I suddenly see the specter haunting me.
A brutal insight informs,
Borne in a flash
Of inexplicable rage.
No Vulcan clocks strike midnight
Yet for each of us
There is a zero hour,
Inescapable.
My clock is ticking down,
Inexorable.
My body burns
With lust and torment;
Soon my blood will ignite
I will become a shadow of myself
And a monster
Of uncontrollable madness
And unrelenting need.
She must not see this.
She does not truly understand;
Believes our bond,
Our love,
Will prevail.
I have failed to protect her
From myself.
I lie trembling,
Shamed and terrified,
Enflamed.
