When I wake up I seemed to be back in my room. I was watching myself tearing my room apart, yelling. I realized this was when I turned into that beast. The destruction kept happening until I saw my past self falling on the floor rolling around in agony. I will never forget that pain. It was so crippling that I felt like my insides were being destroyed. All of a sudden I started to feel the pain again and knelt to the floor. I could hear all the noises around me. What's happening? My thoughts echoed in my ears. "Arrrrgh!" The pain was unbearable. I could feel myself transforming, then everything went black. I woke up in the movie store nauseous. Sweat was streaming down my face as I see Raven kneeling beside me. I'm glad I didn't see myself going after Raven when I was in the past. I still kick myself for being such an ass the night I turned into that creature. "Damn! He's gone!" I said to my teammates as I sat up. "Beast boy," Robin said concerned "Are you ok? You look really pale."

"I'm fine." I said trying not to show the tears in my eyes. "Beast boy." Starfire said "We know there is something troubling you. Please tell us. We are your friends. It's okay." Starfire was very understanding and caring. When I looked into her eyes I knew I couldn't hide this any longer. "I've been having dreams. Most of them being nightmares."

"Beast Boy." Robin said "Why didn't you tell us? Is that why you haven't been sleeping?"

"Yeah, I thought it was a phase I was going through. But I guess it's something need help with."

"What are they usually about?" Starfire asked.

I love my friends, but I didn't feel comfortable telling them about my past. Especially about the times I was struggling with things like my parents, The Doom Patrol and unfortunately, Terra. "I can't talk about this anymore." I got up and walked to the doorway. "And besides, we have to find Control Freak before he causes anymore trouble." Then a wave pain raced through my body. "UGH!" the pain was agonizing, it brought me right to the ground, screaming in pain. "Beast Boy!" Raven shouted. They rushed right over to me. "His heart is racing." Cyborg said "And his blood pressure is extremely low!"

I could feel my body shaking violently and heard Starfire cry out "What's happening to him?"

Raven was trying to find the cause to what was happening. "I can't figure out what's happening to him!" I felt her hand on my forehead "He has a fever at least 107 degreese. We have to get him to the infirmary"

I said weakly "What's happening to me?" Robin said "don't worry Beast Boy; you're going to be okay!"

I was weak, barely breathing and then darkness crept around me.