I suddenly see the specter haunting me.

A brutal insight informs,

Borne in a flash

Of inexplicable rage.

No Vulcan clocks strike midnight

Yet for each of us

There is a zero hour,

Inescapable.

My clock is ticking down,

Inexorable.

My body burns

With lust and torment;

Soon my blood will ignite

I will become a shadow of myself

And a monster

Of uncontrollable madness

And unrelenting need.

She must not see this.

She does not truly understand;

Believes our bond,

Our love,

Will prevail.

I have failed to protect her

From myself.

I lie trembling,

Shamed and terrified,

Enflamed.