I feel awful for writing this chapter…

Chapter two: How could you?

John's P.O.V

I was happy all day, though I didn't have Dave in any of my two last period classes, I had Rose in my last period of the day. I couldn't help but tell her how happy I was. And she couldn't help but throw it right back in my face.

"Don't go."

I furrowed my eyebrows, "Why not?"

"It doesn't sound safe? That's why."

"It's totally safe, he likes me."

"That's the problem, he's just going to use you like he uses women."

"No, those are all rumors."

"Yeah?"

"Yeah."

"Your hallucinating, you're insane if you think he's going to be different."

I had a disgusted look on my face and Rose could see it, "Well, I'm still going. And you're wrong."

"I know I'm not wrong, you should really consider your options."

"He likes me and that's that."

"I thought you said you weren't homosexual?"

"I don't know if I am or not, I just have feelings for Dave."

"Who's an asshole."

"No he's not."

"The guy didn't even say thank you when you handed him a utensil."

"So?"

"So he doesn't understand the concept of manners."

The bells chime and I grab my bag angrily, and sling it over my shoulder. Rose has a look of concern on her face but I'll be just fine. "I'll talk to you after school, after I go see Dave."

"John."

"What?"

"..Be careful."

I don't say anything and leak out into the rush of people trying to get home. Whether it be from car or bus, I always walk home. But today I'm going to Dave's house. I'm full of excitement and nothing can get me down. I look at my hand for the address and I'm not really good with finding people's houses. That's why GPS' were invented.

I know he gets picked up, but I don't know by who.

I find it after about an hour of walking, and about two times of getting lost. I look up at the apartment and go inside, going up to the elevator and pressing the top floor. He's down the hall and to the right, room 206C.

I stand in front of the door and hesitate to knock.

God.

Please let this be Dave's house.

And not some creepy old guy who wants me to come in and have some cake.

I knock and the door opens, Dave standing against the door frame, smiling.

"Hey," he says.

I flush a bright pink and he can see it, he leans in, kissing my cheek. "Want to come in?"

My blush gets darker and I nod, stepping foot into his home. I look around and grip my bags straps. Dave places a hand on my shoulder and my knees wobble.

"Do you want a drink?"

I nod, I'm lost for words.

"My room is through that hall and to the left, go in there and I'll be right in."

Again, I nod and go to where I'm directed. I open the door and smile as I set foot into Dave's room. Wow, I get to see his room! It's kinda messy, but so is mine, I thought. I set my bag by the door and go over and look around, Dave returns with a glass of water in his hands.

"I didn't know what you wanted so I got you some water."

"I-Its fine."

I take the water and thank him about three times, I sit down on the bed and take a few sips from the glass. Dave sits down next to me and I avert my eyes to the corner away from him.

Then he did something that I didn't expect, he put his arm around my waist. I stopped drinking my water and froze. My heart was beating a mile a minute and I looked at him. "Um, yes Dave?"

"Can I kiss you?"

Okay, my heart just stopped. But I nodded, setting the glass down on the floor. Dave smiled and leaned in sideways, I tried to follow suit but we bumped heads and I chuckled.

"Sorry."

"..It's okay."

We tried again, and this time succeeded. Our lips met and I felt an electric shock go through my lips. I really liked Dave and it seemed he liked me. I felt tongue slip into my mouth and I followed suit, trying to remember how to kiss from all those videos on how to kiss.

He knotted his hand in my hair and turned his head sideways, I did the same.

I was pushed back on the bed, Dave on top of me. He was running his hand up my shirt and found my nipple. He pinched it and I squeaked. He chuckled and went to my neck, licking it and sucking at it. I moaned, scratching at Dave's back.

But his hand went south and slipped into my shorts, I squeaked louder and sat up.

"Dave!"

"What?"

"Not there, please."

"Why not? I want to show you how much I like you."

I looked at him, I wished he would take off those shades so I could see his lovely eyes. I thought about it, and nodded.

"We won't go all the way?"

"Nah."

"Okay then."

I laid back down and watched Dave's hand go into my shorts and under my boxers, pulling out my penis and began to stroke it. I arched my back some and turned my head into the pillow.

"Ah.."

"Does it feel good?"

"Mhm.."

I have never had anyone touch me like this, so it was a different feeling to have Dave to this for me.

Dave began to stroke faster and his lips crept up to my neck, sucking, kissing, and licking the area. He even bit me playfully a few times, but those few times hurt a bit.

His lips met mine and I was filled with great euphoria.

Faster, faster, and then to tease me he went slower. He rubbed the slit and with his thumb, teased my hole. I gasped and curled my toes.

Splurt.

I panted, I could hear my heart beat in my ears and I looked up at Dave, smiling.

"Wow, that was something huh?"

"Yeah," he said, wiping the cum off of his shirt.

"Now get out."