that my step father has done to me! They all gasp a little. "You happy now?, you've seen the mighty Kim Crawford cry and bleed and feel pain! But you know what?! I don't care anymore! I don't! I could easily take myself away right now and honestly I wouldn't skip a heartbeat to do it!" I scream again. They look hurt, I felt guilty but I don't care. I could see jack point and mouth something but I don't know what. Assuming it was something to the effect of 'leave' cause that's what they did. I turned around, I felt someone grap my wrist but by instinct I snatch it away, afraid of getting hurt anymore, but that spark, the spark I felt when that person grabbed my hand, I immediately knew who it was. My knees gave out from the cold breeze against my skin, I fell to the ground before anyone could catch me. Like usual. "What's going on with my kimmy?" jack said, I was happy when I he said MY kimmy but I didn't show. I just shrugged, tears threatening to poor again. I turn around and hug him, I wrapped my arms around him, under his arms, around his torso, as his went around my waist. Then again, like that night, it was only jack and I, and the cold dark night. We went to the same tree we were at two years ago, yet it only felt like yesterday, and we just talked, I cried and I'm pretty sure I saw tears on the brims of his eyes but I knew he was trying to be strong for me. "Want to tell me what happened?" he asked genuinely concerned. I nuzzled my head into the crook of his neck as I sat on his lap and quivered as the heat from his body radiated into my skin. I slightly nodded and made noise that was between a cry and a squeak. "H-he c-called m-me a s-slutty b-bitch f-for w-walking h-home w-with y-you, h-he b-beat m-me a-and c-cut m-me!" I said almost crying again as the memories came flooding back. He just nodded in understandment. We began to look into each others' eyes, our gazes caught, I realized we started leaning in, closer and closer, but I did nothing to stop it. I didn't want it to stop. Then there we were, our lips together melted as one. Neither of us did anything at first, still taking in the feeling. Our kiss was sweet yet lustful, love but hungry. It was amazing. I sighed in pleasure. His tongue swiped my bottom lip, asking for entrance which I immediately granted. As his tongue explored every crack and crevice of mouth he put one hand behind my neck and one behind my back and laid me down on the soft grass. He climbed over top off me, still not breaking our kiss, one of his hands caressing my cheek and the other playing with my strands of honey blonde hair. My hands instantly went around his neck and went into his long brunette hair which was amazingly soft. "Promise *kiss* me *kiss* something" he said, trailing kisses down my neck. I just kind of moaned and said "mhm". "Next *kiss* time *kiss* you *kiss* try *kiss*, come *kiss* to *kiss* me *kiss* first *kiss*, k?" he asked me. I finally broke the kiss as a little something called oxygen became essential. He stood up, and held out his hand to help me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and said "I sware by the light of the dragons eye" to answer his question. And with that he pushed me back gently, against our tree. He went in for another hungry kiss, not even bothering to ask for entrance. His hands moved to my waist to lift me up a little so I can wrap my legs around his waist, his hands going to my but to hold me up. He moved down to my neck, sucking, biting and kissing it. And I'm not going to lie it felt so damn amazing to actually be loved again. I guess I moaned a little cause he asked "oh, like that kimmy?" biting down on my neck again. He moved back up to my lips, I felt the smirk he wore as he kissed me again. "god, I love you" he said, catching his breath, still holding me around his waist. I smirked and said; "I know" he just gave me a look then rolled his eyes as I smiled. "So, are we not telling the guys about this?" he said, asking the question that had been rising in my head. "No" I answered blankly. "You know they are going to ask… we need to come up with an excuse" he replied. "Donna" I answered, again blankly. "What?!" he said. I sware, do I have to do everything for this boy?! This is why I love him. "We'll say Donna did something but the situation is handled" I spoke, while smirking, obviously out-smarting the brunette. He nodded and held me closer, tighter, as he gently pushed me against the tree to readjust his hands. From there, we were just staring at each other, for what seemed like hours. Until I finally said something, "will you just kiss me already?" and with that we kissed the night away.
a/n so there you go… sorry if the ending sucked but me is tired. So love? Hate? What do you think? Any ideas? I'm going to bed! Peace ya'll